boredom alert. of course, after having so much fun this past days. here i am, back to my boring days. hayyy.. i did my everyday routine. get up, bathe, eat, drink, exercise, iPod, surf. blah blah blah. yesterday, i wasnt able to watch meteor garden cause of our meeting. too bad. =[ but its alright cause i watched it a while ago. =D btw, yesterday while having our meeting at the gym, it was 5 pm then someone screamed, "waaaahhh, meteor garden na!! meteor garden na!!" and all of us was like, "oo nga noh? meteor garden na!! =[ huhuhu, d tayo makakanood. =[ " there i realized that meteor garden really has this big impact to the audience. cause for some, they dont like it. i never thought that most of csa students like it, cause some of us said that its jologs or something. i was one of them before i was a fan. but when i started liking ken zhu/f4. i also liked meteor garden. =D we were so happy that someone screamed that. hehehe. we were laughing at it too. =D
i know that alot of you guys read my blog about my special someone. the conversation and everything. thanxx for all the advice and comment. i know its funny and STUPID. I AM STUPID. hello? that was my chance of talking with him yet i didnt grab it. but then i realized that it was not the first time, its was the 193943243time for me being stupid. i dont why i act this way when it comes to love. am i stupid or im just so in love? im in love for 3 and a half years now. the person knows that i have this special feelings for him. i also know that its mutual. a lot of people said it. and i can feel it too. pero bakit ganun? i even had this dream about us. it was him being so rude and all to me when everybody's there meaning, no hi/hello. no conversation. no talks. but if its just us, he's so nice, sweet and even a gentleman. while me, being so mushy and all when were together and even when everybody's there. in that dream, he said to my friend that he feels like giving up already. cause he cant take all the things thats happening between us. like if everybodys there, no pansin moments. but my friend said that he should not let go, cause carme loves you so much. then "he" didnt reply. the friend came to me and told me everything that "he" said. of course, i screamed, cried and got angry. then i went to him and told him this.
ME: hindi mo ba lam? matagal na!!! sobrang mahal na mahal kita. lam kong lam mo un. kala ko okay na tayo. pero anong nangyari? =[
HIM: d ko na kasi kaya eh.
ME: ang alin?
HIM: tayo. pag maraming tao. d tayo nagpapansinan.
ME: eh kaw naman yung may kasalanan eh. d moko kinakausap. d ka man lamang mag-hi sa akin. bakit ganun tayo? parang patago tayo? d kaba proud sakin?
HIM: sympre proud ako. pero wan ko, kasi sa tuwing maghi ako/kakausapin na kita. ang sungit sungit mo. d mo ren ako pinapansin. so feel ko galit ka or something.
in short, we fixed the problem and we both said our feelings for each other. we became a couple. after 3 years and a half so being bestfriends/mutual friends. but all of this are only DREAMS. it only happened in my dream.
but i felt that our conversation was real. i felt that it was live. cause every word i said is so true. everytime we have gatherings, malling, etc. we dont talk, like a very very long conversation like what we do if its just the two of us. i realized that his reason of not talking to me that much is also true. cause im masungit nga if theres a lot of people. eh kasi naman, nakakainis siya. bakit hindi niya ko pansinin db? =[ we are both right and wrong. he has a point but i also have a point. its a misunderstanding that we have. =[ i really felt bad about that dream. but i think that dream has a message. i got the message. and im gonna change that attitude. i promise. =D
since im gonna see him this thursday cause our friend has a party. wish me luck. and i wish that this time, things will work out for us. =D i can still feel there something. =D i can still feel that his feelings are there. =D haayyyyy. =D im so excited for my friends party cause he's gonna have mayonnaise and some comedians at his house. grabee!! rich kid kasi. =D dont worry, ill post pics!! =D waaahhhhh!! =D
got a question to answer:
*hey! love ur site! help naman..i do have photoshop..but i have NO IDEA what to do with it..and paano iset-up ung question box na 'to!?...thankx! --mhai:
- hey mahi! =D go for tutorials sa net. =D go to www.tutorialized.com then click on the photoshop thingy. :) take care! :)
wow, 16 loves me!! thanxx guys!! =D <3
this paradise.
RESPECT. this is all i need and want from you guys. everything that is in here are mine.
and i want you to respect that. from my blogs, opinions, photos, layouts, and the list goes on.
feel free to go thru this blogsite. but please dont STEAL anything. its against GOD and the law.
im not being selfish. its just this is my property. this is CARME's. thanks for dropping by.
for link exchanges, let me know in the tag board/comment box and i promise to link you back. take care guys! =D
carmela frances pineda reyes. sweet sixteen. march 23. filipina. once an augustinian, always an augustinian. angel of mine. i so proud of my FAITH, HE is always GOOD to me. I LOVE YOU, MY LORD.
<3's the beach, sun, tan lines, beach volleyball, surfing, wakeboarding, ultimate frisbee. wears abercrombie & fitch. always tuned in my iPod. im really into rnb, trance, house, chillout, reggae music.
shopping, dancing, working out, blogging, & surfing the net are some of what i do often. parties. definitely a drinker but NOT a smoker. tequilas, vodkas & baileys in particular.
but hey, i'm a good girl. a camera is a must. picture lover it is. never leave home w/o it. a big big fan of the o.c. adam brody. CONFIDENCE, cohen. haha. thinks that mtv's laguna beach is also cool.
but i both love them. never fails to make you smile. <3
more of my paradise.
www.myspace.com/carme
mytwistedsunshine.multiply.com
imsointoyou.multiply.com
stagbarkada.multiply.com
stagbarkada.blogs.friendster.com
contact me.
AOL: carmelay17
GMAIL: fabulouscarme
MSN: carme_reyes
YM: creyes_17
Friendster: fabulouscarme@gmail.com
Myspace: click
shot under the sun.
in the house.
Ever After - Bonnie Bailey
Satisfaction - Benny Benasi
Love on the Run - Chicane
Lady - Moby
I'll Rise - Peyton
Excited - M People
Signs - Snoop Dogg feat. Justin Timberlake
Hollaback Girl - Gwen Stefani
Jimmy Choo - Shyne feat. Ashanti
Hold You Down - Jennifer Lopez feat. Fat Joe
Too Crazy - Southborder
Let's Get Blown - Snoop Dogg feat. Pharell
Hate it or Love it - Game feat 50 Cent
Cloud 9 - Olivia feat. 50 Cent
Disco Inferno - 50 Cent
Still Down - Ashanti feat. TI
Caught Up - Ja Rule feat. Llyod
Okay - Nivea feat. Lil John
Get Right Remix - Jennifer Lopez feat. Fabolous
I Used to Love You - John Legend feat. Kanye West
Lovers and Friends - Lil John feat. Eastside Boyz
Hush - LL Cool J
It's Like That - Mariah Carey
California - Phantom Planet
Dice - Finley Quaye
Just A Lil Bit - 50 Cent
Oye Mi Canto - Nina Sky
Everything - B2K
Technologic - Daft Punk
I Never Knew - Roger Sanchez
Goin' Crazy - Natalie
U Already Know Remix - 112 feat. Ja Rule
explore my world.
Abercrombie & Fitch
Abercrombie & Fitch Kids
Baby Phat
Banana Republic
Bebe
Billabong Girls
Boracay
CK
Candymag
ET Online
Frisbee
Gap
Havaianas
Hed Kandi
Hollister
iPod
Kamiseta
Kipling
Lacoste
Laguna Beach
Mango
Mudd
Nothing But Water
Old Navy
Puerto Galera
Punta Fuego
Ralph Lauren
Roxy
Seventeen
The OC<3
Tommy Hilfiger
Topshop
precious spot of the week.
JUNE 5-JUNE 11
http://shari.miss-misfit.com/SHARI! =D she's my friend since 2nd grade. we became bestfriends pa nga eh. beauty and brains itong friend ko. i miss hanging out with her. though were not as close as we used to be, im always here for her. she's still special. love you sha! =D congrats on getting hosted. =D mwah! =D
precious spots. a must visit.<3
[don't ask to be here]
* friends.*
Abi, loves janus. packner in crime.
Anil, future's best director.
Angela, another party freak.
Anj, my cousin's cousin.
Anna, fabulous princess.
Ayie, charming friend.
Bea, rebel girl.
Cat, kikay girl ren.
Celina, cute guitarist.
Emily, aug-con sister.
Gaux, beautiful singer.
Inna, very tall girl.
Jan, payatot.
Kat Manalo, flip chick.
Kat Marquez, my vocabulary/dictionary.
Kat Pineda, candy twin.
Lanna, friend way back.
Meanne, mz california.
Mia, she's frances too.
Mich, crazy mich.
Ms Gomez, very sweet and loving teacher.
Patrick, loves signature stuff.
Pauline, cali chick.
Pearl, intelligent girl.
Rams, party freak.
Ryan, tagalog ang blog niya.
Shai, hyper BUTT sexy!
Shari, could be kikay, could be vain.
Sher, aug-con ate.
Sims, friend way back.
Talisa, beach lover.
Tats, my f4 sister.
Tini, Jesus freak and cute chinita.
Tricia, volleyball buddy.
Xyra, beauty and fashion addict.
Yana, huggable one.
Ysel, everybody loves ysel.
* online friends. *
Ace, uh-huh. drained.
Alex, my wrestback.
Anna, a long lost blog buddy.
April, fashion guru.
Ariane, daddy's little girl. burpday girl.
Bianca, born to be host/model.
Bianca, from biancaknows.
Carme, my ate/twin.
Carmela, Cardona lover.
Charlene, realistic.
Cheenee. summer princess.
Chynna, miss congeniality.
Cjoy, tough girl.
Claire, miss orangey-black.
Claudine, beautiful rocker.
Dani, cute chinita.
Dottie, a sweetheart.
Gab, orange addict.
Gliza, the prinsesa.
Gretch, precious moments girl.
Hazel, Starbucks queen.
Hunny, so sweet.
Ida, we have the same birthday.
Iggy, she rocks.
Isha, madaldal daw siya.
Jared, trance buddy.
Jham, mysterious girl.
Justine, heartish heart.
Kiel, from obfuscation.org.
Kxia, emo writer.
Lai, master of webdesign.
Leanne, she's a bad star.
Lianne, miss Roxy addict.
Louie, very asteeg man.
Mary, simple girl.
Michelle, OC sister.
Mitch, not a bad girl.
Nate, the atenista.
Nicole, sassy chic.
Nikki, the trendsetter.
Pau, miss independent.
Pauleen, Spongeola lover.
Phoebe, the perfectionist.
Rad, pink misfit.
Rap, layout king.
Roxy, love her paradise.
Russ, my super-ate-woman.
Sarah, nunuh.
Shayne, shes flipped.
Trinnah, masungit? nope.
fellow beachcombers.
Abbie
Abyssinianangel
Ace
Acey
Aencille
Aichee
Aisa
Ak
Ala
Ana
Andrea
Angel
Angelbjei
Audrey
Audrie
Aura
Babyangel
Bianca
Caitlin
Camille
Charm
Chel
CSG
Denise
Dwight
Eka
Elise
Erica
Esther
Eyyah
Fia
Fran
Gabby
Gen
Guia
Hanna
Ian
Irish
Ishie
Ishisoda
Ivory
Ivy
Jami
Janna
Jem
Jesh
Jhiea
Joanna
Jowee
Kaila
Katherine
Ken
Kiko
Kiko
Kimy
Kristel
Kristen
Kristina
Laine
Leah
Lindsey
Loanne
Lora
Lucky
Lucy
Mabel
Marben
Mariah
Marla
Maroux
Meanne
Melissa
Michelle
Migy
Miko
Mimi
Mina
Mish
Moneh
Myke
Nadine
Nica
Nica
Nicole
Patty
Paula
Pea
Prue
Py
Rai
Reighyah
Richard
Rize
Rolly
Rose
Sam
Sandra
Sandra
Saruhh
Sayuri
Shai
Shen
Sheryl
Shona
Skwaryed
Therese
Tricia
Trina
Trixie
Verna
Wednesday
Xtel
Yamyam
Yanie
Yuki
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past rants.
April 2005
May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
December 2005
previous post.
meeting. bonding. laughing. eating. hottneess!! =D
stupidity. saying "iloveyou ____ " =D
wala lang. =D hehehehe.
finally enrolled nako! =D another shopping galore!...
new layout again =D
hate me? hate you. hate everything.
boredom =[ dream vacation. overnight hotels. =D
martyrdom. this is what LOVE can do.
new layout. =] how-to-forget-a-guy-in-10-days? hah...
SUBIC baby!! =]
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