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Friday, April 29, 2005 //

martyrdom. this is what LOVE can do.

THANK YOU. THANK YOU. THANK YOU. SO SO SO MUCH!

to all the PEOPLE who CARED, LOVED, and SUPPORTED me. ESPECIALLY my FRIENDS, ONLINE BUDDIES, CO-BLOGGERS. your comments MEANS a LOT!!! i'll promise to think about what you guys adviced. THANKS FOR BEING THERE. thanks for reading my blogs. =] i appreciate it!! =] once again, I THANK YOU ALL FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART! =]


Chynna, Alex, Hazel, Pauleen, Louie, Claudine, Ariane, Nate, Xyra, Kat Marquez, Ace, Sarah, Shari, Inna

anyways, my weekdays were boring. all i did was to watch movies/tv/dvds!!! and im getting bored already. thats why i hate it when a good time is going to end. =[ like my subic escapade!! grrr. i EXPECTED that after subic, my life will get back to normal. NORMAL = BORING! =] hahahaha. i just wish someone will call me and say, "Hey Carme, let's go out later." or "Hey Carme, we're going to Punta Fuego this weekend, wanna come??". speaking of Punta Fuego, I MISS THAT PLACE!! =] it's a paradise too! =] love the beach, sand, facilities, the club!! =] COOLNESS! =] hehehehe. =] i wish i could go back there SOON. =] may is coming soon!! grabeh, i cant believe its may already. summer's gonna end soon!! and i havent done anything thats super duper fabulous!!!!! NO WAY!!! =[ grrrrrr. time really flies so fast!!!


I MISS MY FRIENDS. SO MUCH!! =] i hope i could see them this weekend/soon. it's been a while since we went out! =[ what is happening to us? we're already losing our communication!!! guys??? are you busy?? let me know, so that i wont be making tampo here. hahaha. barok english! =] so that i wont disturb you. =] hahaha. drama! I MISS YOU MY FRIENDS. =] when i meant friends, ALL OF MY FRIENDS! =] weird!


do you know that larry fonacier and lora gahol is engaged? COOLNESS! =] i got this news from Carmela's blog! hahaha. we got the same name! =] ohhh, im so happy for larry and lora! =] i think they're 5 years together and going strong!! =] WOW!! =] i know someday, the right guy will come to me. i dont know. maybe he's just around. =] goodluck to you LARRY AND LORA! =] visit lora's blog at http://loragahol.blogspot.com.



SWEETNESS. =] awww. =] *claps for them*


READ THIS. i got this thingy from Sarah. hahaha. i think its a sequel of my previous post. THIS THING MEANS A LOT!! A MUST READ FOR YOU GUYS!! its a tagalog thing. =]


Para sa mga martyr.. ..Na kagaya ko. Haha.


Ipaglaban mo, KUNG NARARAPAT. Kani-kanina lang, may sinabi yung friend ko sa isang forum. Sabi niya pag nagmahal daw ang isang tao, parang nakakapit sa patalim, nagdudugo na ang kamay mo, hindi ka pa rin bumibitaw.

Totoo nga naman diba?

Lalo na pag nagpapakamartyr ka..
KAHIT GAANO KAHIRAP
KAHIT GAANO KASAKIT,
kapit ka lang ng mahigpit, palalim ng palalim ang sugat, pahigpit ng pahigpit ang hawak mo sa kutsilyo.

Sa isip mo kasi:
"Mahal ko siya. Kailangan maging malakas ako para sa kanya. ipaglalaban ko to."

Ang tanong diyan eh,
GUSTO BA NUNG TAONG YON NA IPAGLABAN MO SIYA?
GUSTO BA NUNG TAONG YON NA MAGING MALAKAS KA PARA SA KANYA?

Higit sa lahat...
ALAM BA NIYA?!!

Yan ang hirap sa ganyan eh. Kapag wala ka ng ibang nakikita kundi yung taong yun at yung nararamdaman mo para sa kanya, yun kasi ang bumubulag sayo eh.
Yung mentalidad na pag nakuha mo siya, makukumpleto ang buhay mo

Pagminahal mo siya ng lubos, matututunan ka rin niyang mahalin ..basta maiparamdam mo, may pagasa..

EH PANO NGA KUNG WALA?
Pano nga kung hindi ka naman niya talaga kayang mahalin?
Pano kung niloloko mo lang pala ang sarili mo?
aba siyempre, hindi mo makikita yun, "mahal" mo eh. Kaya kung ano lang ang gusto mo makita, yun lang.

Kapag magkasama kayo at nakikita mo siyang ngumingiti at masaya, iniisip mo agad dahil magkasama kayo. Yun pala within eye's view lang yung totoong gusto niya kaya ganun

Kapag nilalapitan ka niya para magtanong, tuwang tuwa ka kasi ikaw ang una niyang nilapitan. Yun pala katabi mo lang yung gusto niya kaya sinasamantala niya yung pagkakataon.

Kapag nagkasakit ka at tumawag siya o nagtext para mangamusta, halos gumaling ka na in a second sa sobrang tuwa. nagaalala lang pala siya kasi

KAIBIGAN ka niya.
KAIBIGAN KA LANG NIYA.

Haay...
Ipaglaban mo pare,KUNG NARARAPAT
Hindi naman masamang ipaglaban eh, kung mahal mo ba naman siya, at mahal ka rin niya eh di why not?
Di sapat na MAHAL MO.
Sa ganyang pagkakataon,
mas importanteng MAHAL KA RIN NIYA.
Dahil kung hindi ka naman niya mahal, panu na yun?
Nagpipitik bulag ka na nga, mag-isa pa.
MAGMUMUKHA KA LANG TANGA.

CARME loves you at 9:04 PM //

this paradise.
RESPECT. this is all i need and want from you guys. everything that is in here are mine. and i want you to respect that. from my blogs, opinions, photos, layouts, and the list goes on. feel free to go thru this blogsite. but please dont STEAL anything. its against GOD and the law. im not being selfish. its just this is my property. this is CARME's. thanks for dropping by. for link exchanges, let me know in the tag board/comment box and i promise to link you back. take care guys! =D

beach bummer.

carmela frances pineda reyes. sweet sixteen. march 23. filipina. once an augustinian, always an augustinian. angel of mine. i so proud of my FAITH, HE is always GOOD to me. I LOVE YOU, MY LORD. <3's the beach, sun, tan lines, beach volleyball, surfing, wakeboarding, ultimate frisbee. wears abercrombie & fitch. always tuned in my iPod. im really into rnb, trance, house, chillout, reggae music. shopping, dancing, working out, blogging, & surfing the net are some of what i do often. parties. definitely a drinker but NOT a smoker. tequilas, vodkas & baileys in particular. but hey, i'm a good girl. a camera is a must. picture lover it is. never leave home w/o it. a big big fan of the o.c. adam brody. CONFIDENCE, cohen. haha. thinks that mtv's laguna beach is also cool. but i both love them. never fails to make you smile. <3

more of my paradise.
www.myspace.com/carme
mytwistedsunshine.multiply.com
imsointoyou.multiply.com
stagbarkada.multiply.com
stagbarkada.blogs.friendster.com

contact me.
AOL: carmelay17
GMAIL: fabulouscarme
MSN: carme_reyes
YM: creyes_17
Friendster: fabulouscarme@gmail.com
Myspace: click

shot under the sun.

in the house.
Ever After - Bonnie Bailey
Satisfaction - Benny Benasi
Love on the Run - Chicane
Lady - Moby
I'll Rise - Peyton
Excited - M People
Signs - Snoop Dogg feat. Justin Timberlake
Hollaback Girl - Gwen Stefani
Jimmy Choo - Shyne feat. Ashanti
Hold You Down - Jennifer Lopez feat. Fat Joe
Too Crazy - Southborder
Let's Get Blown - Snoop Dogg feat. Pharell
Hate it or Love it - Game feat 50 Cent
Cloud 9 - Olivia feat. 50 Cent
Disco Inferno - 50 Cent
Still Down - Ashanti feat. TI
Caught Up - Ja Rule feat. Llyod
Okay - Nivea feat. Lil John
Get Right Remix - Jennifer Lopez feat. Fabolous
I Used to Love You - John Legend feat. Kanye West
Lovers and Friends - Lil John feat. Eastside Boyz
Hush - LL Cool J
It's Like That - Mariah Carey
California - Phantom Planet
Dice - Finley Quaye
Just A Lil Bit - 50 Cent
Oye Mi Canto - Nina Sky
Everything - B2K
Technologic - Daft Punk
I Never Knew - Roger Sanchez
Goin' Crazy - Natalie
U Already Know Remix - 112 feat. Ja Rule

explore my world.
Abercrombie & Fitch Abercrombie & Fitch Kids Baby Phat Banana Republic Bebe Billabong Girls Boracay CK Candymag ET Online Frisbee Gap Havaianas Hed Kandi Hollister iPod Kamiseta Kipling Lacoste Laguna Beach Mango Mudd Nothing But Water Old Navy Puerto Galera Punta Fuego Ralph Lauren Roxy Seventeen The OC<3 Tommy Hilfiger Topshop

precious spot of the week.
JUNE 5-JUNE 11

http://shari.miss-misfit.com/

SHARI! =D she's my friend since 2nd grade. we became bestfriends pa nga eh. beauty and brains itong friend ko. i miss hanging out with her. though were not as close as we used to be, im always here for her. she's still special. love you sha! =D congrats on getting hosted. =D mwah! =D

precious spots. a must visit.<3
[don't ask to be here]

* friends.*
Abi, loves janus. packner in crime.
Anil, future's best director.
Angela, another party freak.
Anj, my cousin's cousin.
Anna, fabulous princess.
Ayie, charming friend.
Bea, rebel girl.
Cat, kikay girl ren.
Celina, cute guitarist.
Emily, aug-con sister.
Gaux, beautiful singer.
Inna, very tall girl.
Jan, payatot.
Kat Manalo, flip chick.
Kat Marquez, my vocabulary/dictionary.
Kat Pineda, candy twin.
Lanna, friend way back.
Meanne, mz california.
Mia, she's frances too.
Mich, crazy mich.
Ms Gomez, very sweet and loving teacher.
Patrick, loves signature stuff.
Pauline, cali chick.
Pearl, intelligent girl.
Rams, party freak.
Ryan, tagalog ang blog niya.
Shai, hyper BUTT sexy!
Shari, could be kikay, could be vain.
Sher, aug-con ate.
Sims, friend way back.
Talisa, beach lover.
Tats, my f4 sister.
Tini, Jesus freak and cute chinita.
Tricia, volleyball buddy.
Xyra, beauty and fashion addict.
Yana, huggable one.
Ysel, everybody loves ysel.

* online friends. *
Ace, uh-huh. drained.
Alex, my wrestback.
Anna, a long lost blog buddy.
April, fashion guru.
Ariane, daddy's little girl. burpday girl.
Bianca, born to be host/model.
Bianca, from biancaknows.
Carme, my ate/twin.
Carmela, Cardona lover.
Charlene, realistic.
Cheenee. summer princess.
Chynna, miss congeniality.
Cjoy, tough girl.
Claire, miss orangey-black.
Claudine, beautiful rocker.
Dani, cute chinita.
Dottie, a sweetheart.
Gab, orange addict.
Gliza, the prinsesa.
Gretch, precious moments girl.
Hazel, Starbucks queen.
Hunny, so sweet.
Ida, we have the same birthday.
Iggy, she rocks.
Isha, madaldal daw siya.
Jared, trance buddy.
Jham, mysterious girl.
Justine, heartish heart.
Kiel, from obfuscation.org.
Kxia, emo writer.
Lai, master of webdesign.
Leanne, she's a bad star.
Lianne, miss Roxy addict.
Louie, very asteeg man.
Mary, simple girl.
Michelle, OC sister.
Mitch, not a bad girl.
Nate, the atenista.
Nicole, sassy chic.
Nikki, the trendsetter.
Pau, miss independent.
Pauleen, Spongeola lover.
Phoebe, the perfectionist.
Rad, pink misfit.
Rap, layout king.
Roxy, love her paradise.
Russ, my super-ate-woman.
Sarah, nunuh.
Shayne, shes flipped.
Trinnah, masungit? nope.

fellow beachcombers.
Abbie Abyssinianangel Ace Acey Aencille Aichee Aisa Ak Ala Ana Andrea Angel Angelbjei Audrey Audrie Aura Babyangel Bianca Caitlin Camille Charm Chel CSG Denise Dwight Eka Elise Erica Esther Eyyah Fia Fran Gabby Gen Guia Hanna Ian Irish Ishie Ishisoda Ivory Ivy Jami Janna Jem Jesh Jhiea Joanna Jowee Kaila Katherine Ken Kiko Kiko Kimy Kristel Kristen Kristina Laine Leah Lindsey Loanne Lora Lucky Lucy Mabel Marben Mariah Marla Maroux Meanne Melissa Michelle Migy Miko Mimi Mina Mish Moneh Myke Nadine Nica Nica Nicole Patty Paula Pea Prue Py Rai Reighyah Richard Rize Rolly Rose Sam Sandra Sandra Saruhh Sayuri Shai Shen Sheryl Shona Skwaryed Therese Tricia Trina Trixie Verna Wednesday Xtel Yamyam Yanie Yuki

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past rants.
April 2005
May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
December 2005

previous post.
new layout. =] how-to-forget-a-guy-in-10-days? hah...
SUBIC baby!! =]
suddenly.. change of plans.. =]
new pope! =] yeahh.. boring weekdays=[
good and bad trips
short ONE. the ONE campaign.
m&m. hahaha.
a bit happy! =d
* boring. boring. boring. *
* not-so-boring weekend *

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