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2005-12-18T18:09:00.001+08:00

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2005-12-18T18:09:00.000+08:00

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2005-08-11T21:22:00.000+08:00

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i hate school.

2005-07-17T21:24:00.000+08:00

ahhh at last. an update. short one though.

i hate school. i hate hws, quiz, tests. blah. but i love my classmates, friends, presentations, cheering, meetings and blah. weird? lol.

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add me up too!!! =D

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MWAH. MISS ALL OF YOU. =D

sort of hiatus. be back soon.

2005-06-21T21:23:00.000+08:00

APOLOGIES.

sorry guys. i've been really busy with school stuff. i failed to do my promise cause of some personal reasons. please bare with the me at this time. i will really try to blog on weekends. im not promising anymore. baka kasi ma-udlot. hahaha.

TAKE CARE GUYS.
MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH
MWAH. =D

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THANKS TO ALL SO MUCH.

CIAO.

be back on...

2005-06-14T21:27:00.000+08:00

FRIDAY! lol. im not going on hiatus. never. i just dont have much time on the net. but i promise you guys to blog on weekends. =D sorry if i cant reply back at your questions/tags/comments. but dont worry, im not yet pressured with school work. i really just dont have time and im only allowed to use the internet during weekends seldom on weekdays. i'll be back on friday okay?

MISS ALL OF YOU.
LOVE ALL OF YOU.
TAKE GOOD CARE.
GOD BLESS.

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THANKS SO MUCH GUYS. =D

be back on friday. PROMISE.

first day. =D

2005-06-10T22:06:00.000+08:00

I MISS IT HERE. I MISS ALL OF YOU GUYS. 4 days of not blogging. im not used to it. =[ haay. school is here and i can only blog twice or thrice a week. but THANK YOU all so much for always dropping by. MWAH.

JUNE 8, 2005 [WEDNESDAY] - FIRST DAY: it was okay. hahaha. that's all i can say. of course, first's days are fun, exciting and boring as well. cause you have to deal with the orientation, interactions and blah. sleepy moments. grr. and yes my section is 3F. ahahah. F for fabulous. lol. =D the class was so quiet. as usual, cause were still getting to know each other. but what i dont like a bit is that most of our new students are koreans. my gosh and this year they distributed the multi-cultural section, so in every section there are foreigners. in our class, i think we have 5-6. take note, all koreans. and 2 of them are my seatmates on my left side. its so hard to communicate with them. they just know basic english. wahhh. and in my place, im so QUIET. my friends wouldnt believe me that im quiet but really im am cause i dont know much of the people around me. still getting to know them. the class proper was so boring. recall the rules and blah blah blah blah. i was so sleepy and was excited to go home. hahaha. =D i find my first day not that fun. i dont know. maybe im not in the mood or something. dismissal time, i went home right away. lol. i was so sleepy.

during our first day, we also had the nominations of class officers. no elections yet. and yes, i got nominated AGAIN as president of my class. actually, i planned not to be an officer this year cause it would be hassle. i really need to concentrate on my junior year. i believe this is the difficult year in the high school. i strongly agree with that. would you believe that my classmate plus a my adviser nominated me for that position. yes, i know i should be flattered cause the adviser herself appointed me but i think that the class still has the last decision. if ever elected, then i have to do my job. hayyy. time management nga sabi ni jo. you think i can do it? i HOPE so. =D

i met my subject teachers during the second and third day. some of them were nice and some of them were of course, strict. hayy, my favorites are my filipino, english, and cle teacher as of now. but i dont feel my science teacher. she's a bit strict you know. =[ and she gave us an assignment right ahead. grr. i think she's not that patient to her students. i never been her student so thats why i think of her that way. =D

anyway, it's just the start of the school year. later on, i'll discover more about my teachers and blah. =D hehehe. and hope that ill be close with my class too. =D hehehee. =D im looking forward to a fruitful and happy year. i want my junior year to be unforgettable. =D of course, im a bit excited of the prom and cheering. =D

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one more day.

2005-06-06T21:31:00.000+08:00

i can't believe this. one day nalang and school na!!! waahhhh. im a bit excited but in fact, im so nervous. i know my section already. 3F. [thanks to shari and ardi] mai gulay. F nanaman. yup. i've been a F when i was grade 1,2,7 & 1st year. and now on my 3rd year, F ulit ang section ko. galing noh? lol. 5 years of having F as my section. loads of fun. hahahaha. =D

[you can skip this part if you're not an OC fan. =D]i just watched OC a while ago. grabeee. kileg to the bones at some parts like:
Summer: "What do you want from me?"
Seth: "I just want you."
shheettttt! db? kileg talaga? hayyyyy. im so excited to watch each episode. hahaha. especially when i see adam brody=hott. lol. =D

anyway, i went to atc and sm southmall today. yes yes yes. shopping galore. after months of not going to southmall, a lot has changed. they have go nuts donuts there already. yummy. =D it was also sale at some stores. i grabbed the opportunity. lol. bought shirts and accesories only. im did not go with anyone, so yeah, i shopped all by myself. loner. lol. =D

did you notice? im so lazy to blog now. =[ anyway, got this survey from Pauleen.

Name 20 People You Know. I made this one totally random... Just anyone I can think of at the moment.
1. Ardi Martinez
2. Mika Sioson
3. Kat Pineda
4. Kiko Tansengco
5. Dwight Yao
6. Kris Siasoyco
7. Pao Bago
8. Marlon Palad
9. Sab Zuluaga
10. Jo Gamos
11. Gretz Belo
12. Shai Bautista
13. Jico Corral
14. Abi Sarmiento
15. Raff Dominguez
16. Ikai Yamaguchi
17. Rjay Ty
18. Stace De Vries
19. Jme Reyes
20. Kat Marquez

Then Fill These Out...

1. Who is 8 going out with?
- I don't know. lol.
2. Is 9 a boy or a girl?
- Girl.
3. Would 11 and 2 make a cute couple?
- NO. they're both girls. lol.
4. How about 18 and 4?
- HAHAHA. kiko and stace? child abuse si stace. stace is in college na. lol.
5. What grade is 17 in?
- Same kami. 3rd year high school.
6. When was the last time you talked to 12?
- A while ago at ym.
7. What is 6's favorite band?
- Band? siguro parokya. lol.
8. Does 1 have any siblings?
- Yup. 2 big sisters.
9. Would you ever date 3?
- Lol. we did that before. "date" --- window shopping. lol.
10. Would you ever date 7?
- Pao? hahaha. d pwde noh. taken na nyan and he's a kuya to me. lol.
11. Is 16 single?
- Nope. she's taken
12. What is 15's last name?
- Dominguez
13. What is 5's middle name?
- I dont remember.
14. What is 10's fantasy?
- HAHAHAH. i dont know. lol.
15. Would 14 and 19 make a good couple?
- No. pareho silang babae eh. lol.
16. What school does 20 go to?
- Colegio San Agustin, Makati.
17. Tell me a random fact about 11...
- She studies at Woodrose in Antipolo.
18. And 1:
- His height is 6"1. tangkad.
19. Have you ever had a crush on 16?
- Ikai? lol. never. she's a girl.
20. Where does 9 live?
- Multinational Village, Pque
21. What's 4's favorite color?
- Black? Silver? hahahaha. forgot.
22. Would you make out with 14?
- Abi? hahaha. sure. why not? lol.
23. Are 5 and 6 best friends?
- Friends lang.
24. Does 7 like 20?
- Nope.
25. Does 8 like 19?
- Nope.
26. How did you meet 15?
- From a friend and classamate before.
27. Does 10 have any pets?
- None.
28. Is 12 older than you?
- I'm older than her by months.
29. Is 1 the sexiest person?
- Waahahahhaha. NO. lol.
30. Have you ever given 13 a hug?
- I always hug him at school. huggable kasi. lol. chubby. peace.

question?
*BY CLAIRE gawan mo co ng layout na ganto! different colors nga lang.. please? im soooooo inggit. i super love it :) thanks :D well its ok if you wont make me one :) hehe.:
- oh sure claire. ano2 ung colors? email mo nalang sakin. i'll try to make you one ah.

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i'm keeping this. =D

2005-06-04T17:41:00.000+08:00

lol. i like it, you guys liked it so im keeping it. =D cute baby colors kasi eh. blue&pink. yay! my fave colors. lol. yes, its true. im beginning to like pink. lol. kikay na ren. lol. i got lazy on making the "real" layout.

COUNTDOWN: 4 DAYS BEFORE THE BIG DAY. i can't believe this. school is so near. hahaha. can't wait for first day. to all my friends, see you soon at school. =D i still don't know my section. =[

- A MUST WATCH!!! yay! i finally watched it with my cousin, harvie. last thursday at greenbelt3. bonding moments. lol. i was so excited cause i find ashton so cute and hott there. i started to like him when i watched "guess who". anyway, i won't tell the story cause you have to find it out by watching it. in some way, i can a lot relate to the story. their love story. hayyy. lesson learned? if i can wait, then wait. no matter what happens, destiny will finds it way to get you guys together and let you realize that you're meant for each other. i even cried at some parts. lol. exciting parts: in the desert, when they took a picture of them[asthon&amanda] NAKED. haha. and when ashton sang "i'll be there for you". its on the trailer. he look so handsome and hott at that part. grabeehh. my rate? 8/10. cause i didnt like ashton on the first part. he's not handsome. he's a nerd cause of his hair. lol. basta, you guys should watch it. after the movie, me and my cuz went to picture card. picture picture. and then we just roamed around g4 and gb3 until 7:30 pm. then we went back at new world. tapos chika chika and i went home na. =D

last night, i watched richie rich. i came across this part when cadbury, who is richie's butler and narrator, said that "money can't buy happiness". dont you agree? i would say that money cant buy anything. not even happiness, love, joy, and all other emotinal feelings. we're living in a world which money is the source of everything. without it, your nothing. without money, you cant buy food for your family, provide a house for them and enroll your children in school. on the other side of it, money also is the root of all evil. thats why everyday there are millions and millions of cases on robbery, kidnapping, murder and such in the whole world. most of us think that every millionaire is happy cause they have lots of money. lets take richie as an example. he's the kid who has everything. but it seems that in his life, he lack somethings. friends. true friends. im so happy and blessed that even though im not a heirness of any company or something. i have friends that i can lean on. and i have a family who is always there for me. their not busy all the time. we have bonding once in a while. besides, money can disappear in matter of days, even seconds. but family and friends will never be. they're always there to support you in everything thing that you do. so be thankful and think that your so blessed to have them. =D

yesterday, a package arrived. inside was pouches for our bellos, which was blessed at antipolo and it also has shirts from hollister, a brother company of abercrombie&fitch. ahahahha. im so happy. my tita bought me shirts from that brand. i love it too next to abercrombie&fitch. heheehee. =D last night, tita called and she told me about this new clothing line in the states. it's like abercrombie&fitch but its more for adults. its like the older version of a&f. the brand name is "rhules". parang ganun. hahaah. i dont know how it spell it. la lang. just feel like sharing it to you guys. =D

check out next week's precious spot of the week: shari.

[thats how i miss OC. =D] <3 my commenters: 21 people laughed with me!!!
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thank you so so much!!! =D MWAH! =D

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thank you so so much!!! =D MWAH! =D

temporary layout. =D

2005-06-03T15:33:00.000+08:00

it is still under construction. this is not the new layout. still on the process. =D so this is up for the rest of the day. don't comment on it yet. lol. =D

thats how i miss OC =D

2005-06-01T17:37:00.000+08:00

COUNTDOWN: 7 days to go. june 1 na ngayon?! man. how time flies that fast. just few days ago, it was last day of school. now, few days to go and it's first day. excited? SO MUCH. though, i still dont know my section.

last monday was the premiere of OC2 on etc. grabe. guys, when i saw them, i cried. it was tears of joy. grabee i realized how much i missed OC so much from season1. though i have the dvd series of season1, iba parin. hayyy. i really missed OC so much. im addicted to it. grabeee. OC drove me crazy. =D lol.

grabe. ang galing ng episode1. tamang tama ung script na nabasa ko before. before i watch each episode i read the script again on my comp. now, i cant wait for monday again. its OC day. if i have plans, i might cancel them or i'll just go home early.

"a lot like love". gawd, its showing right now. waahh. i wanna watch it. tom, im going to new world hotel to meet up with my cousin. i'll give her my gift for her birthday which was last april 10 pa. lol. ang tagal tagal na. we seldom each other this summer. not unlike last summer. we used to do overnights. now? no more. maybe cause we're both busy with our school and stuff. we're both incoming 3rd year students. we're both active too. maybe if i'll see her tom, i'll invite her to watch a lot like love in gb3 which is across new world. hmm. sounds like fun. plus bonding moments together. i miss her na. geee. will see. =D

yesterday, we this meeting again. but nothing happened. as usual, only few people went. it sucks. we just talked about stuff and blah. plus, our council adviser didnt like the theme. not really. she told us to brainstorm more ideas. haaayy. then we watched the vcd of the previous cheering. galing ng seniors sobra. kaso nga lang sumobra. hmmp. of course, us, the sophies, we suck. our bleacher design is not that nice. lol. it looks like theres a construction going on. lol. you know the design of yellow cab? the yellow and black thingy? thats our design. well, it reminds me of it. now, im craving for yellow cab. lol.

i went to g4 at around 4:30 cause i have to buy stuff for my uncle who left kanina for the states. i bought dried mangoes, inipit, and other philippine product. then i went to the condo and waited for my mom to finish work and then we drop by glorietta again cause we have to buy ensaymada's pa. hayy, demanding naman. lol.. then after that we went to heritage hotel. btw, i bought the new candy mag. featuring katie holmes. wow, tom cruise. i like them. lol. i remember first daughter, its my fave movie of katie. =D anyway, we ate dinner there and waited till 10:00 cause my dad works there so we all went home. but my dad's hungry so we dropped by mcdo and ate again. i swear, sobrang takaw ko kahapon. lol. i ordered my fave, quarter pounder meal, caramel sundae. tapos take home pako ng chicken nuggets. grabee. lol. oh db? takaw to the max. well, mcdonalds is my favorite. i love everything about mcdonalds.

about my love life. 50% im ready to let go. pero parang may humaharang. hayy. long story. dont know what to do. signs are everywhere. dont know if im gonna let go or not. hayyy. confusion. why show now? why not before when i needed them? now that im ready to let go, it keeps on coming out. grrr. asar.

shoutout to lianne:
HEY HEY HEY. your back. miss you so much. mwah. <3

and to esther:
THANK YOU SO MUCH. for being so in love with my layout. sure, i'll help you with yours. i'll go to your site soon. =D

sorry guys, if i dont reply back to your comments/tag. bit busy. but i'll try to drop by talaga. mwah.

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marmaming salamat sa inyo. [thank you so much.] =D mwah. =D

Oh i C. =D

2005-05-30T17:44:00.000+08:00

2 hours and 16 minutes before the premiere of OC season2. =D IM SO EXCITED! =D thrilled. =D

SUNDAY. we went to antipolo. we had mass there. its a tradition in our family to go there every may. it was Blessed Sacrament yesterday. when we got there, a novena was going on. after that, mass was held. the church was so full. grabe sa dami ng tao. and it was SO HOT. expect all the sweat. then after the mass, we drop by burger king cause were so thirsty. then we went to market market. we just went there cause my mom has to buy butong pakwan for my aunt in the states. we bought her 4 packs of it but i tell you its yummy. we didnt go shopping cause of my dad. he's such a kj. thats why i dont go to malls with my dad. i dont know. he hates crowdy people=mall. but sometimes, if he has to buy something. he goes shopping. but that happens only once in a blue moon. =D then after market market, i bought 2 dozens of go nuts donuts. yuummmyyy. sarap. i missed it so much. fave? strawberry, peanut butter and amazing glaze. it reminds me of krispy kreme in the states. for me, thats the BEST. agree with me? LOL. =D then we went home. on our way, i saw a billboard of "a lot like love" starring ashton kutcher and amanda peet. man, i want to see this movie. im so excited. i think its a love story? LOL. i dont know, havent watch the trailer. =D

season 2 have new revelations, added cast, and unbelieveable twists. =D mann. i cant believe this. OC2 is premiering tonight! =D i really really cant wait for it. although i know the story already, i stil cant wait to watch it. how? i read the script on the net. since im not dsl, i cant watch it using limewire. im such a loser. LOL. so anyway, i watched the trailer many times at ETC and mann. i saw the new ryan, seth, marissa and summer! =D ryan's got a new hair. he has bangs. LOL. he's cuter than before. =D and seth? GAWD. STILL HOTT. UBER HOT. LOL. =D though his look didnt change that much. marissa? still sexy, naughty, and pasaway! LOL. summer? long hair!! hahahah! =D i love her layered long hair. grabeee. tagal kong hinintay ang OC2 dito sa pinas. loser tayo eh. LOL. season finale na states. ngayon palang papalabas dito. hahaha. at least, we got to watch it. and i cant wait for the release of the dvd series!! im so excited to buy it!!! =D LOL. i already have the season1 on dvd. sooo nice!!! haayy, im being such an OC addict, OCholic, OCrazy. OC's driving me insane. LOL. =D

good news: my mom has a new phone. lucky her. its the new nokia 3230. cool. she bought it online. im using it for a while but later were going to exchange phones. so i gotta have her phone which was sony ericsson t630. not bad. yay, new phone. =D

tom. school again. meeting again. GOODLUCK. im glad. the hs council is inviting me to join the leadership training. they're looking for augustinian leaders eh. ahem? me a leader? LOL. =D yay. im excited. its gonna be on june 3-4 ata. at rubie's resort. masaya toh. =D

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2005-05-28T21:25:00.000+08:00

im so blank. nothing to blog. just random thoughts. my weekend is SO BORING. im a bummer.

i miss school so much. im excited to go to school. june 8 is the start of my junior year. =D this tuesday, again, theres a meeting, and hopefully, i get to see my section. im so curious. i wanna know who are my classmates. my adviser. my teachers. and blah. =D im okay now, got enough rest. but still i lack of sleep. all i want now is sleep sleep sleep.

i think i have insomia. i sleep at around 2-4am everyday. im so used to it. im afraid that if we have classes already, it would be difficult for me to sleep early. im trying to sleep early these days but i cant. waaahhh.

do you guys watch wowowee? hahahah. i do. just recently, i got addicted to it. my fave portion is the joke3x time and the willie of fortune. =D i also love the song, beep beep beep. LOL. i even memorized its dance. =D but really, i find it very funny and wholesome. abs-cbn did a great job on that show. there is a site of its bloopers and stupidest answer. if i remember it well, i got this from rap. click here.

i cant wait for monday. OC fever!! =D my gash. i cant wait to see the new ryan, seth, melissa and summer!!!! =D this season, grabeee, lotsa of twists and new revelations! waah. yup, i know the story already. i read each episode on the net. grabee. im soo into OC! OC's driving me insane! ahaha. i cant wait to have the dvd series of season2. hope they'll release it soon. so that i can buy it at bestbuy.com! =D weeeeee. THE OC FEVER!! =D i miss adam brody so much! =D

disneyland hk opens on september right? weeee. im excited! =D remember the childhood days. bring back the child in me. wait, im still a child. yes, deep in my heart. i am. =D just wanna share that my family is planning to go there on december. right in time for the holidays. a new experience. is this for real? yahhooo. im gonna see mickey mouse and all other disney characters after 6 years. the last time i saw them at disneyland, anaheim, i was 10 years old. weeeeee. excited. =D

okay, enough. be back on monday. hope everyone have a great weekend, except for me. LOL. drama. =D

check out next week's precious spot of the week. its shayne. mwaah! <3

wow!! 13 people laughed with me!! maraming salamat sa inyong lahat. =D mwah! <3

dont phunk with my heart. =D

2005-05-27T00:16:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARLENE
visit her blog and greet her! =D love you girl. mwaaah! =D

LOL. im so aliw with that song. lalo na ung mtv. hahaha. =D the best part for me was apl and fergie on the dance floor. and when fergie tries to kiss apl, he was ignoring her. LOL. then voodoo is a mangkukulam. hahahah. =D eww. what am i doing? my intro was hella drama. yuck. in tagalog, maarte. hahhaahah. =D i cant think of a topic kasi.

rainy season is herre!! im happy. after months of hottness, here comes coldness. =D there is a good and bad advantage of rainy season. one is the cold atmosphere. weehheee. bad part? i dont want to go to school when its rainy. it makes me sick and lazy. i dont even listen to the lecture of my teachers. hahaha. =D imagine, aircon+rainy season=sleep. waaaahh. yup, i sleep in class. LOL. everyone at my class does. we even eat while the teacher is lecturing. were good at hiding food. what i love during rainy season? i get so much SLEEP. =D

im so tired already. in fact, IM SO STRESSED OUT. our president is pressuring us. =[ waaahh. but i chose this, so i have to do it. whether i like it or not. my sched is so hectic. but i love what im doing, its just, im tired right now. but tom, ill be okay. =D go out, meet with batchmates, malling, eat, brainstorm. gosh, the school year havent started yet and i feel so stressed out. what more if we have class already? waaahhhh. but im so glad that i got to blog pa. maybe when the school year starts, ill be on hiatus or worse ill say goodbye again to the blog world and promise to be back on sem-break/christmas/summer vacation. i always do that. kaya nga, people will always update my url every summer cause i have a new site. LOL. but this time, i promise to stick with this. =D i dont want to get hosted yet cause it would just piss off my host cause of not updating. LOL. at least at blogger, i can update whenever i want. anytime, anywhere. i wont have a hard time downloading ftp at someone's computer just to blog. LOL. nothing, im just reminscing. =D sometimes, its good to reminsce. haha.

anyway, this was passed to me by Hazel. if you see your name, just copy and paste this part and post it to your blog too. =D

Total volume of music files on my computer:
- 17 GB? hahaha.

The last CD I bought was:
- hed kandi [i bought it online, walang hed kandi sa tower eh.]

Song playing right now:
- technologic - daft punk [funny siya! sobra!!]

Five songs I listen to a lot lately, or that mean a lot to me:
- angel of mine by monica [all time favorite=D]
- ever after by bonnie bailey
- i need a girl part ii by p.diddy
- caught up by ja rule
- sunshine by lil flip

Five people to whom i'm passing the baton:
- pauleen
- phoebe
- cjoy
- shayne
- lianne

[my type of music: rnb, hiphop, rap, trance, house, chillout, and reggae]

gotta shoutout some peeps: I HOPE YOU GUYS ARE GONNA BE OKAY SO SOON. mwaaah! =D
lianne - GIRL. =D i really miss you and your blogs. sana maayos na yung computer mo SOON. =D take care okay? mwah! =D
russ - ate RUSS! =D smile. always drop by here okay? =D i love yah ate russ! =D
shayne - hoyy girl, remember what i said to my comment? you will be, one day. dont forget if you will ah? =D mwaaah! =D

wow!! 17 people laughed with me. thanxx so much guys.. =D mwaah! <3

happy monday. =D

2005-05-26T10:32:00.000+08:00

apology for not blogging yesterday. i was lazy. i even told you that ill blog our monday meeting. well, eto na po. sorry again. =D

i woke up at around 12pm and dang, head ache. imagine yourself having 2 sleepless nights. i looked at the calendar and saw it was monday!! waahh! i remember we have a meeting and im SO LATE! waahh. so i got up right ahead and went to the bathroom to take a bath. then i didnt have time to chose a nice outfit so i just picked anything from the closet and then im off. grabee. i was really in a hurry. im late for 2 hours na. =[ while on my way, good thing theres less traffic. i arrived at school at around 1:45. i first went to the gym, i didnt see them. so i went to the covered court. i passed by the high school building and i saw victor and patrick. they told me that theyre in a classroom. i was wondering cause why would we have the meeting in the classroom? and the aircon is off pa. i thought that marlon asked permission from the office. when i went to the classroom, i was surprised. wahhh. am i in the right room? cause i saw our hs council and other batch council but i didnt see our council. but then i saw rubie and she let me in, and there i saw our council. hehe. they were seated at the back pala. =D

the council pala have this meeting with the hs council. in our school, we have the high school council and batch councils pa. grabee noh? =D pero okay den yun. =D so anyway, i dont have an idea of what theyre talking about so i just shut up. in the end, yun pala, the leadership training. hehehe. i dont know if im a part of it. i hope so. =D if the council will pick me to join with them. the training is worth php800. 2 days stay at rubie's resort with food, drinks, rooms, etc na un. =D cheap. rubie's so nice. 50% discount kasi cause they own the place. coolness. =D after the talk, we starting to get noisy. so as usual the hs council got mad and blah. so they told us that we can leave the room na since tapos na yung meeting. soo okay fine. just because were noisy already. okay. =D we left nalng. peace. =D

we went to the gym first, but then it was so hott. we decided to move to the covered courts. at least, its beside the field, air comes in. =D before moving, we ate at the gym canteen cause most of us didnt have lunch. after eating, we moved out. then marlon started asking about each committee. about their assignments and stuff. then he told us to make the actions and cheers already. iya didnt print the cheers i send to her cause she ran out of ink. so we just did the csa cheers and yells. blah blah blah. then we got bored. so we took pictures. hahaha. dianne, iya, mika and i pose for the cam like paris hilton pose. hhaha. =D so funny. then we had group pictures. then raf, abra and ty came. abra gave his design for the batch shirt. it was cool. =D when i saw raf, i ran to him and hugged him so tight cause dude i miss him so much! =D then we talked about our lives, summer, etc. =D he even teased me.
raf: "wow carme, ang dami mo namang singsing sa paa. pahingi naman."
carme: "kaw talga raf. d toe ring tawag dyan."
raf: "astig nga eh, pahingi."
LOL. raf has a big sense of humor. =D hehe. i really miss that dude. =D anyway, after bonding moments. we went to g4. jo and i are going with raf, abra and ty cause abra has a car and i dont like to walk. sama ko noh? we all left the court at the same time. on our way to the van, i had this bonding/chat moment with tats. we talked about guys and our lives. =D it was a nice talk. i really missed tats. she's my f4 buddy. hehehe. i miss hanging out with her. im so glad that we talked. =D

while on our way to g4. i was making fun of ty. hehee. =D i kept on teasing him with his love. i read his love's messages to him out loud. he didnt get pissed off. =D cool dude!! hahahaa. =D in g4, i saw dani and celina. waah. finally got to see some 2E peeps after a very long time. =D i miss my 2E na =[ huhu. then jo and i went to mcdonalds. cause i promise to treat her caramel sundae. hehe. so we ate and blah. then we roamed around g4. and saw that star wars and made fun of it. so we took pictures while the whole crowd was looking at us. hahaha. =D funny. but real fun. =D then we just roamed around g4 and talked about anything under the sun. i mean, our conversation was one of the best. =D really. open up things, talk about school, etc. =D we got tired of walking and we decided to sit and talk at food choices. after an hour and so of talking and blah. we took pictures again. =D hehehe. sobrang lakas ng trip namin. ice monster, agawan sa coffee and blah. hehehe. =D tapos may guy na tingin ng tingin sa min so what i did was i took a pic of him. hahhaah. =D he's a bit feeler too. pero he looks more like of a stalker. i dont know maybe he's attracted to jo or to me! =D LOL. but he's a bit cute right? LOL. around 7pm, we went home. I WAS SO HAPPY. =D

more pics on http://carme.fotopic.net. please check it out.

question:
*i really love your backround and i was wondering if you could help me make one-yours is soooo cute omg i love it! cya gurl!:
- sure, i can help you dear!! =D just let me know! =D

wow!! 20 people laughed with me!! =D thank you guys!! so so so much! =D mwah! <3<3<3

its good to be back. =D

2005-05-23T22:13:00.000+08:00

i missed blogging. =D my weekend was a blast. =D had so so much fun. i had 2 sleepless nights. =D

saturday afternoon, we check-in. mannnnn. the room was awesome!!!!! =D it was cool. good interior. everything nice. =D so there, we just hang-out and waited for our relatives to come. i took a nap. my cousins woke me up when i arrived. so there. bonding moments. then we ate dinner. GAWD, the food was awesome!! =D and of course, i didnt forget to try their desserts. =D the choco-fountain was the best!! =D wwaahhh. very very yummy. waahhh. i ate too much. its fattening! waaahh! =D the choco-fountain was dark chocolate. i love it so so much. but i think shangrila's circles is still the best and peninsula's =D their the master of chocolates.. =D waahhh. =D after dinner, we just hang-out at the room. our parents was out, they went somewhere. we dont like to be bummers so we decided to go out. gimmick. we didnt go to gb3 to watch star wars cause most of us are not fans so gimmick nalang db? FUN pa. =D we asked permission from our parents, and of course it was a YES. =D we asked for money, fixed ourselves and then were off to off the grill in quezon city. =D

my cousin suggested off the grill since her friend has a gig there. who knows, we can get free drinks and food pa. =D hehehe. our budget was php500 each. okay na yun. at least we have money from parents. we arrived at off the grill at around 10. the band just finished their 1st set.. awww too bad, we didnt get to watch it.. so anyway, my cuz left us to look for her friend, but they're still eating, so she just waited for him to come to the table. then he came, grabehh. he's hella cute. imagine, he's one of the lead vocals of the band. wahhh. =D but then i knew his age, he's too old for me. sayang and yet, he has a crush on my cuz pa. =[ his name is borj. wahhh. minsan na nga lang makahanap ng guy tapos matanda na at may gusto pa sa cousin mo. o, db? =D so anyway, my cuz introduced us and blah. so talk talk talk and then borj left us cause they're going to play na. 2nd set. =D exciting. so we ordered food and drinks. as usual, i ordered vodka ice and vodka cruiser's rasberry and bluberry. waah. =D sympre, its a bit early pa to order heavy drinks. then we ordered nachos. =D their nachos is good. =D love it. =D then we just listened to their sounds. and it was hella nice. =D after the 2nd set, borj came to our table again and he interviewed me. hahaa. =D he started asking questions about my school, year and course and etc. i said, im only 16, 3rd year high school. and he was like. WHAT? your only 16? waah. i was shocked. you looked like 18 or even older, plus u drink vodka ice. i was like, what? do i look that old? hhahaa. =D there's nothing wrong in drinking vodka ice right? it tastes like 7up and its not that alcoholic. =D minutes before their final set, he left. then they started singing again, mann. the party is starting. we ordered tequila and baileys shots first and then we started dancing. people are on the stage na nga eh. hehee. so might as well join them.. hahaa. waahh, its so hot.. dancing on stage, with the lights and everything. waahh. =D then the band has their own version of drop it like its hot by snoop dogg, sobrang kulit kasi it was tagalog version. funny. ganito. drop it like its hot. "laglag mo nang mainit" " laglag mo nang mainit" borj was so kulet. he was the one who made it. =D it ended at around 3 am then we just stayed there and rest for a while. at around 4, we went home. HAPPY. so much. =D sympre, we didnt forget to take pictures. hahaa. =D konti nga lang.

by the way the band's name is joint. they have 2 lead singers. borj and pao, a tomboy. =D but the tomboy was hella good, she can sing high notes. she can sing mariah, alicia keys, etc. waahh. plus whats unique in this band is that they dont sing OPM songs. why? cause they want to respect opm singers. kaya un. they just sing international songs. =D

today, we had a meeting. =D im gonna blog more about it tom. im having a hectic sched these days. which is good. i really want to keep myself busy for me to forget, for a while, my problem about u know who.. =D

question:
*tankini or bikini?:
- definitely tankini. i love tankinis kasi. and i cant wear a bikini too cause im fat. uh, not literally fat, but chubby. hehehe. =D hanggang tankini lang kaya ko eh. =D

check out this week's precious spot of the week. it's Pauleen. hehehe. check out her site.. =D

wow, 16 people laughed with me! =D hahahah. =D thanks so much guys.. =D <3

waaahhh! =D

2005-05-20T23:15:00.000+08:00

shoutout to Lianne.. i MISS you too dear!! =D i miss sharing with you all my rants about my life. get back here soon okay? =D take care dear!! =D mwaah! =D <3<3<3

i dont know what to blog today. nothing much happened. but im HAPPY today. i dont know why. waaaahh? =D

tomorrow, im so excited. =D were going hotel sleepover!! =D waaaahh. =D remember my blog about the prom preparations? hehe. i told my mom about the new hyatt hotel and casino. she knew about it. i asked her if we can check-in the weekend. she said that i'll know the answer by thursday. YAY, it was a yes. she invited some relatives to join us. waaah! =D sleepover marathon again. =D im so excited cause its my first time to sleep there. i've seen the rooms thru pictures. they have good interior. plus its a five star hotel. =D i also heard that desserts there are the best. famous one is the choco-fountain. waaaaahh! =D i super duper over love <3<3<3 choco-fountain. i remember the choco-fountain served in shangri-la makati's circles. YUMMY. very very much! =D weee. HAVE to try their desserts. =D waahh. i really cant wait. =D

btw, ardi, my kabarkada, updated our barkada profile.. hehehe. check it out. its so funny. and PLEASE ADD US!! =D we only have 57 friends? right? waahhh. =D

and also check out our blog! =D hehehee. wala lang.. feel lang. =D http://stagbarkada.blogs.friendster.com

i'll try to blog on sunday and tell you guys about the overnight. =D heheehe. =D or on monday night, im gonna be busy this weekend. =D my cousins and i are also planning on bar-hopping. waah. gimmick night again. plus bonding time with them as well. if not, were going to watch star wars. even though, im not a big fan of it. im gonna watch it. im really not into star wars. hehehe. kaya i cant relate to some blog. waahhhh. =D

p.s. please pray for my tita who is in the hospital right now. she's having her operation tom. =[ thanxx. =D

i hate cbox right now. the tagboard isnt working now right? and everyone's using it. waah.. cant tag on people's blog!! grrr. grr. grr. grr. hehehe. sorry for those l/e, i cant put your link right now cause cbox is down. but once its okay, ill put ur link, PROMISE! =D

WOW!! =D 21 people laughed with me!! =D THANKS THANKS SO MUCH!! =D

new layout. =D SO ORANGE.

2005-05-19T13:28:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIKA!!! =D

sweet sixteen kana mika!! =D like me.. happy birthday bakla.. honeybunch.. gaga.. loka.. hheeeheh. i miss you dear.. sana you'll celebrate your birthday here. =[

a big big shoutout for one of my bestfriends, EMILLE KAREN SIOSON. =D aww. i just wish we could celebrate her birthday. =[ she's gonna celebrate it with her family somewhere in batangas or laguna. thank you mika for everything. you deserve this big pluggage! =D you have been there for me through the years.. =D she's always there for me, she's my crying shoulder. she can take all my rants about my problems. a very very good listener. and SO SMART pa. =D hehehehe. =D i love you my bestfriend. mwaah! =D

waah! =D new layout.. just feel like making a new one.. for a change. for some kasi nakakasilaw daw ung pink. and for some they like pink.. so anyway, i know its SO ORANGE. doesnt have a featuring artist too. just plain layout. =D the best part of this layout are these words:

"you came into my life send from above
when i lost all hope, you showed me love
im checkin' for ya, boy you're right on time
angel of mine

i look at you, looking at me
now i know why they say
the BEST THINGS are free" -- this is our song. =D yup, angel of mine by monica. why? cause we call each other, "angel" =D those bold words are his lines for me. sweet noh? =D he's not showing but you can feel it. =D i love him sooo much.. =D

"just want to tell you that you've changed my life in ways that you've never thinked of." -- this is the last line of his letter to me. =D SWEET?? =D hahaha. i never thought he would said that. =D grabee.. kileg ako dyan. =D

"i will never forget them. it has been a part of my heart. actually, YOU have been a part of my life!" -- waaahahhh! =D i really cried into tears when i read this.. =D a part of his most meaningful letter to me. in that letter, he opened up already. =D

about my lovelife, i decided NOT TO LET GO. tanga na kung tanga. martyr na kung martyr. =D i know, pero i really cant let go right now. i will ONLY let go if i hear these words from him. "carme, lets be friends." or "carme, yoko na". db? i know also that someday maybe i will give up too. pero d ngayon eh, wan ko ba.. mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal ko talaga siya. =[ i would like to thank a few friends who has been there for me during those days of sadness/depression/hurt. =D

** my offline friends **
Mika, Ardi, Dwight, Marlon, Paolo, Jo, Jme, Shari, Sarah, Rams, Inna, Kat Marquez

** my online friends **
Cjoy Gretch Russ Yamyam Louie Katherine Lianne Leanne Chynna Cheenee Kxia Ariane Chel Bianca

sobrang THANK YOU SA INYONG LAHAT! =D lalo na sa mga offline friends ko, sa mga nakachat ko about it. sorry, kng d ko kayo nalagay. just tell me. =D love all of you.. =D

question:
*AngelBjei: hi miss carme... san ka po nagaaral kasi parang may kamukha ka..:
- haha. talaga? sino? i study at colegio san agustin, makati. =D

wow, 18 people laughed with me. =D thanxx guys! <3

i'm a bit okay. =D thank you.

2005-05-17T21:00:00.000+08:00

after days of depression, hurt, and blah. i got tired. i said to myself, stop acting like this. dont think of it. do things that will make you busy. and i did. =D

yesterday, we have a meeting again regarding the cheering and etc. but i wasnt able to go cause no one told me about it. =[ anyways, today, we had another meeting. but it was an adventurous meeting. =D we canvass hotels for our prom. =D actually, i was late. i met up with them at new world hotel, which is across greenbelt 3. they went to several hotels in makati already. like shangri-la [this is our top choice], dusit, intercontinental, mandarin, and the nbc tent in fort. they also had their lunch first. so there, we went to hotels along roxas blvd. first stop was the westin philippine plaza, actually this place is only an option for us, cause we dont want to have our prom there. most schools end up having there prom there cause hotels cant accomodate that much people, they can only accomodate 500. since our batch is big, estimated 500 plus outsiders. so most likely, 700 people. hayyy. so anyway, westin's ballroom really is huge and big.

after westin, we went to coconut palace. actually, this is what the council proposed to our batch. and gawd, the place is so cheap. im telling you. hehehe. =D and we think its really cool for us to have our prom there. =D after coconut, we went to manila hotel. this is our 2nd choice. they have lotsa ballrooms which can accomodate up to 2000 people. hello? the stars/politician/etc always have their parties/debutes in that hotel. so anyway, we chose the centennial hall which can accomodate 1200, okay na yun noh. the place is so huge plus it has a stage. then the guide told us that we could also have our prom at the manila floating hotel.[ship] so of course all of us was like, waahh, lets check it out, its sounds so cool cause were gonna have prom on a ship. but then we didnt like it cause the ceiling was too low. a 6ft guy cant fit in. hehehee. =D i remember ardi, his height is 6"1 ft. hahaha. =D

after manila hotel, we went to our last stop. the hyatt hotel and casino. its a new hotel along malate. gawd.. it was the BEST so far. hahaha. =D we werent able to see the grand ballroom cause its still under construction but then its gonna be available on december/january. right in time for our prom on feb.4. so anyway, we just toured the place and man, it was the best. they got the best lights, best sounds, best food, and the best interior. =D the whole event is even gonna be advertise on the lobby using a plasma tv.. waahh. so digital and hi-tech! hahaah. =D

after a whole day of canvassing. we all went home. happy. yes, take note, i was happy. at least, i was busy for a day. and tom too. =D were going to meet up again cause we have to decide on what hotel. =D waahh. too early? we have to. junior year is a hectic and busy year. =D

our top choices:
1: hyatt hotel and casino
2: shangri-la makati
3: manila hotel
4: coconut palace
goodluck to us!! =D hehehee. sorry guys if i dont have pixx. im so stupid of not charging the battery of my camera.. sayang.. para ull help us judge whats the best. =D

ALL THOSE WHO CARED, LISTENED, AND WORRIED. THANK YOU. THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH. THANK YOU FOR BEING AT MY SIDE. THANK YOU FOR CHECKING UP ON ME. THANK YOU FOR LISTENING. THANK YOU SO SO SO MUCH. =D

im gonna blog more about my lovelife some day. =D

wow!!!! =D 20 people laughed with me. thanxxx guysss! =D

i can't believe im crying over that ass. =[

2005-05-16T13:41:00.000+08:00

"wala na ko pake sa kanya" .. this happened before the party, the guys was teasing him to me and thats what he said. after hearing this from a friend yesterday, i cried again.

after 3 and a half years, im still in love with you. we both know that we have this mutual feeling. pero bakit ganun? why dont we work things out for us? para naman pareho tayong d nasasaktan. =[ im so fcuked up right now, depressed to be exact. after that party, i burst into tears. i cant understand him. bakit hindi nanaman kami nagusap or something? we just exchanged hi and hellos and thats it? gawd. during the whole party all we did was to make eye contacts and bump into each others shoulder. im so tired of these. we do these everytime there is a party or something. we looked like enemies. after months of not crying over that guy, my heart finally gave up and made me cry.

may 13, 2005 .. that whole day i was crying. i cant explain the pain that im feeling. im so heartbroken. and yet, i still cant let go of him. cause i know that we still have this feelings for each other. you can feel it naman if its thru right? why would he still do those eye contacts and bumping shoulders with me if he doesnt have right? he can have the guts already to talk with me pa kasi hes over with me. pero why? why cant he do those things? my friends says that he still has feelings but he's afraid. afraid? afraid of what? i think he's not afraid you know. he kept on doing those things because of his PRIDE AND REPUTATION. fcuk those!! my friends agree with me too, he doesnt talk with me, said bad things about us because he doesnt want to ruin his reputation to the public. plus this pride that he has!! =[ grabee.. and he always has these lame reasons if you ask him serious questions about love. like for example, why dont you court her? because ateneo is far away from csa. yeah, i understand, he's afraid of long distance relationships. but hello? why cant use that as his reason. ateneo? far from csa? eh he's always at csa nga eh. every friday pa nga. tapos during the weekends were always together. his visits to csa stopped when i was in 2nd year. but he does visit csa if theres an occasion or something. =[

i have this quote for him: "love is stronger than pride. so when you love someone, tell them to never let it go,it's better to lose your pride to someone you love than to lose your love because of your pride."

i wish he could read this. im trying to keep myself busy again. cause i dont wanna think of all the heartaches/problems. i'll get over this soon. i promise myself. but i dont know when. as i browse thru my files. i saw this file named, "letting go". i wonder how i got this file. so i viewed it and saw this story. i dont know how i got this. maybe, i got this from someone's blog. i really dont remember. if you own this, please let me know. btw, the reason why i got your post is that im so touched with it. i hope that someday i could let go of a person. so please dont get mad. =D i appreciate if you understand. =D i love this story. read it.

Of Letting Go and Being Happy

Just recently, I had to decide whether to give up something that is so precious to me. Ok. So its not something but someone. I do love him and I am happy with him but I cant be selfish. After all, his happiness is more important to me than mine. How can I be truly happy knowing that someone out there is having a hard time with the situation we are in right now?

So what did I do? I had to make the ultimate sacrifice. Forget my happiness and give him his. I set him free. Was it the right thing? I guess so. I hope so. See, it doesnt mean that when you let someone go you dont love him. Au contraire, it is actually the greatest act of love. Setting someone free to find what would give him the happiness you know you cant provide.

What about me? Will I be happy with my decision? Maybe not now but someday I will be especially when I see him make something good out of it. When I see that he has finally found the true happiness he is searching for. Even if it does mean that well never be together again.

I have to say goodbye to him even if it means getting hurt. I dont have to forget him or lose my love for him. He will always be in my heart till the pages in the book of my life run out. He will always be in my heart for the rest of my life.

There is something I have learned from all of this drama. When you let go of someone, you truly have to let go. Dont keep on holding on or else youll get dragged. That is more painful.

I dont have to worry about anything because, after all, if we really are for each other then we would end up together no matter what the odds are. If not, then Ill be thankful for the memories we had together. Maybe, someone out there is the right one for me and there would also be someone out there would be the right one for him, too.

We both have to move on and learn from what we had together. We can always look back and smile knowing that even for just a while we made each others life colorful. Who knows where well go to after this but Im grateful to him for making me grow up.

This isnt the end. Its just the beginning of a new chapter in my life, in both our lives. For myself, I think I can still be happy someday. Happiness doesnt have to depend on someone. I can make my own happiness. Its just that it isnt there right now. Maybe tomorrow I will be, or the day after tomorrow or the day after that. God knows when. God knows how.

many of you are asking what happened to the mayonnaise band. here's the reason, they were not available that day. =[ too bad.. =[ sayang. but the comedians was fun naman eh. =D im currently making a new layout for the site.. =D check it out. im gonna post it soon. =D check out this week's precious spot of the week. =D it's Lianne. she's a very very close online friend. =D love her. =D <3<3<3

a shoutout for Rap. thanxx so much for making me your spotlight of the week. =D

question to answer:
*this is andrea! carme, sino idol mo?? haha! tc! :):
- idol ko? marami eh. heheheh. it depends on what category. specific. =D takecare! =D

wow! 17 people laughed with me. thanxx guys!! =D <3

dwight+friends+party+bonding+food+comedians = FUN!! =D

2005-05-13T22:57:00.000+08:00

yesterday's party was a blast!! =D i had so so much fun. it was dwight's party held at his house. but before going to his house, me and the girls met up at g4. so mika, jme and i met at mcdonald's. mika was first then me. while waiting for jme, mika and i ate french fries cause were a bit hungry and then we took some pics. =D then jme came and were off to g4. there we met up with jo, kat, nica, pauline , and pau. good thing jo bought the card. that was our simple gift for dwight since he has everything already. =D we wrote our greetings and wishes on the card. but then kat and pauline went to kat's place to take a bath. so me, jo, jme, and mika was left. we were waiting for gretz and were off to dwight's place. while waiting, me and mika did the seating arrangement for the cheering. early? hehehe. dont worry, we just put circles. no names yet. hehehe. after a few minutes, gretz came!!! =D we hugged so tight and kissed. we even cried cause we really missed each other's company. its been a year since we went out. =[ we both had a good time chatting about our bummer lives. =D at around 4 pm, we rode a taxi to dwight's place. =D on our way, we were laughing and laughing ang laughing. =D hehheeh. we talked about school, dasma, and of course, dwight's party. what is it like and blah. =D

waaaahh! =D after getting off the taxi, we saw another fire thingy and find it so cute. so we took pictures of it. i was the photographer. heheheh. =D then we went inside dwight's house. people are there already, mostly boys. fews girls. so we looked for dwight and said "happy birthday" =D and of course, the official photographer of dwight was there. and again, picture picture!! haahahaha! =D then ardi, kiko, and the rest of the guys came to say hey. then we went to our table in the garden. =D most of us didnt eat lunch cause we all know that in dwight's place, there's a lot of food. so we looked for food. this is what we found. =D ice monster, dippin' dots and hen lin!!! =D oohh myy, the food was great!! i ate ice monster's strawberry, and dippin' dots' chocolate and mixx ice cream!! =D yummmmmyy!! then the rest of the girls came. it was shari, then toni, then rams and angela then kat and pauline and pau, and the list goes on.=D of course.. picture picture again! =D another bonding moment.. then after jme finished writing happy birthday on the card. all the girls went to dwight and sang happy birthday. jme and i gave the card. =D hehehe. it was the girls gift for him. a simple but meaningful gift. even though its just a card. then another kodakan moments. after that, we just bonded and blah. picture2 and everything. i asked them if mayonnaise was really gonna be there but they're not available for that day so what we have is the comedians. waahh! =D were so excited cause for sure its laugh trip. wahh. cant wait. =D i talked with a lot of peeps that i missed so much. ardi, rjay, shamon, abra, gretz, and the list goes on. the conversations was fun. =D so we let hours pass by till it was dinner. while having our dinner, the comedians came!! =D waahh, so all of us was like. waaahh! excited nako!! =D laugh trip toh chong. after everybody had their dinner, the comedy show started. =D

were the comedians? it was eric, tuko and anton diva. =D waaahh! =D all of them are comedians from laughline, comedy bar somewhere in q.c. =D of course, it really was laugh trip!! =D first it was eric, grabeeeehh!! sobrang laugh trip talaga!! =D waaaahh!! =D i really cant forget all the stuff that he did/said. first he sang a song for us. then he told us that in each table there will be a representative to sing a song. =D geee.. scary. then he started teasing the guys. kawawa nga ung mga guys eh. pero of course, were trying to have fun there so walang pikon. =D ardi told eric the guys that he will tease/make fun. and i was one of them. it wasnt really me. but the guy i've been telling you about. he even went to me and said, "kaw ah, boyfriend mo pala ung _______ " i said, "hindi po totoo un, gago kasi tong si ardi eh!" but really its not true. =D so un.. eric was teasing "him" and of course he asked the crowd, "san nga pala girlfriend nito?" all of them was pointing at me!! "ito po oh." HAHAHAHHAHA! =D laugh trip chong!! but it was okay. =D then after teasing and funny moments. the next comedian came, it was anton diva. the gay who can sing like regine velasquez!!! =D grabbeee.. nung kumanta na siya!! waaaaahh! =D you wouldnt believe it was him. you'll have second thoughts. pero grabeehh. ang galing galing niya!! =D i requested marlon's song, falling by regine. and she sang it for us. it was so cool. =D even though he was sick, he still has to be there and perform. =D nice one.. he sang few songs. all of it was really nice. singer talaga and has the voice of regine velasquez. =D then of course, the favorite of all, the last comedian, tuko!! =D he's like a robot. you can control him using the cellphone of eric.. hahhaha. =D his performance was the best!! really. =D hehehe. everybody was really laughing and everything. and man, he's really scary. hehehee. =D then eric sang again and also tuko. =D then the show came to an end. =[ too bad. but it was HILARIOUS!! =D so so so fun. =D

after the comedy show, we just went to the music room, wahhh. aircon dude! =D sarap! =D then we just bonded with the gang and everything. and i even talked with my two favorite teachers. sir evardone and sir jorda. =D it was fun. the party was hella fun. got to bond with a lot of peeps. =D mika, jme, and i was there up to 12:30 am i think, then the driver drove us home. =D i got home at around 1:30 am! =D and i didnt sleep yet, i uploaded the pics, did something. slept at around 4am! =D waaaaahh! =D

about my lovelife? what happened between me and him? SECRET. gotta blog it someday. there were happy and sad moments as well =[ i dont know. ill blog it someday. hehee. =D thanxx for dropping by guys! =D

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wow, 16 laughed with me! =D thanxx guys! =D

shopping again???? =D

2005-05-11T23:11:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DWIGHT!! =D

today is the birthday of one of my ka-barkada. =D dwight vincent yao! =D happy birthday to you man!! =D he's only 16 yet he is legal already. how? because he's chinese. they have this tradition, 16 is their debut. =D and he's gonna celebrate it tom! =D hehehehe! =D the party is at his place. i cant wait for the performance of the comedians and the band mayonnaise he rented for a day. =D cool noh? rich kid kasi! =D dont worry, ill post pics! =D

today.. hmm. i asked my mom if we could go shopping. cause im bored and all. since she's in a good mood. YES was her answer!! =D waaahh! =D another shopping galore. i got at g4 around 4:30, so i just roamed around since mom will be there at 5. i look for stuff to buy and blah. =D then i saw diane and iya. i said sorry cause i wasnt allowed to go to the meeting. and they said it was okay since nothing happened. waahh. a relief. =D then they told me that ardi is in nike park. and were talking right beside nike park. then i looked for ardi, and said hey. of course, i knew he was with dwight. so i asked him to call for him. i said happy birthday of course! =D hehe. and then i saw someone. its ... * drum rolls * its him!! the guy i've been telling you about. =D hehehe. of course, i was shocked. i thought that dwight was with ardi only. but then i realized the whole gang was there!! waaahhh! =D i almost freaked out. so what i did, after saying hi's and hello's, i said goodbye! waahhh! STUPIDITY came out again!! grr.. after i left. i regret what i did. i shouldnt have said goodbye right away. just because i saw him??! waaahh! =[ not really, its because the gang was yelling, "kiss, kiss". waaaaahh!! no way! so i left right away!! grrr. too sadd.. but its okay, cause i have to meet up with my mom. so shopping again.. i bought stuff from human, bayo, and bench. =D ohh, my mom was so nice too me today. and she bought me a new toe ring!! waahh! =D i love it! =D very very much!! =D im collecting toe rings right now. =D so cute! =D eheehe. after shopping, my mom ate at food choices. and then went home.

its so nice that it rained today. after days of heat!! =D i think its because of the temperature. it was 42 degrees something right? ohh i didnt feel anything. duh?? i was at the mall. hehe. but seriously, maybe im just used with the climate. =D oh yeah, on our way home. theres a mega traffic!! and i hate traffic. so boring. =[

question:
* hi, i was just wondering if you know any abercrombie stores in the Philippines? thanks, Cleo:
- cleo. there are no abercrombie stores in here. we go online shopping and send it to my aunts and send it here. =D hehehe. =D

wow!! 10 loves me!! thanxx guys! =D <3

the dream. =D

2005-05-10T22:17:00.000+08:00

boredom alert. of course, after having so much fun this past days. here i am, back to my boring days. hayyy.. i did my everyday routine. get up, bathe, eat, drink, exercise, iPod, surf. blah blah blah. yesterday, i wasnt able to watch meteor garden cause of our meeting. too bad. =[ but its alright cause i watched it a while ago. =D btw, yesterday while having our meeting at the gym, it was 5 pm then someone screamed, "waaaahhh, meteor garden na!! meteor garden na!!" and all of us was like, "oo nga noh? meteor garden na!! =[ huhuhu, d tayo makakanood. =[ " there i realized that meteor garden really has this big impact to the audience. cause for some, they dont like it. i never thought that most of csa students like it, cause some of us said that its jologs or something. i was one of them before i was a fan. but when i started liking ken zhu/f4. i also liked meteor garden. =D we were so happy that someone screamed that. hehehe. we were laughing at it too. =D

i know that alot of you guys read my blog about my special someone. the conversation and everything. thanxx for all the advice and comment. i know its funny and STUPID. I AM STUPID. hello? that was my chance of talking with him yet i didnt grab it. but then i realized that it was not the first time, its was the 193943243time for me being stupid. i dont why i act this way when it comes to love. am i stupid or im just so in love? im in love for 3 and a half years now. the person knows that i have this special feelings for him. i also know that its mutual. a lot of people said it. and i can feel it too. pero bakit ganun? i even had this dream about us. it was him being so rude and all to me when everybody's there meaning, no hi/hello. no conversation. no talks. but if its just us, he's so nice, sweet and even a gentleman. while me, being so mushy and all when were together and even when everybody's there. in that dream, he said to my friend that he feels like giving up already. cause he cant take all the things thats happening between us. like if everybodys there, no pansin moments. but my friend said that he should not let go, cause carme loves you so much. then "he" didnt reply. the friend came to me and told me everything that "he" said. of course, i screamed, cried and got angry. then i went to him and told him this.

ME: hindi mo ba lam? matagal na!!! sobrang mahal na mahal kita. lam kong lam mo un. kala ko okay na tayo. pero anong nangyari? =[
HIM: d ko na kasi kaya eh.
ME: ang alin?
HIM: tayo. pag maraming tao. d tayo nagpapansinan.
ME: eh kaw naman yung may kasalanan eh. d moko kinakausap. d ka man lamang mag-hi sa akin. bakit ganun tayo? parang patago tayo? d kaba proud sakin?
HIM: sympre proud ako. pero wan ko, kasi sa tuwing maghi ako/kakausapin na kita. ang sungit sungit mo. d mo ren ako pinapansin. so feel ko galit ka or something.

in short, we fixed the problem and we both said our feelings for each other. we became a couple. after 3 years and a half so being bestfriends/mutual friends. but all of this are only DREAMS. it only happened in my dream.

but i felt that our conversation was real. i felt that it was live. cause every word i said is so true. everytime we have gatherings, malling, etc. we dont talk, like a very very long conversation like what we do if its just the two of us. i realized that his reason of not talking to me that much is also true. cause im masungit nga if theres a lot of people. eh kasi naman, nakakainis siya. bakit hindi niya ko pansinin db? =[ we are both right and wrong. he has a point but i also have a point. its a misunderstanding that we have. =[ i really felt bad about that dream. but i think that dream has a message. i got the message. and im gonna change that attitude. i promise. =D

since im gonna see him this thursday cause our friend has a party. wish me luck. and i wish that this time, things will work out for us. =D i can still feel there something. =D i can still feel that his feelings are there. =D haayyyyy. =D im so excited for my friends party cause he's gonna have mayonnaise and some comedians at his house. grabee!! rich kid kasi. =D dont worry, ill post pics!! =D waaahhhhh!! =D

got a question to answer:
*hey! love ur site! help naman..i do have photoshop..but i have NO IDEA what to do with it..and paano iset-up ung question box na 'to!?...thankx! --mhai:
- hey mahi! =D go for tutorials sa net. =D go to www.tutorialized.com then click on the photoshop thingy. :) take care! :)

wow, 16 loves me!! thanxx guys!! =D <3

meeting. bonding. laughing. eating. hottneess!! =D

2005-05-09T21:45:00.000+08:00

ohhhhh i really had a great day today!! =D so so so much fun!! =D hahaha! =D at last, for how many weeks, i saw my friends!! =D hehehehe. babaw!!! i miss them so much!! =[

i first went to alabang for some stuff. my mom asked me to drop by at some office. so i did, then i fetch mika at her place. then we're off to csa. btw, csa stands for colegio san agustin, in makati, thats my alma mater! hahaah! =D we were the first ones to get there, so waited for like 15 minutes before jo came and then marlon. it was the first time that marlon was early!! =D hahhaaha! =D were so happy for that. hehehee. =D while waiting for some, we decided to talk about ourselves and took some pixx! hahahaha! =Dthen others came, so we exactly started at 2:45 pm. =D btw, it wasss sooo HOTTTT! =[

i has this meeting with our batch council. about the upcoming events/activities for the school year. it was held in our gym canteen. it wass soo hottt!! =[ grrrr. so we talked about the annual cheering [ohh. we have a theme already!! =D so happy], our PROM [hahahaha], and other proposed activities. =D we scheduled the days were gonna canvas hotels! =D hehehe. and that's next week, may 16 and 18. ohh, i cant wait, im so glad to be a part of it. =D hehehe. then we also scheduled the meeting days, practice days for the cheering and the audition days as well. im so excited about it. being the cheer squad leader. hehehe. im excited to make cheers/actions! =D then we also planned some activities that we want to do for the school year, like an additional field trip. hehehe. few years ago, a batch was allowed to have 2 field trips so jo suggested that we should have one too. since we love going to field trips and its exclusive! hahahaa! =D we did some brainstroming on the places to go but we decided to focus more on the cheering theme and everything. grabeeehh. it's a bit hard cause you know, we really have to beat the seniors, i know its hard, but with all the hardwork and unity from the batch, we know we can do it. our fighting spirit is high! =D and im so proud to have a batch like that! =D too bad, im goonna be a bit busy =[ grr.. specially this may cause of those meetings and everything.

half of our meeting, we had it at the high school building. cause we have to finish the bulletin board. yeaaah! =D we're the first ones to put the bulletin board! hahaaha! =D we should have an early bird award for that. hahahaha! =D then we just bonded here, had sound tripz, picture2 and of course, we still had brainstroming on the places/venues for our prom, addtional field trip and etc. =D

after the meeting, shai, jo, mika, and i went to glorietta 4. at first we liked to walk but since its so hootttt, we decided to ride on a taxi. while waiting for one to return, we passed by this fire thingy, i dont know what it is called. hehehee. and it's so cute! so we took pictures. but since no ones gonna took it, i just sacrifice myself. heehehee! =D but its alright. hehehe! =D then the taxi came back and went to g4.

at g4, mika was the first one to left. since we're all hungry, so hungry. i didnt eat lunch pa! =[ we ate at mcdonalds! =D hehehee! i ordered my faves, quarter pounder meal and caramel sundae! yummy! =D heheheheh! =D after eating, nagchismisan pa kami! hahaha. then i was hyper and pinagtripan ko ung mcdo! hahaha! =D we took pictures with ronald mcdonald! haahahahaha! =D sooo funnny. it was hellla funn! =D then we just roam around. we were trying to look for a gift for our friend, dwight yao, whose gonna have his birthday on wed, and the celebration on thursday. since he has everything. we thought of giving him a card. =D simple but meaningful! =D so we tried to go to national and look for one. the big one, but it seems that they dont have it anymore. too bad. =[ so someone's gonna look for one. while we were at national, i asked ardison to call me, cause i miss him na eh. since he's in tagaytay with yao!! =[ soo unfair, he didnt mind inviting us to his new house there. hehehehe! =D so yeah, we talked for like 9 minutes! haha! =D he's so nice, he wasted his credits just to talk with me! hahaah! =D i miss my daddy ardi!! =D i'll see him on thursday, i cant wait. and btw, my special someone is there too. hehehe. =D gawd, ardi and lou kept on teasing me!!!! grrrr. lagot sila sa akin sa thursday! grabeh, i was on public and i was yelling at them. kulit kasi. nakakahiya tuloy. hehehe. =[ am i shy ba? hahaha. =D i know, makapal ako. hehehee. =D after talking with ardi, we did some window shopping again. we saw m&m in mascot! hahaha. scary and funny too. sayang walang pic eh. hehehe! =D then i went home na! =D hehehee! =D

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ohhh i really had a great day guys. hehehe. this thursday's is my friend's birthday, and im sure it will be hella fun!! =D cant wait!! =D ill post stories and pics! =D wait for it guys!! =D

wow, 14 loves me!! thanxx guys!! =D <3

stupidity. saying "iloveyou ____ " =D

2005-05-08T13:35:00.000+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!! =D
a big shout out to all the mothers out there! =D you just dont know how much you mean to us. =D

ohh. today is mother's day. did you greet your mothers a happy mother's day? how about your aunt? your friends' mom? or your neighbor's mom? just a simple greeting will make them happy. at least, you thought of them. =D i know that today is a very special day for all mothers. but when was the last time you said "i love you" to your mom? me? i cant even remember. im not really cheesy and mushy with my parents. i just show them my love by kissing them and bonding with them. i know for some that saying "i love you" to your parents/special someone/who ever that person is a must. like what they say, mas maganda ung nasasabi kaysa sa puro gawa. gets? for me, saying "i love you" to someone is a very very big deal. when i say it, it means, i really mean it. cause i never used to say "i love you" to anyone. not even my parents. im really not fond of telling it. yeah, i say love you, love yah. blah. but those words, i love you _____. kaya nga pagdating sa love, ang tanga2 ko kasi i cant even say to that person that i love him this much. its hard for me to say it. i dont know. maybe because im afraid of not being loved with that person. =[ it hurts me more. =[ for me, "i love you" is not just a 3 simple words. it's very meaningful, a very big deal, and be lucky if i told you i love you cause i mean it. i rarely say it! =D

speaking of all this love love love things. im so so S-T-U-P-I-D!!! last night, my special someone called. itago natin sa name na "ANGEL". here's the conversation.
*ring ring* actually, he was on call waiting. so i said to mika, my bestfriend, hey wait ah, i have an incoming call from the other line.
CARME: hello?
ANGEL: hello?
CARME: hello?
ANGEL: hello?
CARME: hello?
ANGEL: hello?
CARME: hello?
ANGEL: hello?
CARME: hello?
ANGEL: hello?
CARME: hello?
ANGEL: hello? [we exchanged hello's for like 10 times]
CARME: sino toh?
ANGEL: ... says his name...
CARME: ohh ANGEL. bakit ka tumawag? hold on okay? im talking with someone on the other line.

CARME: MIKAAA!! =D [happy voice] si ANGEL nasa kabilang line!!!
MIKA: ahh ganun ba? o sige, baba ko na toh.
CARME: wag mika wag!! =D
MIKA: huh? bakit?
CARME: sige na please?? =D
MIKA: okay.
CARME: sige, dyan ka lang ah! =D

CARME: hey. sorry, that was mika. =D hehee. bakit ka tumawag?
ANGEL: ahhh uhmm. ano ung number ni ardi?
CARME: sa cell? =D
ANGEL: yeah.
CARME: san sa sun? =D
ANGEL: yup.
CARME: ahh wait lang huh?

CARME: MIKAA! =D anong number ni ardi sa sun? bilis!! hahaha! =D sorry ah, he's asking for it. pero ung cell ko nasa room ko! =[
MIKA: ah sige, wait lang. then dictates the number...
CARME: thanxx tlaga mika ah. wait, dyan ka lang. =D
MIKA: sige carme, baba ko na toh. magusap na kasi kayo.
CARME: wag mika, please?
MIKA: okay sige.
CARME: thanx ulit! =D

CARME: uhm. eto. dictates the number.
ANGEL: uh huh. then uh huh
CARME: okay na? okay sige bye bye.

then i went to the other line were mika was. I FEEL SO STUPID ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED!! =[

CARME: mika, tapos na. pero ang tanga2 ko eh! =[
MIKA: bakit?
CARME: kasi ako ung nag goodbye. he didnt say a word. kasi binaba ko agad eh! =[ ang tanga tanga ko talaga. feeling ko, he wants to talk pa, eh i hang up na! =[ STUPID TALAGA AKO. kung kelan nandyan na siya, nahihiya nanaman ako!! ano ba toh!! STUPID! =[
MIKA: ano ka ba carme!!!!!! sabi ko sayo alis nalang ako eh. sayang naman un, un na nga ung chance mo para makausap siya eh. bakit ka nag goodbye agad!! =[ hhaayy naku carme!! sobrang sayang talaga!! =[
CARME: SOBRA!! ANG STUPID KO. tapos ngayon nagsisi ako! =[

thennn our chizms continues... =[

lesson learned: think before you act! =[ hayy, ang tanga2 ko talaga noh? =[ bakit kaya ganun pag love. nagiging tanga ka! =[

btw, i dont what our plans for mother's day. definitely we'll have dinner somewhere else. =D hehe. i'll post more of the details tom. =D takecare guys! =D and about those link exchanges, promise to put your link! =D

check out this week's precious spot of the month! =D its Jared! =D

some questions to answer:
*incoming junior for highschool? ~charlene:
- yes charlene! =D
*hi carme, ur layout is super nice. how can i learn working on mine some more? http://melissasugar.blogspot.com---->melissa :):
- hey melissa! =D thanxx girl. uhm, i can teach you. hehehe. do you have photoshop? or something else? let me know girl! =D takecare! =D

wow!! =D 13 loves me!! =D thanxx you guys!! =D <3

wala lang. =D hehehehe.

2005-05-06T13:02:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAP!!!
visit his blog! =D and greet him! =D legal na siya! hahhahah! =D meaning, 18! =D wahahaah! =D a big shoutout for you!! =D

alert. alert. boredom alert! =D oh i watched peter pan on dvd last night!! =[ and i slept at 3am! =[ ohhh. i love that movie. sometimes, i feel that i dont wanna grow up. i wanna be a kid forever. but i realized that i cant reach my dreams and goals, i cant get what i want if im gonna be a kid forever. im not gonna learn how to be independent and that im gonna depend on my parents forever. =[ i will also not experience how to socialize, react, deal with things around me. and most especially, i will not experience how to love and to be loved by a special someone. plus, you'll never know who your true friends are! =D growing up is fact. we have to deal with it. we must be thankful that we are living in this beautiful world. even though we are facing a lot of crisis. we must learn how to look on the other side of life. the bright side of it. =D live each day as if it was your last! =D cause youll never know when its gonna end. =D

ohhh yesshh, i feel that the f4 craze is back here in the philippines!! =D its because, abscbn, one of the biggest network here, is going to air meteor garden again!! =D and its on full edition! =D no cuts or what-so-ever! =D oh im so excited!! =D its going to air on monday, before tv patrol, the news program. waaaahhhh! =D i miss the shan cai and dao ming su tandem! =D ohhh, i love it! =D hehehehe! =D because of meteor garden, asian novelas are known na! =D yesssshh! =D oh, i love chinovelas, koreanovelas!! =D love stories kasi! =D im a sucker of love stories! =D

speaking of f4!! =D i suddenly miss them!! =[ its been months since the last time i surf the net to update on their stuff. =[ I MISS F4!! =[ hehhehe! =D i like ken zhu very much!! =D im his biggest fan!! =D before, i used to hate them cause i find them jologs[sorry for the term]. =[ but when ken and vanness came here for a concert. gawdddd!!! he's so cute and handsome and everything!! =D gossshh!! =D then that was the start of my f4 cravings! =D then they[f4] went here last december 2003 for a concert at the ultra. it was december 26, right after christmas, and yes, they spend their christmas here! =D gawd! =D i spend php15,000 just to see them!!! grabehh. for some it was a waste of money, but for me, i dont care! =D the concert was worth it. frustrating ng konti kasi they sang few songs, but still i got to see them at close range!! =D very very close. the stage was just meters away!! =D aahh! =D first, i saw vanness, grabehh! his skin is so clean, smooth and white!! he really takes good care of his skin. cutie siya! =D he's hott! =D then next was ken!! =D OMG!! =D his so handsome!! i was star strucked!!!! =D wwweeeee!! i even cried when i saw him!! hahahahah! =D grabeh. sobrang handsome nya!! =D heeehe! =D then vic, the cute one, the mickey mouse. he lookes like him right? agree with me. hahahah. then of course, the crush ng bayan, jerry yan. ehhehe. of course, he's handsome talaga. but not really my type. its my mom's and tats' type!! they were head over heels for jerry!! =D fanatics talaga!! =D heheehe! =D ohh my, we really enjoyed the concert. and last november, when jerry came here for the bench&jerry event at the fort nbc tent, of course, mom and tats was there. but i wasnt cause i feel that ill just waste money cause im not even a jerry fan. but then my mom got an autograph of jerry!! =D so cool!! =D its her most precious possession as of now! =D hahahaha! =D then last january, after getting my 3rd quarter card, i got very good grades, so as my reward, my mom bought me a cd of ken, not only that, with an autograph on it too! =D OMG!! =D it was surprise, she told me that it was a book but when i opened it, it was ken! =D hahaha! =D so happy!! =D i cried!! tears of joy. i'm a very shallow person you know =D

i miss going to divisoria! =D that's where we buy our f4 stuff. we're complete. from the concerts to the series. as much as possible we buy the original ones on yesasia.com and we also buy at divisoria for the behind the scenes and such! =D ohh, my php1000 in divisoria is worth it! =D i can buy 3 shirts, accessories, flipflops, etc! =D hehee! =D coolness! =D hmmm, when was the last time i went there?? last year!! =[ sucker. i wanna go there.. shopping galore! =D

i know most of you dont like f4, =D i understand, but i like them. hehehe! =D remember, at first i didnt like them too. eventually, i fell in love with it! =D ookaay. but i thank you for reading this blog! =D hehehe! =D takecare guys! =D

question to answer:
*hei carme! dis is audrey.. where do you download brushes and fonts? tnx a lot..tc! :):
- i downloaded the brushes from http://seishido.biz and the fonts from http://fontgarden.net welcome!! =D

wow, 15 loves me! =D thanks guys! =D <3

finally enrolled nako! =D another shopping galore! =D couples galore!! =D

2005-05-05T15:38:00.000+08:00

yesterday, i got enrolled! =D yahoo! =D and yes, im a junior now! =D goodluck to me!! =D hahahah! =D but i still dont know my section. i wonder who are my classmates for junior 06? =D my mom got mad at me cause im suppose to go to her office at 12pm. yet i left house at 1pm and arrived there at 2pm. gawd, she was really mad. =[ enrollment is only up to 3pm. so, we only got 1hour. on our way, there was a major traffic on pasay road!! =[ grrrr. so that made my mom talk and blame me for everything. okay, fine. it's my fault anyways. =[ we got there at 2:30 pm. good thing, there's less parents. while my mom is on the accounting office, i went to the bookstore to check what books we will have and blah. on my way, i saw ikai!! =D with aika, kenjie, and jake! =D waaahh! =D i was so happy!! =D very very happy! =D we hugged and chat for a while. then they're off. i also saw martine! =D he's my seatmate during the 3rd quarter! =D very funny and gentleman! =D he told me that raf, abra, rjay and other boys are in the gym playing basketball. waaaahh! =D i miss my 2E class! =D too bad, i didnt see the boys cause i was lazy to go to the gym, its so far!! and you have to cross the street and it was so hott! =[ hehehee. lazy, in short, i didnt see them! =[ but its okay, we're planning something. some sort of a reunion! =D then mom went to the bookstore and we bought my books! =D then we're off for glorietta! =D

in glorietta. we ate at food choices. for our merienda, we had belgian fries, buffalo wings and ice monster. yummy! =D i saw some of my grade school teachers, sir parulan and ms. santos! =D ohhh, i had a chat with them. it was cool! =D i suddenly miss them. =[ after we ate, a little accident happened to my mom. its about her slipper sandals. so we have to buy a new slipper sandals. yeah, we did shoe shopping! =D she also bought me slippers! =D coolness! =D then we roamed around glorietta. did some window shopping and shopping too. =D she bought me a new shirt from herbench and penshoppe! =D a new visor too from herbench! =D i love it! =D then, i bought harvie, my cousin, a gift. it was her birthday last april 10 and havent bought her anything. so i chose a visor too and a kikay kit! =D cause she just turned 13. so it's a start! =D heheehe! =D after we did personal shopping. its time for me to buy my school supplies! =D oh i love it when i do school shopping! =D isnt cool? hahaha! =D new school year, of course you gotta have new stuff! =D ohh, i just bought the ritual things. fillers[oh, its my life! =D without it, no notes, no knowledge! =D], ballpens, post-it[for my passing notes moments! =D], highlighters, pentel pen, correction pen, pad papers, math notebook[yeah, hello? we have goemetry and trigonometry!! =D lotsa notes!! =D],etc. and i also bought 2 magazines! =D of course, my favorite and collection, candymag and seventeen. =D i love this month's issues and models! =D in candy, kelly misa and in seventeen, kitchie nadal! =D i find kitchie very beautiful! =D ohh, candy's got their first boys panel! =D hehehe! =D love the article! =D so guys, buy those magazines! =D eheheheh! =D then after i bought my school supplies, we did some window shopping again, and went home at 8pm! =D cause glorietta is closing already! =[ heeehe! =D but it was hella fun!! =D another shopping galore! =D

ohh yesshh. couples galore!! =D hahaha! =D

Tom Cruise and Katie Holmes: oh, i like this couple. proves that love conquers all. =D age doesnt matter too! =D tom cruise is getting younger and younger. =D

Chad Michael Murray and Sophia Bush: the cutest couple! =D but i think they're too young to get married! =D goodluck to both of them! =D chad is so hott! =D hehehe! =D

Brad Pitt and Angelina Jolie: dont like this couple. if ever its true. =[ i still want brad for jennifer aniston. =[ everybody knows that they were the PERFECT COUPLE. hello? 7 years sila right? grrr.. =[ jennifer kasi, away maging mommy. =[

Justin Timberlake and Cameron Diaz: another dont like couple. i dont know, i just dont feel them. justin=cameron. nooo coomment! =D

Marc Anthony and Jennifer Lopez: this is true. =[ kawawa naman si dayanara! =[

i have new sections here in my site! =D the in the house and precious spot of the week. in the house section is basically a list of my favorite songs for the moment. and the precious spot of the week, i got the idea from Rap. =D thannx rap! =D heheeehe! =D wanna be in the spot? just let me know! =D you might be next week's precious spot of the week! =D heheehehe! =D btw, about the question thingy, there's a rule in it, you must put your name everytime you ask me a question. no name, no answer. ang sama ko noh? =[ sorry guys, kasi nadala nako before. dont want to happen that again.

here's my answer to some questions:
*CAN YOU LINK ME? THANKS! www.notme.bravejournal.com -loanne
- i already did! =D check my linkages! =D takecare! =D

*how do u make the skin??
- i download brushes and fonts. i use adobe photoshop for my software! =D

*hey carme! si andrea toh, pano yung picture ginagawa na pag tinapat mo yung mouse sa pic mo saka nalinaw.?? hehe.. salamat! gnda new layout mo! astig! teecee! :P
- what's your email add andrea? =D email ko sayo ung code! =D takecare! =D cute ren ng layout mo ngayon! =D

take care guys! =D wow, 15 loves me! =D thank you!

new layout again =D

2005-05-03T18:37:00.000+08:00

yeah. another layout. hehe. it doesnt have a featured artist. simple layout with quotes from my favorite romantic movies. =D take note, it's SO PINK! =D dedicated to all pink lovers! =D

" you can never lose someone you never had " - how to lose a guy in 10 days.
" love is like the wind. you don't see it, but you can feel it " - a walk to remember.
" i would rather have one breath of her hair, one kiss of her mouth, one touch of her hand, than eternity without it " - city of angels

oohhh. i just love those lines. it makes me cry. hahahaah. drama noh? =D yet i had another boring day. =[ sleep. eat. sleep. surf. exercise. eat. drink. ahhhh.. grabeh. ang dami! =D

tomorrow. im going to school for enrollment. wow. im a junior na! =D yihee. PROM-cheering-recollection-fieldtrip-thelistgoeson. =D hayyy. i can imagine whats like to be a junior. pressured. stressed. chemistry. geometry. GOODLUCK!! =D hahaha! =D i wish i see my barkada, friends, and classmates in school. =D im a bit excited. i already miss school. i miss recess time, cause we were allowed to eat at the corridors. cool! =D i also miss lunch time, cause thats the time i review/study quizzes/test for the afternoon, i also do my hws here! =D hahaaha! =D i also miss the morning, cause our class used to be so QUIET AND BUSY. why? because we're copying homeworks! =D HAHAHAH! =D i miss that! =[ i miss cheating too! =D hahahaha. i miss dismissal time, cause i could go around the campus, say hi to my friends and bond with them. i miss the pa-simple-eating-session in the classroom. hahaha. yup, we eat rice and stuff while the teacher is giving lecture. BAD NOH? =D simply, I MISS EVERYTHING! =D

im so HAPPY for tom cruise and katie holmes. i mean, despite their age gap, they showed the whole world that they could be together. so what? if their gap is 10 years? i believe that love is fair. everything in love is fair. and who cares right? as long as you guys love each other. that matters most! =D

hehehehe! =D im a bit lazy to blog. wala kong masyadong maisip na topic eh! =D hehehe! =D thank you guys for saying those bad things to that fcuker person! =D GOODLUCK TO ALL INCOMING JUNIORS! =D takecare! =D muchos! =D

wow! =D 10 loves me! =D thanxx guys! =D

hate me? hate you. hate everything.

2005-05-02T17:13:00.000+08:00

bad news.. ohhhh. our overnight at westin hotel didnt pursue. too bad cause the hotel is FULLY BOOKED. grrr. so we tried other hotels, manila hotel, manila pavillion, makati shangri-la, new world, peninsula, and the list goes on.. and yet they're all FULLY BOOKED. SOOO BAD for us. it was a quick plan so we didnt make any reservations. sobrang sayang. i prepared all the stuff that i have to bring. =[ waste of energy! =D so we just stayed home and became bummers as always! =D hahahah! =D

someone asked me this: "Why do you have to get a tan? Maitim ka naman eh. Hahahaha." who ever asked to me. this is what i have to say. WHO ARE YOU TO TELL ME WHAT TO DO WITH MY LIFE? FCUK YOU. I DONT EVEN KNOW WHO YOU ARE. IF YOUR SOMEONE WHOSE CLOSE TO ME, WHAT-A-FRIEND. I DONT DESERVE YOU. YOU SCUK. WHY CANT YOU OBEY AND RESPECT WHAT I WANT? YES, I ADMIT, IM A KAYUMANGGI, AND IM HELLA PROUD OF IT. BUT IM NOT THAT "DARK" AS YOU THINK. LET ME TELL YOU THIS, I WANT A KILLER TAN BECAUSE I WANT TO HAVE THOSE TAN LINES. WHAT DO YOU CARE IF IM "DARK", AS WHAT YOU SAID? I THINK I KNOW WHO ASKED THIS QUESTION, THIS IS FOR YOU. A BIG FCUK YOU!!! JUST LEAVE ME ALONE, OKAY? YOU DON'T GIVE A DAMN WITH MY LIFE ANYWAYS!! SO PLEASE, BACK OFF!!! OORRR MAYBE YOU ASKED ME THAT QUESTION BECAUSE YOUR JEALOUS OF ME!!! CAUSE MAYBE YOU REALLY CANT GO TO THE BEACH/HOTELS. YOUR JEALOUS BECAUSE I ALWAYS TO GO HOTELS AND SUCH OR MAYBE BECAUSE YOU JUST CANT AFFORD TO GO TO THOSE PLACES OR MAYBE YOUR DARKER THAN ME. HAHAHA. OR MAYBE YOUR NOT ALLOWED TO GO OUT! HAHAHA! =D GOT SO MANY OPTIONS. WHO EVER YOU ARE! I CURSE YOU WITH MY WHOLE LIFE!!! YOU WILL SUFFER!!! HAHAHAH! =D that's the answer to the question, whoever asked it. sorry, i just wanted to tell that fcuker person that your not the one whose gonna let me down. WHO CARES ABOUT YOU ANYWAYS? I DONT CARE! I DONT EVEN KNOW WHO YOU ARE!! HAHAHAH! =D

sorry guys. hahahah! =D i meant every word i said. and i know who ever asked that will have his/her BIG KARMA SOON! =D hahahaha! =D anyways, i hate that part. really. and if that person will apologize to me, sure, il forgive him but ill never be his friend again! EVER! if he's close to me, if not close, WHO CARES???? hahahahhaha! =D

i cooked dinner today! =D so happy! =D it's my own recipe. i know its SIMPLE, but hey, its very very YUMMY! =D i sautee it with onion, pepper and salt, then my sauce is fish sauce and kalamansi!! =D ohh very yummy. my mom and lola loved it! =D hahaha! =D ohhh, im proud of it. i miss cooking. i used to cook our dishes every summer. =D i know how to cook sinigang, caldereta, menudo, spaghetti, tacos, and the list goes on! =D hahaha! =D wanna try my cook? sure!! =D sometime! hahaahhah! =D thats summer, it could be FUN or BOREDOM! HAHAAHA! =D

yeah. our overnight didnt pursue so all we did AGAIN was to watch tv, surf the net, eat, eat, eat, drink and exercise!! =D ohh btw, did i tell you guys that i didnt exercise for 5 days last week?! =[ too bad, i feel fat again, so i started my exercise routine a while ago! =D hahahah! =D i really need to slim down cause i know it will be better for my health! =D hehehee! =D

wow. im so glad that you guys enjoyed my blog about that vacation! =D oohhh, i really loved it here!! =D I REALLY DREAM AND HOPE THAT I COULD GO THERE SOMEDAY! =D i wish i could marry a very RICH man! =D ahhaaha! =d if not, then ill save money for that vacation, and who knows, maybe i'll meet a very rich man there and he will offer me to stay there FOREVER!! =D of course, i'd say YES!!! HAAHHAHAH! =D take care guys! =D

wow, 12 loves me! =D THANKS SO MUCH GUYS! =D muchos besos! =D

boredom =[ dream vacation. overnight hotels. =D

2005-04-30T23:09:00.000+08:00

ohhhh my. its weekend and AS USUAL its boring! =[ i watched tv, dvds, listened to my iPod, surf the net, exercised, what else? i ate, took a bath, and the list goes on. i did my everyday ritual to be short. oohhhh. and tom, its MAY 1 already and its labor day. parents dont have work and im happy. gonna have bonding time. soooooooooo... =D

we planned to overnight at westin philippine plaza hotel! =D its near ccp! =D oohh yesh. im so happy and excited!!! =D yeahhhh. overnight moments again at hotels!! =D i think my summer 2005 motto is: LESS BEACH, MORE HOTELS! =D hahaha! i observed that almost every other week, we have sleep overs at hotels. =D first at Makati Shangri-La, then at New World, then at the sucker hotel, i wont mention the name. then at Manila Pavillion and now Philippine Plaza! =D COOLNESS! =D i've been there for the nth time! =D hehe. my aunt used to be a member there so on holidays we sleep there. so yeah, the hotel is heellla NICE and HUGE!! =D i love their pool! =D OHH. the killer tan. i wanna have it. im desperate!! =[ i think im gonna have it. keeps fingers cross. =D im soooo happpyyy! =D i already pack my stuff. hahaha. see, how excited i am. and i also charged my camera, for kodakan moments! =D yeah. we invited some relatives so that i wont be a loner. =D be back on monday night, i think. gonna blog what happened. and pixx! =D

while ago, i watched the OC on etc. its a replay. episode 22 of season 1 already!!! ohh its gonna end soon!! and i heard that they're gonna air season2 on may!! i wish that news is TRUE!! =D I CANT WAIT! =D cause i used to read episodes of season 2 on the oc site and i find it boring. i want a live action, i mean animated! =D hahaha! =D weird!!

as i browse thru channels, i saw discovery travel and living and theyre featuring the WORLD'S MOST GLAMOROUS HOTEL BEDROOMS. ohhhhhhhh. they did a great job on it!! I LOVE ALL THE HOTELS. but here are my top 2 favorites. =D

** just click on the pixx for the name of the resort/hotel =D **

top 1: found in Maldives. i love this cause this resort is so unique and HUGE. their villas are on water and you have to swim/ride on boat to get there. COOLNESS! =D their facilities are also cool, the sun deck view, bath tub, bed rooms and etc. but the best part of it is the view, the beautiful beach!! its so nice!! =D heaven!! =D the place is so peaceful and relaxing!!!!! you dont have to go back to the shore to have dinner. your dinner will be cooked and served in front of you. they have this roaming chef, he cooks on a roaming boat. COOLNESS! =D ohhh, its a paradisee!! =D it's a bit expensive, yeah, so this paradise is really for big time. not for me this time cause im not that rich, i still have to save and i will! =D i wanna go there! =D i WILL go there when i have work. hahaha. in my dreams, but who knows right? =D an overnight stay would cost $2500.. grabehh!!!! convert it, its php135,000!!!!! i dont even that huge amount of money in my room and i dont like to spend my bank savings for that. waaaaahh! =D i could feed thousands of people with that money pa. grabeehh. ohhh, these are just my dreams. i hope that this dream will come true. I'D LOVE TO LIVE HERE FOREVER. =D it's a PARADISE!! =D

top 2: found in Dubai, UAE. though, its not really my number 1 cause i love the beach, yeah, its surrounded by beach but you know, the ambiance of a villa. aaahh. forget it. anyway, this was discovery's top1. why? nothing much cause it just have a helipad, revolving bed so that you dont have to get out of bed just to look around the suite, it has the most expensive gadgets. like everything automatic, and you have a PERSONAL butler!!! COOLNESS!!! =D hahaahaha! =D as in your own, ahhaaahha! =D ohh i feel like a princess if im gonna stay there. it's hella expensive too. it's $8000!!!! grabehhh.. php432,000!!! almost half a million!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! grabeeeehhhhhhhh!!! that i really CANT afford, kahit siguro mag work ako forever, d ko na talaga kaya!! =D ang mahal!! again only for RICH kids!! i wish i was one of them, if i was, i would tour the world!! cause i love travelling! =D DREAM. DREAM. DREAM. =D dream on CARME!!! =D

ohhh. i really wish i could go to my top1!! =] will see. hehehee. whats your choice? let me know. link exchanges? sureeEE!! =D thanxx for dropping by! =D

martyrdom. this is what LOVE can do.

2005-04-29T21:04:00.000+08:00

THANK YOU. THANK YOU. THANK YOU. SO SO SO MUCH!

to all the PEOPLE who CARED, LOVED, and SUPPORTED me. ESPECIALLY my FRIENDS, ONLINE BUDDIES, CO-BLOGGERS. your comments MEANS a LOT!!! i'll promise to think about what you guys adviced. THANKS FOR BEING THERE. thanks for reading my blogs. =] i appreciate it!! =] once again, I THANK YOU ALL FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART! =]

Chynna, Alex, Hazel, Pauleen, Louie, Claudine, Ariane, Nate, Xyra, Kat Marquez, Ace, Sarah, Shari, Inna

anyways, my weekdays were boring. all i did was to watch movies/tv/dvds!!! and im getting bored already. thats why i hate it when a good time is going to end. =[ like my subic escapade!! grrr. i EXPECTED that after subic, my life will get back to normal. NORMAL = BORING! =] hahahaha. i just wish someone will call me and say, "Hey Carme, let's go out later." or "Hey Carme, we're going to Punta Fuego this weekend, wanna come??". speaking of Punta Fuego, I MISS THAT PLACE!! =] it's a paradise too! =] love the beach, sand, facilities, the club!! =] COOLNESS! =] hehehehe. =] i wish i could go back there SOON. =] may is coming soon!! grabeh, i cant believe its may already. summer's gonna end soon!! and i havent done anything thats super duper fabulous!!!!! NO WAY!!! =[ grrrrrr. time really flies so fast!!!

I MISS MY FRIENDS. SO MUCH!! =] i hope i could see them this weekend/soon. it's been a while since we went out! =[ what is happening to us? we're already losing our communication!!! guys??? are you busy?? let me know, so that i wont be making tampo here. hahaha. barok english! =] so that i wont disturb you. =] hahaha. drama! I MISS YOU MY FRIENDS. =] when i meant friends, ALL OF MY FRIENDS! =] weird!

do you know that larry fonacier and lora gahol is engaged? COOLNESS! =] i got this news from Carmela's blog! hahaha. we got the same name! =] ohhh, im so happy for larry and lora! =] i think they're 5 years together and going strong!! =] WOW!! =] i know someday, the right guy will come to me. i dont know. maybe he's just around. =] goodluck to you LARRY AND LORA! =] visit lora's blog at http://loragahol.blogspot.com.

SWEETNESS. =] awww. =] *claps for them*

READ THIS. i got this thingy from Sarah. hahaha. i think its a sequel of my previous post. THIS THING MEANS A LOT!! A MUST READ FOR YOU GUYS!! its a tagalog thing. =]

Para sa mga martyr.. ..Na kagaya ko. Haha.

Ipaglaban mo, KUNG NARARAPAT. Kani-kanina lang, may sinabi yung friend ko sa isang forum. Sabi niya pag nagmahal daw ang isang tao, parang nakakapit sa patalim, nagdudugo na ang kamay mo, hindi ka pa rin bumibitaw.

Totoo nga naman diba?

Lalo na pag nagpapakamartyr ka..
KAHIT GAANO KAHIRAP
KAHIT GAANO KASAKIT,
kapit ka lang ng mahigpit, palalim ng palalim ang sugat, pahigpit ng pahigpit ang hawak mo sa kutsilyo.

Sa isip mo kasi:
"Mahal ko siya. Kailangan maging malakas ako para sa kanya. ipaglalaban ko to."

Ang tanong diyan eh,
GUSTO BA NUNG TAONG YON NA IPAGLABAN MO SIYA?
GUSTO BA NUNG TAONG YON NA MAGING MALAKAS KA PARA SA KANYA?

Higit sa lahat...
ALAM BA NIYA?!!

Yan ang hirap sa ganyan eh. Kapag wala ka ng ibang nakikita kundi yung taong yun at yung nararamdaman mo para sa kanya, yun kasi ang bumubulag sayo eh.
Yung mentalidad na pag nakuha mo siya, makukumpleto ang buhay mo

Pagminahal mo siya ng lubos, matututunan ka rin niyang mahalin ..basta maiparamdam mo, may pagasa..

EH PANO NGA KUNG WALA?
Pano nga kung hindi ka naman niya talaga kayang mahalin?
Pano kung niloloko mo lang pala ang sarili mo?
aba siyempre, hindi mo makikita yun, "mahal" mo eh. Kaya kung ano lang ang gusto mo makita, yun lang.

Kapag magkasama kayo at nakikita mo siyang ngumingiti at masaya, iniisip mo agad dahil magkasama kayo. Yun pala within eye's view lang yung totoong gusto niya kaya ganun

Kapag nilalapitan ka niya para magtanong, tuwang tuwa ka kasi ikaw ang una niyang nilapitan. Yun pala katabi mo lang yung gusto niya kaya sinasamantala niya yung pagkakataon.

Kapag nagkasakit ka at tumawag siya o nagtext para mangamusta, halos gumaling ka na in a second sa sobrang tuwa. nagaalala lang pala siya kasi

KAIBIGAN ka niya.
KAIBIGAN KA LANG NIYA.

Haay...
Ipaglaban mo pare,KUNG NARARAPAT
Hindi naman masamang ipaglaban eh, kung mahal mo ba naman siya, at mahal ka rin niya eh di why not?
Di sapat na MAHAL MO.
Sa ganyang pagkakataon,
mas importanteng MAHAL KA RIN NIYA.
Dahil kung hindi ka naman niya mahal, panu na yun?
Nagpipitik bulag ka na nga, mag-isa pa.
MAGMUMUKHA KA LANG TANGA.

new layout. =] how-to-forget-a-guy-in-10-days? haha. love sucks.

2005-04-28T00:09:00.000+08:00

featuring rachel bilson and some adam brody! =] hahahaha. i just thought of having a new layout cause i saw a lot of sites having paris as their layout. that shows that paris is really hott. but i want to be unique this time, so i made a new layout! =] i know it's so BLUE =] its my fave color. =] hahahaha.

did you guys know that paris and nicole are not bestfriends nor friends anymore? yeah. they ended their life-long friendship. i dont know much of the story but i feel so sad about it. i like their partnership, i thought they would last forever. its true, your bestfriend could be your worst enemy.

i slept very very late. i slept at 4am! hahaha. i had dvd marathon. the last movie i watched was how to lose a guy in 10 days. i really really like that movie. and you know what happened to me after i watched? i CRIED. I DON'T KNOW WHY I CRIED. after months of not crying over him, i finally gave up. maybe the movie had a very deep impact in me. thoughts came in my mind, HOW-TO-FORGET-THIS-GUY-IN-10-DAYS!!!! =[ okay. im gonna write my blog in tagalog or tag-lish. =]

suddenly turned into sad mode. =[

AYOKO NA. ewan ko. bakit ganun? MAHAL NA MAHAL KO PARIN SIYA. =[ gawd, im doing everything to forget him pero hindi eh, hindi ko magawa. =[ I AM KEEPING MYSELF BUSY WITH STUFF. pero ewan. lam niyo yun? sa puso ko talaga lam ko na siya na. ewan ko. im just dreaming again!!! =[ kasi ganito yun, bestfriend ko yung mahal ko. galing noh? minahal ko ang sarili kong bestfriend. haayyy. it started 3 years ago, grade 7 ako nun. kabarkada ko siya tapos bigla nalang kami naging close tapos yun naging magbestfriends na kami. hahaha. funny nga eh, kasi ang dating mortal na magkaaway naging mag bestfriends pa. grrrr. wan ko, parang aso't pusa kasi mag-away nun. =[ tapos yun, sa sobrang close namin, na develop kami sa isa't isa. haaaaaaayyyyyyy. ANG SAYA KO!!! kasi lam ko na mahal nia rin ako. araw-araw magkausap kami sa phone, nagttext, magkasama sa school. tapos dumating din yun panahon na 5 days kaming magkasama! hhahhhaa. =] d kasi kami nagsasawa sa isa't isa. but then im also sad kasi lilipat na siya ng school pag nag high school na kami. ang sakit, mahirap. pero sabi ko, makakaya namin yun. tapos yun na nga, high school na kami. sobrang SAYA ko, kasi nag work. as in. pero nung nag 2nd year na ako. biglang nawala. wan ko, biglang nawala ung communication namin!!! d ko lam, ano ba ang nagawa ko? nasaktan ba kita? ayaw mo na ba sakin? hanggang ngayon d ko parin alam ang sagot at hindi pa rin kami ng uusap ng maayos. pero nagkikita kami minsan sa mga parties/barkada stuff. pero were not as close as we used to be. I MISS HIM SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOD KNOWS WHAT I FEEL RIGHT NOW!!!!!!! yet i feel stupid cause up to now im still hoping. but my friends say i should keep hoping, kasi lam nila na MAHAL PARIN NIA AKO. BULLSHIT!!! kng mahal nia ko, bakit hindi nia paramdam sakin? GRABE!!! d ko na talaga lam ang gagawin ko, hirap na hirap nako. should i let go or not? sabi nila, wag daw. sabi ng puso ko, DONT LET GO. OO NGA, DONT LET GO PERO IM NOT HAPPY NAMAN. =[ haaayyyyyyyy.. LOVE NGA NAMAN. sobrang naguguluhan na talaga ko ngayon!! =[ sobrang gulo na talga ko. pero i made a decision, I WILL NOT LET GO. =[ HAAAYYY. TANGA NA KUNG TANGA. MASAKTAN NA KUNG MASAKTAN. MARTYR NA KUNG MARTYR. ganyan lang siguro talaga ang nagagawa ng pag-ibig!!! hayyy. WHY DO I STILL LOVE HIM THIS MUCH?? =[

sorry. i dont have an outlet of my emotions right now cause i dont like to talk it over with my friends right now, not now maybe later or tom. i thought of blogging it. soo. if you have comments/suggestions. PLEASE POST IT. i really need them right now.

THANKS IN ADVANCE! =]

SUBIC baby!! =]

2005-04-25T10:17:00.000+08:00

WARNING: LONG BLOG. heheheheh. i had so much FUN!

im gonna summarize what happened with my wonderful weekend. =]

FRIDAY: we check-in at manila pavillion at around 2 pm. and i was impressed with the facilities. compared with the sucker hotel that ive been telling you. =] hahaha. it was former owned by holiday inn. it was cool. =] we[kuya eg and i] first watched 13 going on 30 on my portable dvd. i think i watched that movie several times! i really liked the movie! =] then we went around the hotel. we bought food from chowking and mcdo and ate them at our hotel room. after dinner, we decided to go to greenbelt3 to watch a movie. we asked money from our parents then asked the valet to get the car and were off to greenbelt. we were so noisy on our way, the speakers are so loud!! hahaha! it was fun cause we dont have our parents there to guide us. hahaha. it was a cool teenage night!! =] no parents, no kill joy, just us, having fun. we arrived at greenbelt3 at around 9. and there were so many people!!! especially in the movie area! it was friday kasi. gimmick night for everybody. we checked out the movies and we decided to watch GUESS WHO. starring ASHTON KUTCHER and the very funny BERNIE MAC. we bought the tickets and since the movie will start at 9:45, we still have that 45 mins. to roam around gb3. we went to music one and i bought a cd, of course! =] its a hobby for me to buy new cds! =] i bought mariah's cd! =] coolness! =] then we went to starbucks and muscle beach for our snacks. then we watched the movie. gawd!!! the movie was so HILARIOUS!! =] cool movie, and ashton was indeed SO HOTT!!! =] DEFINETELY HOTT! =] you should watch it! =] then after the movie, we dont feel like going back to the hotel so we decided to go to temple bar to lighten up our night since its friday, its expected that there's a lot of people in temple bar. to our surprise, temple was not that full. i wonder why? hahaha. we thought that people just watch a movie instead of going bar-hopping or something. anyways, we ordered our drinks, mine was of course my favorite, vodka cruiser, the rasberry flavor, yum yum and i also ordered a shot of tequila! =] temple was so nice and fun. met a few people thru kuya eg! =] at around 2, we went back to the hotel cause i have to sleep for at least 2 hours cause at 5 am were about to leave for subic! =] yeah, subic baby! =] we were hungry when we left gb3. we drive thru at mcdo and ordered few foods. =] hahaha. takaw!!! =]

SATURDAY: i woke up at 4:30 am. so early. and my tita fetch at exact 5am! =] gawd! =] i was so excited! =] SUBIC, HERE I COME! =] after a few hours, we arrived at subic!!! =] wow, the last time i went there was 2 years ago. i was so happy. then we went to the kalayaan heights, thats the place were going to stay. i was expecting that we would go to a resort/cottage but i was wrong. were going to stay on private house on a mountain!!! so we still have to drive to go to the beach!! =] but its alright cause the house was so nice ang HUGE!! =] the person who owns it is so RICH!!! =] were so lucky that we was allowed to stay there! =] the place was centralized! wow, aircon. plus they also have computer!!!! =] COOLNESS!! =] too bad, we didnt have a cord for the internet, but its okay, the computer games was so cool!=] but before anything else, we ate lunch. yummy. the food was great. then after that, we took a nap and at around 3 we got on the road and toured around subic. first we went to different beaches. we were looking for a beach to stay in cause were going to swim! =] duh. haha! =] but then we cant look for one. we went to subic bay yatch club. and we decided to swim there. =] then few blocks from there. there's a public beach, no fee. they have banana boat, jetski, para sailing and a lot more there!! =] COOLNESS! =] of course, i rode on a jetski! =] and banana boat!! =] too bad, i didnt get much sun for my killer tan! =[ so so so so fun!! =] i really had a great time there! =] after the beach time, we went to bat kingdom where there are thousands of thousands of bats there. then the monkey area there, we saw monkeys on the road, i took a picture of a monkey whose pregnant!! then we went to duty free, i bought my mom gummi bears cause its her favorite! =] then we just drove around subic! =] i think at 8, we went back to the house for dinner and of course, sleep. cause were going to swim at the kalayaan pool near the house! =] wow, i think i could get much sun now! =] but before we sleep, i bonded with the 2 kids we were with. igie boy and ian! =] they're so cute and so adorable!! =] i really love those kids!! =] they also have unique nicknames! =] we took a lot of pics! =] those kids are addict in picture taking! =] it was so fun! =] we also had videos. kulet talaga! =] i call igie boy, "cute" cause he's so kulet and smart! =] and ian, "beauty" cause she is really a beautiful kid! =] aww. i currently miss them right now!=[ after the bonding time, we all went to sleep! =] what-a-fun day! =]

SUNDAY: it was our last stay in subic. so i have to make the most out of it. =] we woke up again so so early! 7am! =] ate breakfast and then we went to the pool at 8! =] they went swimming while i was sun bathing! =] it was fun! =] then after a hour, i went swimming na! =] but then after 3 hours, they decided to back to the house!! =[ so again, i didnt get much sun! =[ my tan was not balance cause only my back had tan lines! =] yeah, at least i got tan lines at my back but unfortunately my front was not that dark at all. =[ its alright. when we got back, we ate lunch. after eating, i bonded with igie boy and ian again! =] we were so kulet! =] were so noisy and were playing hide and seek around the house. it was fun! =] and of course, we took pictures! =] we love pictures! =] and then took a nap again and at around 4. we fixed our stuff, cause were leaving already! =[ yeahhhh. too bad!!! =[ i was so sad. we have to get back to manila. but i cant wait to go home too cause i miss everyone! =] and i cant wait to share with you what happened! =] i will miss subic, but i will especially miss IGIE BOY AND IAN!! =[ im so touched cause they were inviting me to their house and they even got my cell number! =] COOLNESS! =] then we left subic!!! =[ i arrived at home around 8 pm! =]

that was my wonderful trip in subic! =] SORRY FOR THE LONG BLOG! =] you can view the pics here:

Subic pixx! =]

suddenly.. change of plans.. =]

2005-04-22T12:24:00.000+08:00

suddenly, CHANGE of plans!! =] geeeeee.. im happy and so excited!!! =]

im going to subic later!!! =] WAAAAHAHHHHH!!! =] SUBIC BABY. here i come. but were still going to sleep over at the hotel. at 5am tom, we'll go to subic!!! =] im so EXCITED. i would finally get the KILLER TAN!! =] hahahaha!

just drop by to say that i'll BE BACK on SUNDAY!! i'll post the pics/story on monday!! ohhh i cant wait!! i miss you guys!! take care! =]

new pope! =] yeahh.. boring weekdays=[

2005-04-21T13:16:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOHN PAOLO BAGO!!!

happy birthday my friend, i MISS you so much. i hope you're doing well in cebu. BALIK KA NA DITO!!! hahahaha! =d

A NEW POPE FOR ALL OF US. gee. i wonder.

cardinal joseph ratzinger of germany was elected new pope. he chose the name pope benedict the xvi. you know what, im not used of the name pope benedict the xvi cause when i was born it was pope john paul the ii and until i reached 16, it was pope john paul the ii. hahaah. =] but i wish that the new pope will be like the late pope john paul the ii cause he's so close to the filipinos and he loves us so much. he really liked how filipinos are active with their religion. yes, and im proud cause filipinos are god-fearing. we put GOD above all things. =] i heard that the new pope is also conservative. hahaha. of course, all pope must be yet he's also strict. i dont think he's that strict. im also happy cause the new pope is one of the closest friends of pope john paul the ii. i just wish luck for all of us catholics. and i know that they did their best in choosing a new pope. GOD IS GOOD, ALL THE TIME AND ALL THE TIME, GOD IS GOOD. =]

yesterday, gawd, i did nothing. after that sucker weekend at the hotel, my weekdays is boring! [except for friday.hahaha.] =[ aww. me and the sons/daugthers of my mom's friends, [hahaa, i dont know what term will i use] are clubbin' this saturday. ohh gawd!! and i cant wait, were going to temple bar at gb3. and some of friends invited me to go to a house party in palm village, but i told them that i have something else on saturday. i just invited them to drop by temple. since they're all meeting at gb3, we could see each other. and im going to treat a friend of mine, his name is ardi! hahaha! =] ill treat him shots cause i want to see him drunk!! hahaha! =] he looks so weird and funny when his drunk. i just wanna make fun out of him. vain? haahha. dont worry, his already know my devilish plan! hahahha! =]

tomorrow!!!! WOW!! i cant wait again! haha. after what happened during the weekend, were giving it another shot. hahahah. yup but not at that SUCKER hotel. in a NEW and NICER hotel! hahahaha! =] its on u.n. ave. near the us embassy, the manila pavillion if im not mistaken. hahahaa. =] and ill make sure this time, my plans are going to pursue!! haaha! =] the killer tan! i cant wait. i invited a friend to come with me, i dont know if she was allowed. im going to check later. =]

thanks, you guys, for reading my blogs. haha. =] i appreciate it a lot. to all those who want link exchange? tag me! =] ill put your link when i update! =] <3

good and bad trips

2005-04-18T19:37:00.000+08:00

SORRY. this is a long blog.

ohh gawd, you really dont wanna know what happened with my weekend!! =[ i mean, the things that happened wasnt expected. as the saying goes, "expect the unexpected!"

on our to the hotel, i forgot my sun block so we had to drop by mercury drug cause thats the only store i know who sells that brand of sunblock, unfortunately, my mom said that we would take the coastal road cause she heard that theres a heavy traffic at the airport and so we're not going to pass by mercury. i insisted not to take the highway cause i really have to buy a sunblock. then i already bought the sunblock. i was confident that theres less traffic already cause its siesta time already. but when we reached the airport, gawd!!!! i was shocked!! there's HEAVY traffic!! and so my mom got mad at me, she scolded me for forgetting my sunblock and stuff. i didnt answer back cause im a good girl. hahaha. =] but were both in a bad trip already. we spend 20 minutes on that traffic!!! TRAFFIC SUCKS!! after the heavy traffic at the airport, we reached roxas blvd. then we passed by a place in manila to fetch my aunt whose going to be with us. and suddenly after seeing my aunt, my mom and i are okay. hahaha. funny. few minutes ago, we were fighting and after a while, were okay. hahaha. =] so anyway, were on our way to the hotel. and i was so EXCITED. hahaha.

we arrived at the hotel after a few minutes, then my mom went to the frontdesk to check-in 3 rooms that my uncle reserved. and it took us a so LONG 30 minutes to check-in! what kind of hotel is that? is was reserved weeks ago. they should have fixed it earlier and we came late already. grrr. we were irritated!! when we got the keys, we went to the room. when the elevator opened, i was like, EWWW. WHAT KIND OF HOTEL IS THIS? their frontdesk sucks and then their floor lobby sucks too!! i predicted that our room SUCKS too. and i was hell right, IT REALLY SUCKS!!!! THE HOTEL SUCKS!! then i realized that my mom was right, she said that before that hotel was one of the best in the country but for some reasons suddenly it went down. we got nothing to do so we just have to calm down and sacrifice! so after seeing the SUCKER room, i got changed into my bathing suit so that i could get a tan. it was 4pm. so i could still get some sun and it was still high at that time. i was excited, but when i got to the pool area. theres a ad saying, welcome to the pool area, blah blah blah something like that, then below it, time: 9am-5pm. i was like, whatt?? hey, excuse me, is it really true that the pool will close at 5pm. then the guy said, yes mam. i was REALLY mad, angry, i dont know whats the right term but in my mind, THIS HOTEL SUCKS. I HATE IT, I DONT WANNA COME HERE ANYMORE. so i returned to the room, then i told my mom that we should go home, haha, cause the hotel sucks, but then i realized that my aunts son will come, so yeah, i still have one plan, we're gonna bar-hopping. hahaha. cant wait. so my another aunt and her son came, i was like, yehey, at least one of my plans will really come true!! haha =] so at night, we went clubbing or bar hopping. it was fun, but i wasnt drunk at all. good thing or else my mom would kick my ass! hahaha! =] kidding, she knows it, and im legal! =]

when we got back at the hotel, my uncle arrived already, so from the airport, he went to the hotel, he himself was also shocked at the hotel, cause it wasnt like that before, it was really a nice hotel, but suddenly it sucks. haha. okay enough, so we had some bonding time, family time. and then i got my pasalubongs!! =] yeah, i got my sports case for my iPod. its so cool, and my cousin bought me a bag and some lipstick! =] it wass cool. the next day, we went to duty free and bought a lot of chocolates!!! it was so tempting cause i cant eat them at the same time, i just have to eat a little, very little cause im on a diet! =] ahhahaa. and for the record, my relatives told me that i was losing weight already!! =] yeah, great achievement! =] congrats to me, hahaha. so there. then we ate, blah blah. hahaha. after we check-out, my uncle told me that next week, were going to check-in at other hotels, i believe it was the pavillion hotel at u.n. ave. so, yeah, i mean, ive been there already so im sure that the hotel is NICE. and it doesnt SUCK. hahaha. =] i wont mention the name of the hotel cause someone might read it and you know, accuse me of something. haha. =] exxage. if wanna know what hotel is it, email or ym or msn me! haahah! =]

short ONE. the ONE campaign.

2005-04-16T21:44:00.000+08:00

promise. this is a short one. =d

NEW LAYOUT!!!!!

featuring paris hilton. hahaha. cute one. :) awww. i love her. she's sexy, preety, hoott, and a biatch! hahahah! <3

PLEASE SUPPORT.

"We're not asking for your money, we're asking for your voice."

[hahaha. grabe, ang gwapo talaga ni BRAD PITT!!! =D]

It is a new campaign. We can beat AIDS, starvation, and extreme poverty. Each ONE of us can make a difference. Together as ONE we can change the world. ONE billion people live on less than ONE dollar a day. ONE by ONE, we can help them help themselves.

What is The ONE Campaign?

ONE is a new effort by Americans to rally Americans - ONE by ONE - to fight the emergency of global AIDS and extreme poverty. The ONE Campaign is engaging Americans through a diverse coalition of faith-based and anti-poverty organizers to show the steps people can take, ONE by ONE, to fight global AIDS and poverty.

What is the goal of The ONE Campaign?

The ONE Campaign seeks to give Americans a voice, to ring church bells and cell phones, on campuses and in coffee shops, for an historic pact to fight the global AIDS emergency and end extreme poverty. We believe that allocating an additional ONE percent of the U.S. budget toward providing basic needs like health, education, clean water and food, would transform the futures and hopes of an entire generation of the poorest countries.

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Right now, the US government is making decisions about how much money to spend on humanitarian assistance next year and the UK is poised to lead the world's wealthiest nations at the G8 summit next July. By joining the ONE campaign, we will show our leaders that we want to do more to respond to the emergency of AIDS and extreme poverty.

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i guess that explains everything! =d ohhh, im so excited!!! we're going overnight sessions at Grand Boulevard Hotel!! i cant wait to bond with my relatives. and of course, i promise myself i will get a tan! =d we have a lot of plans actually. we're going to duty free cause my uncle will arrive tom. and then we're clubbin' in the night, we're going to workout, and swimming!!!!!! =d TAN in the city. hahaha. =d so there, ill post the pics on monday/when i get back! =d ill tell the story! =d take care! again, support THE ONE campaign. =d

m&m. hahaha.

2005-04-15T21:10:00.000+08:00

today, i went to m&m. hahaha. wonder? markina&market market! hahaha! sorry. i know, CORNY!!! hahaha. i think you guys already know what i did. yes, i went SHOPPING!! you know, im already sick and tired of shopping! really?! haha. sometimes, but come to think of it, i want to do an ACTIVITY. yeah, i know it can be considered as an activity for some, but i want like workshops, sports or something!!! damn, i have so many plans this summer. and a lot of money to spend yet i cant do what i want. =[ for some reasons.

i woke up very very early. 9am. for me, its early! hahha! i used to wake up at 11am-1pm. hahaha. late sleepers wake up at those times! anyway, i went first to alabang cause my mom wants me to pay for her something. i dont know what it is. then i met up with my tita at mcdonalds in sucat. and were off to our first M. hahaha. CORNY. marikina. why? cause we just want to visit the mall there. i forgot the name. basta in that mall, puro shoes! there's so many and i cant pick of one cause i like all of them so i end up buying nothing. =[ damn. then after we went to marikina, we went to market market. on our way, damn, its so TRAFFIC!!! as in, traffic talaga!!! and i hate traffics!!! nakakainip!! sobra! we were like 1 and a half hours on the road, doing nothing. sitting, listening to the radio and chatting. but i had a great time bonding with my tita. haha. we reached market market at 4pm. grabeh, imagine, we left marikina at 2:30!!! TRAFFIC SUCKS!!! =d agree with me? hahaha. first, we went to the outdoor place and ate. and again, we didnt eat lunch and i was SO hungry! traffic. hunger. gawd! hahaah. after eating, we went shopping. you know, the NEVER-ENDING-SHOPPING-LIFE-I-HAVE. and i saw ms. cabanela, one of the 2nd year teachers. hahaha. we had a small chat. we met 2 times. and were laughing about it. after we went shopping, we went home. but i had a great day. its was fun. =d

one night, i was looking for my letter box, where all of the letters given to me by my friends way back. if im not mistaken, those were grade school letters. haha. starting third grade up to seventh grade. as i went through the letters, i was laughing, jumping cause of joy, and for some letters, i almost cried. drama queen. haha. i realized something. I MISS EVERYTHING. i miss my old friends, classmates, section, good and bad times, everything. grade school really taught me a lot aside from the lessons i had my FIRSTS here. hahaha. right? i had my first crush, my first love, LOL. my first bestfriend, and the list goes on. i've been through lot. there was a time when i had so many friends until this incident happened and i feel so lonely. in short, i became a loner before. but not until my true friends came to my life. and im glad i still have them now. if only i could return to my life before, i would change some of the bad things ive done. somehow, im glad that it happened to me cause it made me a stronger person. and grabeh, how time really flies so fast. yesterday, i was just 10 years old, and now, im 16, in 2 years im going to have my debut na! =d haha. reminiscing is good you know, haha. it will make you happy. even though they're just memories. they're memories to keep forever!!! =d

i cant wait for the weekend. hahaha. im excited to get the tan!! =d dont worry, ill post some pics!=d

a bit happy! =d

2005-04-13T21:46:00.000+08:00

hmm. hahaha. nothing. i just had a great day today. i woke up at 11am and i was so so sleepy cause i slept at around 2am! haha. what i was doing? i was just surfing the net! hahaha. i always used to do that especially during summer. sometimes, i do movie marathon. hahaha. before, i watched 10 movies in one day! hahaha. my parents got mad at me cause the tv and the dvd player was so hot and i also slept very very late actually it was already morning! hahaha. see. thats how boring it is if its summer[not every single minute of it]. hahaha.

late afternoon. i called my mom. she told me that i can go to her office so that after work we could shop at greenbelt and glorietta. hahaha. im so happy!!! im going to shop again. so i went to my mom's office, waited for her work to finish then we're off to greenbelt. waaahhh. shopping. hahaha. we went to Tint first cause my tita who lives in states loves the bags there and she asked us to buy new bags for her. so, we bought her 2 bags and were going to buy her more the next days. hahaha. grabehh. bags there are so expensive. we spend Php13,000 for those 2 bags alone! one bag costs php5,000++ and the other php6,000++ and thats the estimated total! goshh!! if i was my tita, i wouldnt buy my bags there. hello??? i could spend my php13,000 on some bazaars,g4 stores[at least,they're a bit cheaper],or i could save it nalang! waah! hehe. after we went to Tint, we passed by this accessories store in greenbelt again. the store is called, JO. that store reminds me of my friend everytime we go there. my mom thought of buying my aunt an accessory that suits with the bag. haha. so, she picked a necklace and i was shocked with the price!! it costs a whopping, php2,000++ haha. sorry, im really not sure how much. and its lock costs php300. waahh! the lock doesnt come with it and you have to pay for it! goshh!! and she spend php3,000 for that accessory!!! but i think its a BIT okay to pay that much cause the necklace is imported and it was made in italy. my mom's so rich!! buti pa siya! me, i dont even have that amount of money that time, i was depending on her. hahaha. after we bought that necklace, we did some shopping. shopping here. and shopping there. she bought me a new shirt, hhahaa. its so cute. and some accessories. by the way, i asked her to buy me a bracelet from that JO store and she said she's going to buy me sometime. hahaha. im happy. its very very very expensive there. so, after we shop. we went home. hahaha.

i had fun there. too bad, i didnt workout today and i ate dinner. :( thats bad!! :( tom. i have to workout for at least 3 hours to burn that fats! hahaha. exagge? hahaha. sorry. i want to lose weight this summer. and i can see that im losing some already! hahaha.

thanxx for all the people who reads my blog! muchos besos! :D

* boring. boring. boring. *

2005-04-12T14:22:00.000+08:00

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN GRETZ!!!

haha. just wanna give my friend a big big plug for her birthday. im suppose to go to her house today to celebrate but for some reasons, i wasnt able to go. grrr. i hate it.

ITS SO BORING. isnt? hello? i havent done anything productive this summer. unlike my previous summers, like, i go to fitness first, my gym, to workout my fats. now, i just workout at home. then, i would almost go out everyday to go to malls and stuff. now, im just stuck at home. then, i go to the beach at least once a month. now, i dont even know if were gonna go. its all plans. i hope these plans will pursue!!! gawd! what to do? what to do? any suggestions? tag it!

this WEEKEND. im going to overnight at grand boulevard hotel at roxas boulevard. haha. cause my uncle is coming from the states. and yeah, im excited, cause im going to have my sports case for my iPod. suddenly turned to happy mode. hahaha. anyway, i have plans when i get there:

1. to get a TAN. haha. tan from the city! hahaha. im going to sun bathe there the whole morning/afternoon.

2. exercise. EXERCISE. and exercise. there's a gym right? so, im going to make use of it. hahaha. we paid for it anyways.

3. will go to BAYWALK! hahaha. heard there are lots of good restaurants with bands. hmm. cant wait!

4. go CLUBBIN'/bar-hopping. hopefully. hahaha. with my aunt's son. hahaha. its malate.

5. i could SLEEP all day at the hotel. since its so hott.

6. finally, i'll go to MASS. of course, on a sunday.

i'll be home by monday. haha. cant wait you know, cause im going to have some bonding time. hahaha. and some ME time, which i havent done in a while.

i dont know what do tom. im sick of doing my everyday ritual stuff. wakeup-take a bath-eat-watch tv-surf-exercise-take a bath-surf-sleep-so on and so on. ahhhhhhhhh. someone help me from this burden! hahaha. eew. drama!

* not-so-boring weekend *

2005-04-11T20:44:00.000+08:00

oh.. my pathetic weekend.

hahaha. saturday, hmm. what did i do? NOTHING!!!!! kidding! actually, i didnt do anything during the afternoon. but late evening. my aunt called and asked if we want to go to BF ruins[its a famous bazaar here in BF homes,pque.hahaha.you must drop by!its so cool]. since my mom and i are so so bored at home, we said yes. oh my gosh!! shopping galore!! here i come!

i was so excited to go to ruins. i havent been there since last summer i think? haha. funny, cause im so near to ruins and yet i dont have time to drop by. and to think im going to far bazaars like the fort bazaar and libis bazaar. hahaha. so anyway, thoughts came to my mind while were going there. yes, i am going to shop, shop and shop til i drop. im going to roam the whole place and buy stuff that i like. and just walk and walk and walk so that i could burn fats!! hahaha. im vain to myself.

finally, we arrived to ruins!!! hahaha. hmm. pretty impressive. it wasnt like before. well, its time to shop! haha. roam. roam. and roam more. but still, i couldnt find anything. grrrr. my fear came true!! i cant buy anything!! as in, NOTHING!! i dont know, its just not my type!! and yeah, my "shopping galore" was BORING! again. grrr. until i reached every corner of ruins, i still couldnt find something. so, i just asked my mom to go home cause were getting bored already, plus they're lotsa people moving, walking, roaming, whatever. it pisses me off.

SUNDAY. oohhh. sunday morning. haha. maroon5. cool. haha. so anyway, yeah, saturday night: BORING! hahaha. we should have drove all over alabang and did some bar-hopping instead. okay. enough of saturday. haha. its sunday. hmm. any plans? yeah, we had plans. like going to alabang, shop again, but my mom convince me to go to ruins again. since im an angel[hahaha], i said, okay. lets give it another shot.

so we went to oh-so-boring ruins, and guess what. i found something! haha. its just weird. it wasnt there last night, but hey, i dont care. haha. i bought a capri pants, cropped pants i think, its so cool. haha. summer get up! and i also bought, lotsa beaded anklets. i saw this store, whose business is to burn cd's. php3.00 per song!! it's so cheap! but i didnt buy cause i have a burner and downloader at home. i just wasted my money if i bought one. haha. but there is one store that sells cd's of chillout, house, trance, reggae, hiphop, and other kinds of music. it was so cool!!! so i checked it out, and bought lotsa cd's of chillout, TRANCE!![ohh, party people! haha], tribal, house! basta, all of those party music! hahaha. i <3 them!! hahaa. by the way, i saw julienne, my classmate, there. she was shopping too! told ya, BF ruins is a cool place! haha.

my weekend wasnt pathetic at all. hahaha. it was some-boring-some-fun-weekend! haha. but i admit, it was cool! haha! <3

* the moment of truth came, i was getting the report card of my sophomore year. haha. *

2005-04-08T19:35:00.000+08:00

yesterday, [april7,2005] i went to school to get my report card. i was so nervous. haha. of course, everyone's nervous. i dont know if i maintained my grades or some went down. haha. when i reached school, i saw a few people. we exchanged hellos and such. then the moment of truth came, i was getting the report card of my sophomore year. haha.

hahaha. i surprised my adviser and as my karma she scared me with this line, "Carme, tignan mo ung math grade mo ah." Gosh, i was so nervous when she said that line. i already thought that i didnt maintain my grade during my 3rd quarter which was 91[yabang noh?haha]. then i signed my card and she said, "go Carme, look at your math grade now." then, i carefully opened my card, i was looking for my math grade and then boom. a grade of 92 surprised me!! haha! i was so happy, i think the whole corridor heard me scream, but hey i dont care. i got 92 in math. my greatest achievement. of course, i didnt forget to thank my adviser and my other teacher who gave me my deserving grade. haha.

hey, just wanna let you know that im not a math genuis. hahaha. my secret? i studied, focus more. and did some remedial! haha! it really helps!!

so after i got my card, i asked my mom to call me. cause i dont know where to go and i was alone too. so, she asked me to go to her office. when i arrived there, i showed my card, and she's happy for me. she said,"see if you really study, you get good grades, but if you focus more, you can do better than this." that line really touched me.

now, im bit excited to be a junior. the-always-exciting-and-never-ending prom. the cheering[of course, it's a must in our schoo]. geometry? chemistry? eewww!! sucker! kidding! hahaha.

after showing my card to my mom, she treated me lunch. and we did some shopping after her work. that day, i was so happy. hahah.

by the way, i hope our plans of going to the beach will pursue!! i really cant wait to get a "perfect tan". to go surfing, frisbee, beach volleyball. i think wakeboarding is cool, but sometimes it hurts! hahaha. banana boat too!! goshh! summer rocks!!<3<3<3

I'm back!! =d

2005-04-02T22:45:00.000+08:00

hey guys!! hahaha! =d

im so happeeee! im back on the net!! its summer so im not that busy and i have a lot of time to blog! aaha! =d i just moved in cause my old site will be closed this may, so i have to make another site! =d so.. my summer plans?? i have a lot!! haha! =d by the way, check my photo gallery!

* http://carme.fotopic.net *

enjoy viewing the picsss!!=d

xoxo,
fabuloso carme<3