2 hours and 16 minutes before the premiere of OC season2. =D IM SO EXCITED! =D thrilled. =D
SUNDAY. we went to antipolo. we had mass there. its a tradition in our family to go there every may. it was Blessed Sacrament yesterday. when we got there, a novena was going on. after that, mass was held. the church was so full. grabe sa dami ng tao. and it was SO HOT. expect all the sweat. then after the mass, we drop by burger king cause were so thirsty. then we went to market market. we just went there cause my mom has to buy butong pakwan for my aunt in the states. we bought her 4 packs of it but i tell you its yummy. we didnt go shopping cause of my dad. he's such a kj. thats why i dont go to malls with my dad. i dont know. he hates crowdy people=mall. but sometimes, if he has to buy something. he goes shopping. but that happens only once in a blue moon. =D then after market market, i bought 2 dozens of go nuts donuts. yuummmyyy. sarap. i missed it so much. fave? strawberry, peanut butter and amazing glaze. it reminds me of krispy kreme in the states. for me, thats the BEST. agree with me? LOL. =D then we went home. on our way, i saw a billboard of "a lot like love" starring ashton kutcher and amanda peet. man, i want to see this movie. im so excited. i think its a love story? LOL. i dont know, havent watch the trailer. =D
season 2 have new revelations, added cast, and unbelieveable twists. =D mann. i cant believe this. OC2 is premiering tonight! =D i really really cant wait for it. although i know the story already, i stil cant wait to watch it. how? i read the script on the net. since im not dsl, i cant watch it using limewire. im such a loser. LOL. so anyway, i watched the trailer many times at ETC and mann. i saw the new ryan, seth, marissa and summer! =D ryan's got a new hair. he has bangs. LOL. he's cuter than before. =D and seth? GAWD. STILL HOTT. UBER HOT. LOL. =D though his look didnt change that much. marissa? still sexy, naughty, and pasaway! LOL. summer? long hair!! hahahah! =D i love her layered long hair. grabeee. tagal kong hinintay ang OC2 dito sa pinas. loser tayo eh. LOL. season finale na states. ngayon palang papalabas dito. hahaha. at least, we got to watch it. and i cant wait for the release of the dvd series!! im so excited to buy it!!! =D LOL. i already have the season1 on dvd. sooo nice!!! haayy, im being such an OC addict, OCholic, OCrazy. OC's driving me insane. LOL. =D
good news: my mom has a new phone. lucky her. its the new nokia 3230. cool. she bought it online. im using it for a while but later were going to exchange phones. so i gotta have her phone which was sony ericsson t630. not bad. yay, new phone. =D
tom. school again. meeting again. GOODLUCK. im glad. the hs council is inviting me to join the leadership training. they're looking for augustinian leaders eh. ahem? me a leader? LOL. =D yay. im excited. its gonna be on june 3-4 ata. at rubie's resort. masaya toh. =D
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im so blank. nothing to blog. just random thoughts. my weekend is SO BORING. im a bummer.
i miss school so much. im excited to go to school. june 8 is the start of my junior year. =D this tuesday, again, theres a meeting, and hopefully, i get to see my section. im so curious. i wanna know who are my classmates. my adviser. my teachers. and blah. =D im okay now, got enough rest. but still i lack of sleep. all i want now is sleep sleep sleep.
i think i have insomia. i sleep at around 2-4am everyday. im so used to it. im afraid that if we have classes already, it would be difficult for me to sleep early. im trying to sleep early these days but i cant. waaahhh.
do you guys watch wowowee? hahahah. i do. just recently, i got addicted to it. my fave portion is the joke3x time and the willie of fortune. =D i also love the song, beep beep beep. LOL. i even memorized its dance. =D but really, i find it very funny and wholesome. abs-cbn did a great job on that show. there is a site of its bloopers and stupidest answer. if i remember it well, i got this from rap. click here.
i cant wait for monday. OC fever!! =D my gash. i cant wait to see the new ryan, seth, melissa and summer!!!! =D this season, grabeee, lotsa of twists and new revelations! waah. yup, i know the story already. i read each episode on the net. grabee. im soo into OC! OC's driving me insane! ahaha. i cant wait to have the dvd series of season2. hope they'll release it soon. so that i can buy it at bestbuy.com! =D weeeeee. THE OC FEVER!! =D i miss adam brody so much! =D
disneyland hk opens on september right? weeee. im excited! =D remember the childhood days. bring back the child in me. wait, im still a child. yes, deep in my heart. i am. =D just wanna share that my family is planning to go there on december. right in time for the holidays. a new experience. is this for real? yahhooo. im gonna see mickey mouse and all other disney characters after 6 years. the last time i saw them at disneyland, anaheim, i was 10 years old. weeeeee. excited. =D
okay, enough. be back on monday. hope everyone have a great weekend, except for me. LOL. drama. =D
check out next week's precious spot of the week. its shayne. mwaah! <3
wow!! 13 people laughed with me!! maraming salamat sa inyong lahat. =D mwah! <3
LOL. im so aliw with that song. lalo na ung mtv. hahaha. =D the best part for me was apl and fergie on the dance floor. and when fergie tries to kiss apl, he was ignoring her. LOL. then voodoo is a mangkukulam. hahahah. =D eww. what am i doing? my intro was hella drama. yuck. in tagalog, maarte. hahhaahah. =D i cant think of a topic kasi.
rainy season is herre!! im happy. after months of hottness, here comes coldness. =D there is a good and bad advantage of rainy season. one is the cold atmosphere. weehheee. bad part? i dont want to go to school when its rainy. it makes me sick and lazy. i dont even listen to the lecture of my teachers. hahaha. =D imagine, aircon+rainy season=sleep. waaaahh. yup, i sleep in class. LOL. everyone at my class does. we even eat while the teacher is lecturing. were good at hiding food. what i love during rainy season? i get so much SLEEP. =D
im so tired already. in fact, IM SO STRESSED OUT. our president is pressuring us. =[ waaahh. but i chose this, so i have to do it. whether i like it or not. my sched is so hectic. but i love what im doing, its just, im tired right now. but tom, ill be okay. =D go out, meet with batchmates, malling, eat, brainstorm. gosh, the school year havent started yet and i feel so stressed out. what more if we have class already? waaahhhh. but im so glad that i got to blog pa. maybe when the school year starts, ill be on hiatus or worse ill say goodbye again to the blog world and promise to be back on sem-break/christmas/summer vacation. i always do that. kaya nga, people will always update my url every summer cause i have a new site. LOL. but this time, i promise to stick with this. =D i dont want to get hosted yet cause it would just piss off my host cause of not updating. LOL. at least at blogger, i can update whenever i want. anytime, anywhere. i wont have a hard time downloading ftp at someone's computer just to blog. LOL. nothing, im just reminscing. =D sometimes, its good to reminsce. haha.
anyway, this was passed to me by Hazel. if you see your name, just copy and paste this part and post it to your blog too. =D
Total volume of music files on my computer:
- 17 GB? hahaha.
The last CD I bought was:
- hed kandi [i bought it online, walang hed kandi sa tower eh.]
Song playing right now:
- technologic - daft punk [funny siya! sobra!!]
Five songs I listen to a lot lately, or that mean a lot to me:
- angel of mine by monica [all time favorite=D]
- ever after by bonnie bailey
- i need a girl part ii by p.diddy
- caught up by ja rule
- sunshine by lil flip
Five people to whom i'm passing the baton:
- pauleen
- phoebe
- cjoy
- shayne
- lianne
[my type of music: rnb, hiphop, rap, trance, house, chillout, and reggae]
gotta shoutout some peeps: I HOPE YOU GUYS ARE GONNA BE OKAY SO SOON. mwaaah! =D
lianne - GIRL. =D i really miss you and your blogs. sana maayos na yung computer mo SOON. =D take care okay? mwah! =D
russ - ate RUSS! =D smile. always drop by here okay? =D i love yah ate russ! =D
shayne - hoyy girl, remember what i said to my comment? you will be, one day. dont forget if you will ah? =D mwaaah! =D
wow!! 17 people laughed with me. thanxx so much guys.. =D mwaah! <3
apology for not blogging yesterday. i was lazy. i even told you that ill blog our monday meeting. well, eto na po. sorry again. =D
i woke up at around 12pm and dang, head ache. imagine yourself having 2 sleepless nights. i looked at the calendar and saw it was monday!! waahh! i remember we have a meeting and im SO LATE! waahh. so i got up right ahead and went to the bathroom to take a bath. then i didnt have time to chose a nice outfit so i just picked anything from the closet and then im off. grabee. i was really in a hurry. im late for 2 hours na. =[ while on my way, good thing theres less traffic. i arrived at school at around 1:45. i first went to the gym, i didnt see them. so i went to the covered court. i passed by the high school building and i saw victor and patrick. they told me that theyre in a classroom. i was wondering cause why would we have the meeting in the classroom? and the aircon is off pa. i thought that marlon asked permission from the office. when i went to the classroom, i was surprised. wahhh. am i in the right room? cause i saw our hs council and other batch council but i didnt see our council. but then i saw rubie and she let me in, and there i saw our council. hehe. they were seated at the back pala. =D
the council pala have this meeting with the hs council. in our school, we have the high school council and batch councils pa. grabee noh? =D pero okay den yun. =D so anyway, i dont have an idea of what theyre talking about so i just shut up. in the end, yun pala, the leadership training. hehehe. i dont know if im a part of it. i hope so. =D if the council will pick me to join with them. the training is worth php800. 2 days stay at rubie's resort with food, drinks, rooms, etc na un. =D cheap. rubie's so nice. 50% discount kasi cause they own the place. coolness. =D after the talk, we starting to get noisy. so as usual the hs council got mad and blah. so they told us that we can leave the room na since tapos na yung meeting. soo okay fine. just because were noisy already. okay. =D we left nalng. peace. =D
we went to the gym first, but then it was so hott. we decided to move to the covered courts. at least, its beside the field, air comes in. =D before moving, we ate at the gym canteen cause most of us didnt have lunch. after eating, we moved out. then marlon started asking about each committee. about their assignments and stuff. then he told us to make the actions and cheers already. iya didnt print the cheers i send to her cause she ran out of ink. so we just did the csa cheers and yells. blah blah blah. then we got bored. so we took pictures. hahaha. dianne, iya, mika and i pose for the cam like paris hilton pose. hhaha. =D so funny. then we had group pictures. then raf, abra and ty came. abra gave his design for the batch shirt. it was cool. =D when i saw raf, i ran to him and hugged him so tight cause dude i miss him so much! =D then we talked about our lives, summer, etc. =D he even teased me.
raf: "wow carme, ang dami mo namang singsing sa paa. pahingi naman."
carme: "kaw talga raf. d toe ring tawag dyan."
raf: "astig nga eh, pahingi."
LOL. raf has a big sense of humor. =D hehe. i really miss that dude. =D 
anyway, after bonding moments. we went to g4. jo and i are going with raf, abra and ty cause abra has a car and i dont like to walk. sama ko noh? we all left the court at the same time. on our way to the van, i had this bonding/chat moment with tats. we talked about guys and our lives. =D it was a nice talk. i really missed tats. she's my f4 buddy. hehehe. i miss hanging out with her. im so glad that we talked. =D
while on our way to g4. i was making fun of ty. hehee. =D i kept on teasing him with his love. i read his love's messages to him out loud. he didnt get pissed off. =D cool dude!! hahahaa. =D in g4, i saw dani and celina. waah. finally got to see some 2E peeps after a very long time. =D i miss my 2E na =[ huhu. then jo and i went to mcdonalds. cause i promise to treat her caramel sundae. hehe. so we ate and blah. then we roamed around g4. and saw that star wars and made fun of it. so we took pictures while the whole crowd was looking at us. hahaha. =D funny. but real fun. =D then we just roamed around g4 and talked about anything under the sun. i mean, our conversation was one of the best. =D really. open up things, talk about school, etc. =D 
we got tired of walking and we decided to sit and talk at food choices. after an hour and so of talking and blah. we took pictures again. =D hehehe. sobrang lakas ng trip namin. ice monster, agawan sa coffee and blah. hehehe. =D tapos may guy na tingin ng tingin sa min so what i did was i took a pic of him. hahhaah. =D he's a bit feeler too. pero he looks more like of a stalker. i dont know maybe he's attracted to jo or to me! =D LOL. but he's a bit cute right? LOL. around 7pm, we went home. I WAS SO HAPPY. =D
more pics on http://carme.fotopic.net. please check it out.
question:
*i really love your backround and i was wondering if you could help me make one-yours is soooo cute omg i love it! cya gurl!:
- sure, i can help you dear!! =D just let me know! =D
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i missed blogging. =D my weekend was a blast. =D had so so much fun. i had 2 sleepless nights. =D
saturday afternoon, we check-in. mannnnn. the room was awesome!!!!! =D it was cool. good interior. everything nice. =D so there, we just hang-out and waited for our relatives to come. i took a nap. my cousins woke me up when i arrived. so there. bonding moments. then we ate dinner. GAWD, the food was awesome!! =D and of course, i didnt forget to try their desserts. =D the choco-fountain was the best!! =D wwaahhh. very very yummy. waahhh. i ate too much. its fattening! waaahh! =D the choco-fountain was dark chocolate. i love it so so much. but i think shangrila's circles is still the best and peninsula's =D their the master of chocolates.. =D waahhh. =D after dinner, we just hang-out at the room. our parents was out, they went somewhere. we dont like to be bummers so we decided to go out. gimmick. we didnt go to gb3 to watch star wars cause most of us are not fans so gimmick nalang db? FUN pa. =D we asked permission from our parents, and of course it was a YES. =D we asked for money, fixed ourselves and then were off to off the grill in quezon city. =D
my cousin suggested off the grill since her friend has a gig there. who knows, we can get free drinks and food pa. =D hehehe. our budget was php500 each. okay na yun. at least we have money from parents. we arrived at off the grill at around 10. the band just finished their 1st set.. awww too bad, we didnt get to watch it.. so anyway, my cuz left us to look for her friend, but they're still eating, so she just waited for him to come to the table. then he came, grabehh. he's hella cute. imagine, he's one of the lead vocals of the band. wahhh. =D but then i knew his age, he's too old for me. sayang and yet, he has a crush on my cuz pa. =[ his name is borj. wahhh. minsan na nga lang makahanap ng guy tapos matanda na at may gusto pa sa cousin mo. o, db? =D so anyway, my cuz introduced us and blah. so talk talk talk and then borj left us cause they're going to play na. 2nd set. =D 
exciting. so we ordered food and drinks. as usual, i ordered vodka ice and vodka cruiser's rasberry and bluberry. waah. =D sympre, its a bit early pa to order heavy drinks. then we ordered nachos. =D their nachos is good. =D love it. =D then we just listened to their sounds. and it was hella nice. =D after the 2nd set, borj came to our table again and he interviewed me. hahaa. =D he started asking questions about my school, year and course and etc. i said, im only 16, 3rd year high school. and he was like. WHAT? your only 16? waah. i was shocked. you looked like 18 or even older, plus u drink vodka ice. i was like, what? do i look that old? hhahaa. =D 
there's nothing wrong in drinking vodka ice right? it tastes like 7up and its not that alcoholic. =D minutes before their final set, he left. then they started singing again, mann. the party is starting. we ordered tequila and baileys shots first and then we started dancing. people are on the stage na nga eh. hehee. so might as well join them.. hahaa. waahh, its so hot.. dancing on stage, with the lights and everything. waahh. =D then the band has their own version of drop it like its hot by snoop dogg, sobrang kulit kasi it was tagalog version. funny. ganito. drop it like its hot. "laglag mo nang mainit" " laglag mo nang mainit" borj was so kulet. he was the one who made it. =D it ended at around 3 am then we just stayed there and rest for a while. at around 4, we went home. HAPPY. so much. =D sympre, we didnt forget to take pictures. hahaa. =D konti nga lang.
by the way the band's name is joint. they have 2 lead singers. borj and pao, a tomboy. =D but the tomboy was hella good, she can sing high notes. she can sing mariah, alicia keys, etc. waahh. plus whats unique in this band is that they dont sing OPM songs. why? cause they want to respect opm singers. kaya un. they just sing international songs. =D
today, we had a meeting. =D im gonna blog more about it tom. im having a hectic sched these days. which is good. i really want to keep myself busy for me to forget, for a while, my problem about u know who.. =D
question:
*tankini or bikini?:
- definitely tankini. i love tankinis kasi. and i cant wear a bikini too cause im fat. uh, not literally fat, but chubby. hehehe. =D hanggang tankini lang kaya ko eh. =D
check out this week's precious spot of the week. it's Pauleen. hehehe. check out her site.. =D
wow, 16 people laughed with me! =D hahahah. =D thanks so much guys.. =D <3
shoutout to Lianne.. i MISS you too dear!! =D i miss sharing with you all my rants about my life. get back here soon okay? =D take care dear!! =D mwaah! =D <3<3<3
i dont know what to blog today. nothing much happened. but im HAPPY today. i dont know why. waaaahh? =D
tomorrow, im so excited. =D were going hotel sleepover!! =D waaaahh. =D remember my blog about the prom preparations? hehe. i told my mom about the new hyatt hotel and casino. she knew about it. i asked her if we can check-in the weekend. she said that i'll know the answer by thursday. YAY, it was a yes. she invited some relatives to join us. waaah! =D sleepover marathon again. =D im so excited cause its my first time to sleep there. i've seen the rooms thru pictures. they have good interior. plus its a five star hotel. =D i also heard that desserts there are the best. famous one is the choco-fountain. waaaaahh! =D i super duper over love <3<3<3 choco-fountain. i remember the choco-fountain served in shangri-la makati's circles. YUMMY. very very much! =D weee. HAVE to try their desserts. =D waahh. i really cant wait. =D
btw, ardi, my kabarkada, updated our barkada profile.. hehehe. check it out. its so funny. and PLEASE ADD US!! =D we only have 57 friends? right? waahhh. =D
and also check out our blog! =D hehehee. wala lang.. feel lang. =D http://stagbarkada.blogs.friendster.com
i'll try to blog on sunday and tell you guys about the overnight. =D heheehe. =D or on monday night, im gonna be busy this weekend. =D my cousins and i are also planning on bar-hopping. waah. gimmick night again. plus bonding time with them as well. if not, were going to watch star wars. even though, im not a big fan of it. im gonna watch it. im really not into star wars. hehehe. kaya i cant relate to some blog. waahhhh. =D
p.s. please pray for my tita who is in the hospital right now. she's having her operation tom. =[ thanxx. =D
i hate cbox right now. the tagboard isnt working now right? and everyone's using it. waah.. cant tag on people's blog!! grrr. grr. grr. grr. hehehe. sorry for those l/e, i cant put your link right now cause cbox is down. but once its okay, ill put ur link, PROMISE! =D
WOW!! =D 21 people laughed with me!! =D THANKS THANKS SO MUCH!! =D
a big big shoutout for one of my bestfriends, EMILLE KAREN SIOSON. =D aww. i just wish we could celebrate her birthday. =[ she's gonna celebrate it with her family somewhere in batangas or laguna. thank you mika for everything. you deserve this big pluggage! =D you have been there for me through the years.. =D she's always there for me, she's my crying shoulder. she can take all my rants about my problems. a very very good listener. and SO SMART pa. =D hehehehe. =D i love you my bestfriend. mwaah! =D
waah! =D new layout.. just feel like making a new one.. for a change. for some kasi nakakasilaw daw ung pink. and for some they like pink.. so anyway, i know its SO ORANGE. doesnt have a featuring artist too. just plain layout. =D the best part of this layout are these words:
"you came into my life send from above
when i lost all hope, you showed me love
im checkin' for ya, boy you're right on time
angel of mine
i look at you, looking at me
now i know why they say
the BEST THINGS are free" -- this is our song. =D yup, angel of mine by monica. why? cause we call each other, "angel" =D those bold words are his lines for me. sweet noh? =D he's not showing but you can feel it. =D i love him sooo much.. =D
"just want to tell you that you've changed my life in ways that you've never thinked of." -- this is the last line of his letter to me. =D SWEET?? =D hahaha. i never thought he would said that. =D grabee.. kileg ako dyan. =D
"i will never forget them. it has been a part of my heart. actually, YOU have been a part of my life!" -- waaahahhh! =D i really cried into tears when i read this.. =D a part of his most meaningful letter to me. in that letter, he opened up already. =D
about my lovelife, i decided NOT TO LET GO. tanga na kung tanga. martyr na kung martyr. =D i know, pero i really cant let go right now. i will ONLY let go if i hear these words from him. "carme, lets be friends." or "carme, yoko na". db? i know also that someday maybe i will give up too. pero d ngayon eh, wan ko ba.. mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal ko talaga siya. =[ i would like to thank a few friends who has been there for me during those days of sadness/depression/hurt. =D
** my offline friends **
Mika, Ardi, Dwight, Marlon, Paolo, Jo, Jme, Shari, Sarah, Rams, Inna, Kat Marquez
** my online friends **
Cjoy Gretch Russ Yamyam Louie Katherine Lianne Leanne Chynna Cheenee Kxia Ariane Chel Bianca
sobrang THANK YOU SA INYONG LAHAT! =D lalo na sa mga offline friends ko, sa mga nakachat ko about it. sorry, kng d ko kayo nalagay. just tell me. =D love all of you.. =D
question:
*AngelBjei: hi miss carme... san ka po nagaaral kasi parang may kamukha ka..:
- haha. talaga? sino? i study at colegio san agustin, makati. =D
wow, 18 people laughed with me. =D thanxx guys! <3
after days of depression, hurt, and blah. i got tired. i said to myself, stop acting like this. dont think of it. do things that will make you busy. and i did. =D
yesterday, we have a meeting again regarding the cheering and etc. but i wasnt able to go cause no one told me about it. =[ anyways, today, we had another meeting. but it was an adventurous meeting. =D we canvass hotels for our prom. =D actually, i was late. i met up with them at new world hotel, which is across greenbelt 3. they went to several hotels in makati already. like shangri-la [this is our top choice], dusit, intercontinental, mandarin, and the nbc tent in fort. they also had their lunch first. so there, we went to hotels along roxas blvd. first stop was the westin philippine plaza, actually this place is only an option for us, cause we dont want to have our prom there. most schools end up having there prom there cause hotels cant accomodate that much people, they can only accomodate 500. since our batch is big, estimated 500 plus outsiders. so most likely, 700 people. hayyy. so anyway, westin's ballroom really is huge and big.
after westin, we went to coconut palace. actually, this is what the council proposed to our batch. and gawd, the place is so cheap. im telling you. hehehe. =D and we think its really cool for us to have our prom there. =D after coconut, we went to manila hotel. this is our 2nd choice. they have lotsa ballrooms which can accomodate up to 2000 people. hello? the stars/politician/etc always have their parties/debutes in that hotel. so anyway, we chose the centennial hall which can accomodate 1200, okay na yun noh. the place is so huge plus it has a stage. then the guide told us that we could also have our prom at the manila floating hotel.[ship] so of course all of us was like, waahh, lets check it out, its sounds so cool cause were gonna have prom on a ship. but then we didnt like it cause the ceiling was too low. a 6ft guy cant fit in. hehehee. =D i remember ardi, his height is 6"1 ft. hahaha. =D
after manila hotel, we went to our last stop. the hyatt hotel and casino. its a new hotel along malate. gawd.. it was the BEST so far. hahaha. =D we werent able to see the grand ballroom cause its still under construction but then its gonna be available on december/january. right in time for our prom on feb.4. so anyway, we just toured the place and man, it was the best. they got the best lights, best sounds, best food, and the best interior. =D the whole event is even gonna be advertise on the lobby using a plasma tv.. waahh. so digital and hi-tech! hahaah. =D
after a whole day of canvassing. we all went home. happy. yes, take note, i was happy. at least, i was busy for a day. and tom too. =D were going to meet up again cause we have to decide on what hotel. =D waahh. too early? we have to. junior year is a hectic and busy year. =D
our top choices:
1: hyatt hotel and casino
2: shangri-la makati
3: manila hotel
4: coconut palace
goodluck to us!! =D hehehee. sorry guys if i dont have pixx. im so stupid of not charging the battery of my camera.. sayang.. para ull help us judge whats the best. =D
ALL THOSE WHO CARED, LISTENED, AND WORRIED. THANK YOU. THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH. THANK YOU FOR BEING AT MY SIDE. THANK YOU FOR CHECKING UP ON ME. THANK YOU FOR LISTENING. THANK YOU SO SO SO MUCH. =D
im gonna blog more about my lovelife some day. =D
wow!!!! =D 20 people laughed with me. thanxxx guysss! =D
"wala na ko pake sa kanya" .. this happened before the party, the guys was teasing him to me and thats what he said. after hearing this from a friend yesterday, i cried again.
after 3 and a half years, im still in love with you. we both know that we have this mutual feeling. pero bakit ganun? why dont we work things out for us? para naman pareho tayong d nasasaktan. =[ im so fcuked up right now, depressed to be exact. after that party, i burst into tears. i cant understand him. bakit hindi nanaman kami nagusap or something? we just exchanged hi and hellos and thats it? gawd. during the whole party all we did was to make eye contacts and bump into each others shoulder. im so tired of these. we do these everytime there is a party or something. we looked like enemies. after months of not crying over that guy, my heart finally gave up and made me cry.
may 13, 2005 .. that whole day i was crying. i cant explain the pain that im feeling. im so heartbroken. and yet, i still cant let go of him. cause i know that we still have this feelings for each other. you can feel it naman if its thru right? why would he still do those eye contacts and bumping shoulders with me if he doesnt have right? he can have the guts already to talk with me pa kasi hes over with me. pero why? why cant he do those things? my friends says that he still has feelings but he's afraid. afraid? afraid of what? i think he's not afraid you know. he kept on doing those things because of his PRIDE AND REPUTATION. fcuk those!! my friends agree with me too, he doesnt talk with me, said bad things about us because he doesnt want to ruin his reputation to the public. plus this pride that he has!! =[ grabee.. and he always has these lame reasons if you ask him serious questions about love. like for example, why dont you court her? because ateneo is far away from csa. yeah, i understand, he's afraid of long distance relationships. but hello? why cant use that as his reason. ateneo? far from csa? eh he's always at csa nga eh. every friday pa nga. tapos during the weekends were always together. his visits to csa stopped when i was in 2nd year. but he does visit csa if theres an occasion or something. =[
i have this quote for him: "love is stronger than pride. so when you love someone, tell them to never let it go,it's better to lose your pride to someone you love than to lose your love because of your pride."
i wish he could read this. im trying to keep myself busy again. cause i dont wanna think of all the heartaches/problems. i'll get over this soon. i promise myself. but i dont know when. as i browse thru my files. i saw this file named, "letting go". i wonder how i got this file. so i viewed it and saw this story. i dont know how i got this. maybe, i got this from someone's blog. i really dont remember. if you own this, please let me know. btw, the reason why i got your post is that im so touched with it. i hope that someday i could let go of a person. so please dont get mad. =D i appreciate if you understand. =D i love this story. read it.
Of Letting Go and Being Happy
Just recently, I had to decide whether to give up something that is so precious to me. Ok. So its not something but someone. I do love him and I am happy with him but I cant be selfish. After all, his happiness is more important to me than mine. How can I be truly happy knowing that someone out there is having a hard time with the situation we are in right now?
So what did I do? I had to make the ultimate sacrifice. Forget my happiness and give him his. I set him free. Was it the right thing? I guess so. I hope so. See, it doesnt mean that when you let someone go you dont love him. Au contraire, it is actually the greatest act of love. Setting someone free to find what would give him the happiness you know you cant provide.
What about me? Will I be happy with my decision? Maybe not now but someday I will be especially when I see him make something good out of it. When I see that he has finally found the true happiness he is searching for. Even if it does mean that well never be together again.
I have to say goodbye to him even if it means getting hurt. I dont have to forget him or lose my love for him. He will always be in my heart till the pages in the book of my life run out. He will always be in my heart for the rest of my life.
There is something I have learned from all of this drama. When you let go of someone, you truly have to let go. Dont keep on holding on or else youll get dragged. That is more painful.
I dont have to worry about anything because, after all, if we really are for each other then we would end up together no matter what the odds are. If not, then Ill be thankful for the memories we had together. Maybe, someone out there is the right one for me and there would also be someone out there would be the right one for him, too.
We both have to move on and learn from what we had together. We can always look back and smile knowing that even for just a while we made each others life colorful. Who knows where well go to after this but Im grateful to him for making me grow up.
This isnt the end. Its just the beginning of a new chapter in my life, in both our lives. For myself, I think I can still be happy someday. Happiness doesnt have to depend on someone. I can make my own happiness. Its just that it isnt there right now. Maybe tomorrow I will be, or the day after tomorrow or the day after that. God knows when. God knows how.
many of you are asking what happened to the mayonnaise band. here's the reason, they were not available that day. =[ too bad.. =[ sayang. but the comedians was fun naman eh. =D im currently making a new layout for the site.. =D check it out. im gonna post it soon. =D check out this week's precious spot of the week. =D it's Lianne. she's a very very close online friend. =D love her. =D <3<3<3
a shoutout for Rap. thanxx so much for making me your spotlight of the week. =D
question to answer:
*this is andrea! carme, sino idol mo?? haha! tc! :):
- idol ko? marami eh. heheheh. it depends on what category. specific. =D takecare! =D
wow! 17 people laughed with me. thanxx guys!! =D <3
yesterday's party was a blast!! =D i had so so much fun. it was dwight's party held at his house. but before going to his house, me and the girls met up at g4. so mika, jme and i met at mcdonald's. mika was first then me. while waiting for jme, mika and i ate french fries cause were a bit hungry and then we took some pics. =D then jme came and were off to g4. there we met up with jo, kat, nica, pauline , and pau. good thing jo bought the card. that was our simple gift for dwight since he has everything already. =D we wrote our greetings and wishes on the card. but then kat and pauline went to kat's place to take a bath. 
so me, jo, jme, and mika was left. we were waiting for gretz and were off to dwight's place. while waiting, me and mika did the seating arrangement for the cheering. early? hehehe. dont worry, we just put circles. no names yet. hehehe. after a few minutes, gretz came!!! =D we hugged so tight and kissed. we even cried cause we really missed each other's company. its been a year since we went out. =[ we both had a good time chatting about our bummer lives. =D at around 4 pm, we rode a taxi to dwight's place. =D on our way, we were laughing and laughing ang laughing. =D hehheeh. we talked about school, dasma, and of course, dwight's party. what is it like and blah. =D
waaaahh! =D after getting off the taxi, we saw another fire thingy and find it so cute. so we took pictures of it. i was the photographer. heheheh. =D then we went inside dwight's house. people are there already, mostly boys. fews girls. so we looked for dwight and said "happy birthday" =D and of course, the official photographer of dwight was there. and again, picture picture!! haahahaha! =D then ardi, kiko, and the rest of the guys came to say hey. then we went to our table in the garden. =D most of us didnt eat lunch cause we all know that in dwight's place, there's a lot of food. so we looked for food. this is what we found. =D ice monster, dippin' dots and hen lin!!! =D oohh myy, the food was great!! i ate ice monster's strawberry, and dippin' dots' chocolate and mixx ice cream!! =D yummmmmyy!! then the rest of the girls came. it was shari, then toni, then rams and angela then kat and pauline and pau, and the list goes on.=D of course.. picture picture again! =D 
another bonding moment.. then after jme finished writing happy birthday on the card. all the girls went to dwight and sang happy birthday. jme and i gave the card. =D hehehe. it was the girls gift for him. a simple but meaningful gift. even though its just a card. then another kodakan moments. after that, we just bonded and blah. picture2 and everything. i asked them if mayonnaise was really gonna be there but they're not available for that day so what we have is the comedians. waahh! =D were so excited cause for sure its laugh trip. wahh. cant wait. =D i talked with a lot of peeps that i missed so much. ardi, rjay, shamon, abra, gretz, and the list goes on. the conversations was fun. =D so we let hours pass by till it was dinner. while having our dinner, the comedians came!! =D waahh, so all of us was like. waaahh! excited nako!! =D laugh trip toh chong. after everybody had their dinner, the comedy show started. =D
were the comedians? it was eric, tuko and anton diva. =D waaahh! =D all of them are comedians from laughline, comedy bar somewhere in q.c. =D of course, it really was laugh trip!! =D first it was eric, grabeeeehh!! sobrang laugh trip talaga!! =D waaaahh!! =D i really cant forget all the stuff that he did/said. first he sang a song for us. then he told us that in each table there will be a representative to sing a song. =D geee.. scary. then he started teasing the guys. kawawa nga ung mga guys eh. pero of course, were trying to have fun there so walang pikon. =D ardi told eric the guys that he will tease/make fun. and i was one of them. it wasnt really me. but the guy i've been telling you about. he even went to me and said, "kaw ah, boyfriend mo pala ung _______ " i said, "hindi po totoo un, gago kasi tong si ardi eh!" but really its not true. =D so un.. eric was teasing "him" and of course he asked the crowd, "san nga pala girlfriend nito?" all of them was pointing at me!! "ito po oh." HAHAHAHHAHA! =D laugh trip chong!! but it was okay. =D then after teasing and funny moments.
the next comedian came, it was anton diva. the gay who can sing like regine velasquez!!! =D grabbeee.. nung kumanta na siya!! waaaaahh! =D you wouldnt believe it was him. you'll have second thoughts. pero grabeehh. ang galing galing niya!! =D i requested marlon's song, falling by regine. and she sang it for us. it was so cool. =D even though he was sick, he still has to be there and perform. =D nice one.. he sang few songs. all of it was really nice. singer talaga and has the voice of regine velasquez. =D then of course, the favorite of all, the last comedian, tuko!! =D he's like a robot. you can control him using the cellphone of eric.. hahhaha. =D his performance was the best!! really. =D hehehe. everybody was really laughing and everything. and man, he's really scary. hehehee. =D 
then eric sang again and also tuko. =D then the show came to an end. =[ too bad. but it was HILARIOUS!! =D so so so fun. =D
after the comedy show, we just went to the music room, wahhh. aircon dude! =D sarap! =D then we just bonded with the gang and everything. and i even talked with my two favorite teachers. sir evardone and sir jorda. =D it was fun. the party was hella fun. got to bond with a lot of peeps. =D mika, jme, and i was there up to 12:30 am i think, then the driver drove us home. =D i got home at around 1:30 am! =D and i didnt sleep yet, i uploaded the pics, did something. slept at around 4am! =D waaaaahh! =D
about my lovelife? what happened between me and him? SECRET. gotta blog it someday. there were happy and sad moments as well =[ i dont know. ill blog it someday. hehee. =D thanxx for dropping by guys! =D
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wow, 16 laughed with me! =D thanxx guys! =D
today is the birthday of one of my ka-barkada. =D dwight vincent yao! =D happy birthday to you man!! =D he's only 16 yet he is legal already. how? because he's chinese. they have this tradition, 16 is their debut. =D and he's gonna celebrate it tom! =D hehehehe! =D the party is at his place. i cant wait for the performance of the comedians and the band mayonnaise he rented for a day. =D cool noh? rich kid kasi! =D dont worry, ill post pics! =D
today.. hmm. i asked my mom if we could go shopping. cause im bored and all. since she's in a good mood. YES was her answer!! =D waaahh! =D another shopping galore. i got at g4 around 4:30, so i just roamed around since mom will be there at 5. i look for stuff to buy and blah. =D then i saw diane and iya. i said sorry cause i wasnt allowed to go to the meeting. and they said it was okay since nothing happened. waahh. a relief. =D then they told me that ardi is in nike park. and were talking right beside nike park. then i looked for ardi, and said hey. of course, i knew he was with dwight. so i asked him to call for him. i said happy birthday of course! =D hehe. and then i saw someone. its ... * drum rolls * its him!! the guy i've been telling you about. =D hehehe. of course, i was shocked. i thought that dwight was with ardi only. but then i realized the whole gang was there!! waaahhh! =D i almost freaked out. so what i did, after saying hi's and hello's, i said goodbye! waahhh! STUPIDITY came out again!! grr.. after i left. i regret what i did. i shouldnt have said goodbye right away. just because i saw him??! waaahh! =[ not really, its because the gang was yelling, "kiss, kiss". waaaaahh!! no way! so i left right away!! grrr. too sadd.. but its okay, cause i have to meet up with my mom. so shopping again.. i bought stuff from human, bayo, and bench. =D ohh, my mom was so nice too me today. and she bought me a new toe ring!! waahh! =D i love it! =D very very much!! =D im collecting toe rings right now. =D so cute! =D eheehe. after shopping, my mom ate at food choices. and then went home.
its so nice that it rained today. after days of heat!! =D i think its because of the temperature. it was 42 degrees something right? ohh i didnt feel anything. duh?? i was at the mall. hehe. but seriously, maybe im just used with the climate. =D oh yeah, on our way home. theres a mega traffic!! and i hate traffic. so boring. =[
question:
* hi, i was just wondering if you know any abercrombie stores in the Philippines? thanks, Cleo:
- cleo. there are no abercrombie stores in here. we go online shopping and send it to my aunts and send it here. =D hehehe. =D
wow!! 10 loves me!! thanxx guys! =D <3
boredom alert. of course, after having so much fun this past days. here i am, back to my boring days. hayyy.. i did my everyday routine. get up, bathe, eat, drink, exercise, iPod, surf. blah blah blah. yesterday, i wasnt able to watch meteor garden cause of our meeting. too bad. =[ but its alright cause i watched it a while ago. =D btw, yesterday while having our meeting at the gym, it was 5 pm then someone screamed, "waaaahhh, meteor garden na!! meteor garden na!!" and all of us was like, "oo nga noh? meteor garden na!! =[ huhuhu, d tayo makakanood. =[ " there i realized that meteor garden really has this big impact to the audience. cause for some, they dont like it. i never thought that most of csa students like it, cause some of us said that its jologs or something. i was one of them before i was a fan. but when i started liking ken zhu/f4. i also liked meteor garden. =D we were so happy that someone screamed that. hehehe. we were laughing at it too. =D
i know that alot of you guys read my blog about my special someone. the conversation and everything. thanxx for all the advice and comment. i know its funny and STUPID. I AM STUPID. hello? that was my chance of talking with him yet i didnt grab it. but then i realized that it was not the first time, its was the 193943243time for me being stupid. i dont why i act this way when it comes to love. am i stupid or im just so in love? im in love for 3 and a half years now. the person knows that i have this special feelings for him. i also know that its mutual. a lot of people said it. and i can feel it too. pero bakit ganun? i even had this dream about us. it was him being so rude and all to me when everybody's there meaning, no hi/hello. no conversation. no talks. but if its just us, he's so nice, sweet and even a gentleman. while me, being so mushy and all when were together and even when everybody's there. in that dream, he said to my friend that he feels like giving up already. cause he cant take all the things thats happening between us. like if everybodys there, no pansin moments. but my friend said that he should not let go, cause carme loves you so much. then "he" didnt reply. the friend came to me and told me everything that "he" said. of course, i screamed, cried and got angry. then i went to him and told him this.
ME: hindi mo ba lam? matagal na!!! sobrang mahal na mahal kita. lam kong lam mo un. kala ko okay na tayo. pero anong nangyari? =[
HIM: d ko na kasi kaya eh.
ME: ang alin?
HIM: tayo. pag maraming tao. d tayo nagpapansinan.
ME: eh kaw naman yung may kasalanan eh. d moko kinakausap. d ka man lamang mag-hi sa akin. bakit ganun tayo? parang patago tayo? d kaba proud sakin?
HIM: sympre proud ako. pero wan ko, kasi sa tuwing maghi ako/kakausapin na kita. ang sungit sungit mo. d mo ren ako pinapansin. so feel ko galit ka or something.
in short, we fixed the problem and we both said our feelings for each other. we became a couple. after 3 years and a half so being bestfriends/mutual friends. but all of this are only DREAMS. it only happened in my dream.
but i felt that our conversation was real. i felt that it was live. cause every word i said is so true. everytime we have gatherings, malling, etc. we dont talk, like a very very long conversation like what we do if its just the two of us. i realized that his reason of not talking to me that much is also true. cause im masungit nga if theres a lot of people. eh kasi naman, nakakainis siya. bakit hindi niya ko pansinin db? =[ we are both right and wrong. he has a point but i also have a point. its a misunderstanding that we have. =[ i really felt bad about that dream. but i think that dream has a message. i got the message. and im gonna change that attitude. i promise. =D
since im gonna see him this thursday cause our friend has a party. wish me luck. and i wish that this time, things will work out for us. =D i can still feel there something. =D i can still feel that his feelings are there. =D haayyyyy. =D im so excited for my friends party cause he's gonna have mayonnaise and some comedians at his house. grabee!! rich kid kasi. =D dont worry, ill post pics!! =D waaahhhhh!! =D
got a question to answer:
*hey! love ur site! help naman..i do have photoshop..but i have NO IDEA what to do with it..and paano iset-up ung question box na 'to!?...thankx! --mhai:
- hey mahi! =D go for tutorials sa net. =D go to www.tutorialized.com then click on the photoshop thingy. :) take care! :)
wow, 16 loves me!! thanxx guys!! =D <3
ohhhhh i really had a great day today!! =D so so so much fun!! =D hahaha! =D at last, for how many weeks, i saw my friends!! =D hehehehe. babaw!!! i miss them so much!! =[ 
i first went to alabang for some stuff. my mom asked me to drop by at some office. so i did, then i fetch mika at her place. then we're off to csa. btw, csa stands for colegio san agustin, in makati, thats my alma mater! hahaah! =D we were the first ones to get there, so waited for like 15 minutes before jo came and then marlon. it was the first time that marlon was early!! =D hahhaaha! =D were so happy for that. hehehee. =D while waiting for some, we decided to talk about ourselves and took some pixx! hahahaha! =Dthen others came, so we exactly started at 2:45 pm. =D btw, it wasss sooo HOTTTT! =[ 
i has this meeting with our batch council. about the upcoming events/activities for the school year. it was held in our gym canteen. it wass soo hottt!! =[ grrrr. so we talked about the annual cheering [ohh. we have a theme already!! =D so happy], our PROM [hahahaha], and other proposed activities. =D we scheduled the days were gonna canvas hotels! =D hehehe. and that's next week, may 16 and 18. ohh, i cant wait, im so glad to be a part of it. =D hehehe. then we also scheduled the meeting days, practice days for the cheering and the audition days as well. im so excited about it. being the cheer squad leader. hehehe. im excited to make cheers/actions! =D then we also planned some activities that we want to do for the school year, like an additional field trip. hehehe. few years ago, a batch was allowed to have 2 field trips so jo suggested that we should have one too. since we love going to field trips and its exclusive! hahahaa! =D we did some brainstroming on the places to go but we decided to focus more on the cheering theme and everything. grabeeehh. it's a bit hard cause you know, we really have to beat the seniors, i know its hard, but with all the hardwork and unity from the batch, we know we can do it. our fighting spirit is high! =D and im so proud to have a batch like that! =D too bad, im goonna be a bit busy =[ grr.. specially this may cause of those meetings and everything. 
half of our meeting, we had it at the high school building. cause we have to finish the bulletin board. yeaaah! =D we're the first ones to put the bulletin board! hahaaha! =D we should have an early bird award for that. hahahaha! =D then we just bonded here, had sound tripz, picture2 and of course, we still had brainstroming on the places/venues for our prom, addtional field trip and etc. =D
after the meeting, shai, jo, mika, and i went to glorietta 4. at first we liked to walk but since its so hootttt, we decided to ride on a taxi. while waiting for one to return, we passed by this fire thingy, i dont know what it is called. hehehee. and it's so cute! so we took pictures. but since no ones gonna took it, i just sacrifice myself. heehehee! =D but its alright. hehehe! =D then the taxi came back and went to g4.
at g4, mika was the first one to left. since we're all hungry, so hungry. i didnt eat lunch pa! =[ we ate at mcdonalds! =D hehehee! i ordered my faves, quarter pounder meal and caramel sundae! yummy! =D heheheheh! =D after eating, nagchismisan pa kami! hahaha. then i was hyper and pinagtripan ko ung mcdo! hahaha! =D we took pictures with ronald mcdonald! haahahahaha! =D sooo funnny. it was hellla funn! =D then we just roam around. we were trying to look for a gift for our friend, dwight yao, whose gonna have his birthday on wed, and the celebration on thursday. since he has everything. we thought of giving him a card. =D simple but meaningful! =D 
so we tried to go to national and look for one. the big one, but it seems that they dont have it anymore. too bad. =[ so someone's gonna look for one. while we were at national, i asked ardison to call me, cause i miss him na eh. since he's in tagaytay with yao!! =[ soo unfair, he didnt mind inviting us to his new house there. hehehehe! =D so yeah, we talked for like 9 minutes! haha! =D he's so nice, he wasted his credits just to talk with me! hahaah! =D i miss my daddy ardi!! =D i'll see him on thursday, i cant wait. and btw, my special someone is there too. hehehe. =D gawd, ardi and lou kept on teasing me!!!! grrrr. lagot sila sa akin sa thursday! grabeh, i was on public and i was yelling at them. kulit kasi. nakakahiya tuloy. hehehe. =[ am i shy ba? hahaha. =D i know, makapal ako. hehehee. =D after talking with ardi, we did some window shopping again. we saw m&m in mascot! hahaha. scary and funny too. sayang walang pic eh. hehehe! =D then i went home na! =D hehehee! =D
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ohhh i really had a great day guys. hehehe. this thursday's is my friend's birthday, and im sure it will be hella fun!! =D cant wait!! =D ill post stories and pics! =D wait for it guys!! =D
wow, 14 loves me!! thanxx guys!! =D <3
ohh. today is mother's day. did you greet your mothers a happy mother's day? how about your aunt? your friends' mom? or your neighbor's mom? just a simple greeting will make them happy. at least, you thought of them. =D i know that today is a very special day for all mothers. but when was the last time you said "i love you" to your mom? me? i cant even remember. im not really cheesy and mushy with my parents. i just show them my love by kissing them and bonding with them. i know for some that saying "i love you" to your parents/special someone/who ever that person is a must. like what they say, mas maganda ung nasasabi kaysa sa puro gawa. gets? for me, saying "i love you" to someone is a very very big deal. when i say it, it means, i really mean it. cause i never used to say "i love you" to anyone. not even my parents. im really not fond of telling it. yeah, i say love you, love yah. blah. but those words, i love you _____. kaya nga pagdating sa love, ang tanga2 ko kasi i cant even say to that person that i love him this much. its hard for me to say it. i dont know. maybe because im afraid of not being loved with that person. =[ it hurts me more. =[ for me, "i love you" is not just a 3 simple words. it's very meaningful, a very big deal, and be lucky if i told you i love you cause i mean it. i rarely say it! =D
speaking of all this love love love things. im so so S-T-U-P-I-D!!! last night, my special someone called. itago natin sa name na "ANGEL". here's the conversation.
*ring ring* actually, he was on call waiting. so i said to mika, my bestfriend, hey wait ah, i have an incoming call from the other line.
CARME: hello?
ANGEL: hello?
CARME: hello?
ANGEL: hello?
CARME: hello?
ANGEL: hello?
CARME: hello?
ANGEL: hello?
CARME: hello?
ANGEL: hello?
CARME: hello?
ANGEL: hello? [we exchanged hello's for like 10 times]
CARME: sino toh?
ANGEL: ... says his name...
CARME: ohh ANGEL. bakit ka tumawag? hold on okay? im talking with someone on the other line.
CARME: MIKAAA!! =D [happy voice] si ANGEL nasa kabilang line!!!
MIKA: ahh ganun ba? o sige, baba ko na toh.
CARME: wag mika wag!! =D
MIKA: huh? bakit?
CARME: sige na please?? =D
MIKA: okay.
CARME: sige, dyan ka lang ah! =D
CARME: hey. sorry, that was mika. =D hehee. bakit ka tumawag?
ANGEL: ahhh uhmm. ano ung number ni ardi?
CARME: sa cell? =D
ANGEL: yeah.
CARME: san sa sun? =D
ANGEL: yup.
CARME: ahh wait lang huh?
CARME: MIKAA! =D anong number ni ardi sa sun? bilis!! hahaha! =D sorry ah, he's asking for it. pero ung cell ko nasa room ko! =[
MIKA: ah sige, wait lang. then dictates the number...
CARME: thanxx tlaga mika ah. wait, dyan ka lang. =D
MIKA: sige carme, baba ko na toh. magusap na kasi kayo.
CARME: wag mika, please?
MIKA: okay sige.
CARME: thanx ulit! =D
CARME: uhm. eto. dictates the number.
ANGEL: uh huh. then uh huh
CARME: okay na? okay sige bye bye.
then i went to the other line were mika was. I FEEL SO STUPID ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED!! =[
CARME: mika, tapos na. pero ang tanga2 ko eh! =[
MIKA: bakit?
CARME: kasi ako ung nag goodbye. he didnt say a word. kasi binaba ko agad eh! =[ ang tanga tanga ko talaga. feeling ko, he wants to talk pa, eh i hang up na! =[ STUPID TALAGA AKO. kung kelan nandyan na siya, nahihiya nanaman ako!! ano ba toh!! STUPID! =[
MIKA: ano ka ba carme!!!!!! sabi ko sayo alis nalang ako eh. sayang naman un, un na nga ung chance mo para makausap siya eh. bakit ka nag goodbye agad!! =[ hhaayy naku carme!! sobrang sayang talaga!! =[
CARME: SOBRA!! ANG STUPID KO. tapos ngayon nagsisi ako! =[
thennn our chizms continues... =[
lesson learned: think before you act! =[ hayy, ang tanga2 ko talaga noh? =[ bakit kaya ganun pag love. nagiging tanga ka! =[
btw, i dont what our plans for mother's day. definitely we'll have dinner somewhere else. =D hehe. i'll post more of the details tom. =D takecare guys! =D and about those link exchanges, promise to put your link! =D
check out this week's precious spot of the month! =D its Jared! =D
some questions to answer:
*incoming junior for highschool? ~charlene:
- yes charlene! =D
*hi carme, ur layout is super nice. how can i learn working on mine some more? http://melissasugar.blogspot.com---->melissa :):
- hey melissa! =D thanxx girl. uhm, i can teach you. hehehe. do you have photoshop? or something else? let me know girl! =D takecare! =D
wow!! =D 13 loves me!! =D thanxx you guys!! =D <3
alert. alert. boredom alert! =D oh i watched peter pan on dvd last night!! =[ and i slept at 3am! =[ ohhh. i love that movie. sometimes, i feel that i dont wanna grow up. i wanna be a kid forever. but i realized that i cant reach my dreams and goals, i cant get what i want if im gonna be a kid forever. im not gonna learn how to be independent and that im gonna depend on my parents forever. =[ i will also not experience how to socialize, react, deal with things around me. and most especially, i will not experience how to love and to be loved by a special someone. plus, you'll never know who your true friends are! =D growing up is fact. we have to deal with it. we must be thankful that we are living in this beautiful world. even though we are facing a lot of crisis. we must learn how to look on the other side of life. the bright side of it. =D live each day as if it was your last! =D cause youll never know when its gonna end. =D 
ohhh yesshh, i feel that the f4 craze is back here in the philippines!! =D its because, abscbn, one of the biggest network here, is going to air meteor garden again!! =D and its on full edition! =D no cuts or what-so-ever! =D oh im so excited!! =D its going to air on monday, before tv patrol, the news program. waaaahhhh! =D i miss the shan cai and dao ming su tandem! =D ohhh, i love it! =D hehehehe! =D because of meteor garden, asian novelas are known na! =D yesssshh! =D oh, i love chinovelas, koreanovelas!! =D love stories kasi! =D im a sucker of love stories! =D
speaking of f4!! =D i suddenly miss them!! =[ its been months since the last time i surf the net to update on their stuff. =[ I MISS F4!! =[ hehhehe! =D i like ken zhu very much!! =D im his biggest fan!! =D before, i used to hate them cause i find them jologs[sorry for the term]. =[ but when ken and vanness came here for a concert. gawdddd!!! he's so cute and handsome and everything!! =D gossshh!! =D then that was the start of my f4 cravings! =D then they[f4] went here last december 2003 for a concert at the ultra. it was december 26, right after christmas, and yes, they spend their christmas here! =D gawd! =D i spend php15,000 just to see them!!! grabehh. for some it was a waste of money, but for me, i dont care! =D the concert was worth it. frustrating ng konti kasi they sang few songs, but still i got to see them at close range!! =D 
very very close. the stage was just meters away!! =D aahh! =D first, i saw vanness, grabehh! his skin is so clean, smooth and white!! he really takes good care of his skin. cutie siya! =D he's hott! =D then next was ken!! =D OMG!! =D his so handsome!! i was star strucked!!!! =D wwweeeee!! i even cried when i saw him!! hahahahah! =D grabeh. sobrang handsome nya!! =D heeehe! =D then vic, the cute one, the mickey mouse. he lookes like him right? agree with me. hahahah. then of course, the crush ng bayan, jerry yan. ehhehe. of course, he's handsome talaga. but not really my type. its my mom's and tats' type!! 
they were head over heels for jerry!! =D fanatics talaga!! =D heheehe! =D ohh my, we really enjoyed the concert. and last november, when jerry came here for the bench&jerry event at the fort nbc tent, of course, mom and tats was there. but i wasnt cause i feel that ill just waste money cause im not even a jerry fan. but then my mom got an autograph of jerry!! =D so cool!! =D its her most precious possession as of now! =D hahahaha! =D then last january, after getting my 3rd quarter card, i got very good grades, so as my reward, my mom bought me a cd of ken, not only that, with an autograph on it too! =D OMG!! =D it was surprise, she told me that it was a book but when i opened it, it was ken! =D hahaha! =D so happy!! =D i cried!! tears of joy. i'm a very shallow person you know =D
i miss going to divisoria! =D that's where we buy our f4 stuff. we're complete. from the concerts to the series. as much as possible we buy the original ones on yesasia.com and we also buy at divisoria for the behind the scenes and such! =D ohh, my php1000 in divisoria is worth it! =D i can buy 3 shirts, accessories, flipflops, etc! =D hehee! =D coolness! =D hmmm, when was the last time i went there?? last year!! =[ sucker. i wanna go there.. shopping galore! =D
i know most of you dont like f4, =D i understand, but i like them. hehehe! =D remember, at first i didnt like them too. eventually, i fell in love with it! =D ookaay. but i thank you for reading this blog! =D hehehe! =D takecare guys! =D
question to answer:
*hei carme! dis is audrey.. where do you download brushes and fonts? tnx a lot..tc! :):
- i downloaded the brushes from http://seishido.biz and the fonts from http://fontgarden.net welcome!! =D
wow, 15 loves me! =D thanks guys! =D <3
yesterday, i got enrolled! =D yahoo! =D and yes, im a junior now! =D goodluck to me!! =D hahahah! =D but i still dont know my section. i wonder who are my classmates for junior 06? =D my mom got mad at me cause im suppose to go to her office at 12pm. yet i left house at 1pm and arrived there at 2pm. gawd, she was really mad. =[ enrollment is only up to 3pm. so, we only got 1hour. on our way, there was a major traffic on pasay road!! =[ grrrr. so that made my mom talk and blame me for everything. okay, fine. it's my fault anyways. =[ we got there at 2:30 pm. good thing, there's less parents. while my mom is on the accounting office, i went to the bookstore to check what books we will have and blah. on my way, i saw ikai!! =D with aika, kenjie, and jake! =D waaahh! =D i was so happy!! =D very very happy! =D we hugged and chat for a while. then they're off. i also saw martine! =D he's my seatmate during the 3rd quarter! =D very funny and gentleman! =D he told me that raf, abra, rjay and other boys are in the gym playing basketball. waaaahh! =D i miss my 2E class! =D too bad, i didnt see the boys cause i was lazy to go to the gym, its so far!! and you have to cross the street and it was so hott! =[ hehehee. lazy, in short, i didnt see them! =[ but its okay, we're planning something. some sort of a reunion! =D then mom went to the bookstore and we bought my books! =D then we're off for glorietta! =D
in glorietta. we ate at food choices. for our merienda, we had belgian fries, buffalo wings and ice monster. yummy! =D i saw some of my grade school teachers, sir parulan and ms. santos! =D ohhh, i had a chat with them. it was cool! =D i suddenly miss them. =[ after we ate, a little accident happened to my mom. its about her slipper sandals. so we have to buy a new slipper sandals. yeah, we did shoe shopping! =D she also bought me slippers! =D coolness! =D then we roamed around glorietta. did some window shopping and shopping too. =D she bought me a new shirt from herbench and penshoppe! =D a new visor too from herbench! =D i love it! =D then, i bought harvie, my cousin, a gift. it was her birthday last april 10 and havent bought her anything. so i chose a visor too and a kikay kit! =D cause she just turned 13. so it's a start! =D heheehe! =D after we did personal shopping. its time for me to buy my school supplies! =D oh i love it when i do school shopping! =D isnt cool? hahaha! =D new school year, of course you gotta have new stuff! =D 
ohh, i just bought the ritual things. fillers[oh, its my life! =D without it, no notes, no knowledge! =D], ballpens, post-it[for my passing notes moments! =D], highlighters, pentel pen, correction pen, pad papers, math notebook[yeah, hello? we have goemetry and trigonometry!! =D lotsa notes!! =D],etc. and i also bought 2 magazines! =D of course, my favorite and collection, candymag and seventeen. =D i love this month's issues and models! =D in candy, kelly misa and in seventeen, kitchie nadal! =D i find kitchie very beautiful! =D ohh, candy's got their first boys panel! =D hehehe! =D love the article! =D so guys, buy those magazines! =D eheheheh! =D then after i bought my school supplies, we did some window shopping again, and went home at 8pm! =D cause glorietta is closing already! =[ heeehe! =D but it was hella fun!! =D another shopping galore! =D
ohh yesshh. couples galore!! =D hahaha! =D
i have new sections here in my site! =D the in the house and precious spot of the week. in the house section is basically a list of my favorite songs for the moment. and the precious spot of the week, i got the idea from Rap. =D thannx rap! =D heheeehe! =D wanna be in the spot? just let me know! =D you might be next week's precious spot of the week! =D heheehehe! =D btw, about the question thingy, there's a rule in it, you must put your name everytime you ask me a question. no name, no answer. ang sama ko noh? =[ sorry guys, kasi nadala nako before. dont want to happen that again.
here's my answer to some questions:
*CAN YOU LINK ME? THANKS! www.notme.bravejournal.com -loanne
- i already did! =D check my linkages! =D takecare! =D
*how do u make the skin??
- i download brushes and fonts. i use adobe photoshop for my software! =D
*hey carme! si andrea toh, pano yung picture ginagawa na pag tinapat mo yung mouse sa pic mo saka nalinaw.?? hehe.. salamat! gnda new layout mo! astig! teecee! :P
- what's your email add andrea? =D email ko sayo ung code! =D takecare! =D cute ren ng layout mo ngayon! =D
take care guys! =D wow, 15 loves me! =D thank you!
yeah. another layout. hehe. it doesnt have a featured artist. simple layout with quotes from my favorite romantic movies. =D take note, it's SO PINK! =D dedicated to all pink lovers! =D
" you can never lose someone you never had " - how to lose a guy in 10 days.
" love is like the wind. you don't see it, but you can feel it " - a walk to remember.
" i would rather have one breath of her hair, one kiss of her mouth, one touch of her hand, than eternity without it " - city of angels
oohhh. i just love those lines. it makes me cry. hahahaah. drama noh? =D yet i had another boring day. =[ sleep. eat. sleep. surf. exercise. eat. drink. ahhhh.. grabeh. ang dami! =D
tomorrow. im going to school for enrollment. wow. im a junior na! =D yihee. PROM-cheering-recollection-fieldtrip-thelistgoeson. =D hayyy. i can imagine whats like to be a junior. pressured. stressed. chemistry. geometry. GOODLUCK!! =D hahaha! =D i wish i see my barkada, friends, and classmates in school. =D im a bit excited. i already miss school. i miss recess time, cause we were allowed to eat at the corridors. cool! =D i also miss lunch time, cause thats the time i review/study quizzes/test for the afternoon, i also do my hws here! =D hahaaha! =D i also miss the morning, cause our class used to be so QUIET AND BUSY. why? because we're copying homeworks! =D HAHAHAH! =D i miss that! =[ i miss cheating too! =D hahahaha. i miss dismissal time, cause i could go around the campus, say hi to my friends and bond with them. i miss the pa-simple-eating-session in the classroom. hahaha. yup, we eat rice and stuff while the teacher is giving lecture. BAD NOH? =D simply, I MISS EVERYTHING! =D
im so HAPPY for tom cruise and katie holmes. i mean, despite their age gap, they showed the whole world that they could be together. so what? if their gap is 10 years? i believe that love is fair. everything in love is fair. and who cares right? as long as you guys love each other. that matters most! =D
hehehehe! =D im a bit lazy to blog. wala kong masyadong maisip na topic eh! =D hehehe! =D thank you guys for saying those bad things to that fcuker person! =D GOODLUCK TO ALL INCOMING JUNIORS! =D takecare! =D muchos! =D
wow! =D 10 loves me! =D thanxx guys! =D
bad news.. ohhhh. our overnight at westin hotel didnt pursue. too bad cause the hotel is FULLY BOOKED. grrr. so we tried other hotels, manila hotel, manila pavillion, makati shangri-la, new world, peninsula, and the list goes on.. and yet they're all FULLY BOOKED. SOOO BAD for us. it was a quick plan so we didnt make any reservations. sobrang sayang. i prepared all the stuff that i have to bring. =[ waste of energy! =D so we just stayed home and became bummers as always! =D hahahah! =D
someone asked me this: "Why do you have to get a tan? Maitim ka naman eh. Hahahaha." who ever asked to me. this is what i have to say. WHO ARE YOU TO TELL ME WHAT TO DO WITH MY LIFE? FCUK YOU. I DONT EVEN KNOW WHO YOU ARE. IF YOUR SOMEONE WHOSE CLOSE TO ME, WHAT-A-FRIEND. I DONT DESERVE YOU. YOU SCUK. WHY CANT YOU OBEY AND RESPECT WHAT I WANT? YES, I ADMIT, IM A KAYUMANGGI, AND IM HELLA PROUD OF IT. BUT IM NOT THAT "DARK" AS YOU THINK. LET ME TELL YOU THIS, I WANT A KILLER TAN BECAUSE I WANT TO HAVE THOSE TAN LINES. WHAT DO YOU CARE IF IM "DARK", AS WHAT YOU SAID? I THINK I KNOW WHO ASKED THIS QUESTION, THIS IS FOR YOU. A BIG FCUK YOU!!! JUST LEAVE ME ALONE, OKAY? YOU DON'T GIVE A DAMN WITH MY LIFE ANYWAYS!! SO PLEASE, BACK OFF!!! OORRR MAYBE YOU ASKED ME THAT QUESTION BECAUSE YOUR JEALOUS OF ME!!! CAUSE MAYBE YOU REALLY CANT GO TO THE BEACH/HOTELS. YOUR JEALOUS BECAUSE I ALWAYS TO GO HOTELS AND SUCH OR MAYBE BECAUSE YOU JUST CANT AFFORD TO GO TO THOSE PLACES OR MAYBE YOUR DARKER THAN ME. HAHAHA. OR MAYBE YOUR NOT ALLOWED TO GO OUT! HAHAHA! =D GOT SO MANY OPTIONS. WHO EVER YOU ARE! I CURSE YOU WITH MY WHOLE LIFE!!! YOU WILL SUFFER!!! HAHAHAH! =D that's the answer to the question, whoever asked it. sorry, i just wanted to tell that fcuker person that your not the one whose gonna let me down. WHO CARES ABOUT YOU ANYWAYS? I DONT CARE! I DONT EVEN KNOW WHO YOU ARE!! HAHAHAH! =D
sorry guys. hahahah! =D i meant every word i said. and i know who ever asked that will have his/her BIG KARMA SOON! =D hahahaha! =D anyways, i hate that part. really. and if that person will apologize to me, sure, il forgive him but ill never be his friend again! EVER! if he's close to me, if not close, WHO CARES???? hahahahhaha! =D
i cooked dinner today! =D so happy! =D it's my own recipe. i know its SIMPLE, but hey, its very very YUMMY! =D i sautee it with onion, pepper and salt, then my sauce is fish sauce and kalamansi!! =D ohh very yummy. my mom and lola loved it! =D hahaha! =D ohhh, im proud of it. i miss cooking. i used to cook our dishes every summer. =D i know how to cook sinigang, caldereta, menudo, spaghetti, tacos, and the list goes on! =D hahaha! =D wanna try my cook? sure!! =D sometime! hahaahhah! =D thats summer, it could be FUN or BOREDOM! HAHAAHA! =D
yeah. our overnight didnt pursue so all we did AGAIN was to watch tv, surf the net, eat, eat, eat, drink and exercise!! =D ohh btw, did i tell you guys that i didnt exercise for 5 days last week?! =[ too bad, i feel fat again, so i started my exercise routine a while ago! =D hahahah! =D i really need to slim down cause i know it will be better for my health! =D hehehee! =D
wow. im so glad that you guys enjoyed my blog about that vacation! =D oohhh, i really loved it here!! =D I REALLY DREAM AND HOPE THAT I COULD GO THERE SOMEDAY! =D i wish i could marry a very RICH man! =D ahhaaha! =d if not, then ill save money for that vacation, and who knows, maybe i'll meet a very rich man there and he will offer me to stay there FOREVER!! =D of course, i'd say YES!!! HAAHHAHAH! =D take care guys! =D
wow, 12 loves me! =D THANKS SO MUCH GUYS! =D muchos besos! =D
this paradise.
RESPECT. this is all i need and want from you guys. everything that is in here are mine.
and i want you to respect that. from my blogs, opinions, photos, layouts, and the list goes on.
feel free to go thru this blogsite. but please dont STEAL anything. its against GOD and the law.
im not being selfish. its just this is my property. this is CARME's. thanks for dropping by.
for link exchanges, let me know in the tag board/comment box and i promise to link you back. take care guys! =D
carmela frances pineda reyes. sweet sixteen. march 23. filipina. once an augustinian, always an augustinian. angel of mine. i so proud of my FAITH, HE is always GOOD to me. I LOVE YOU, MY LORD.
<3's the beach, sun, tan lines, beach volleyball, surfing, wakeboarding, ultimate frisbee. wears abercrombie & fitch. always tuned in my iPod. im really into rnb, trance, house, chillout, reggae music.
shopping, dancing, working out, blogging, & surfing the net are some of what i do often. parties. definitely a drinker but NOT a smoker. tequilas, vodkas & baileys in particular.
but hey, i'm a good girl. a camera is a must. picture lover it is. never leave home w/o it. a big big fan of the o.c. adam brody. CONFIDENCE, cohen. haha. thinks that mtv's laguna beach is also cool.
but i both love them. never fails to make you smile. <3
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shot under the sun.
in the house.
Ever After - Bonnie Bailey
Satisfaction - Benny Benasi
Love on the Run - Chicane
Lady - Moby
I'll Rise - Peyton
Excited - M People
Signs - Snoop Dogg feat. Justin Timberlake
Hollaback Girl - Gwen Stefani
Jimmy Choo - Shyne feat. Ashanti
Hold You Down - Jennifer Lopez feat. Fat Joe
Too Crazy - Southborder
Let's Get Blown - Snoop Dogg feat. Pharell
Hate it or Love it - Game feat 50 Cent
Cloud 9 - Olivia feat. 50 Cent
Disco Inferno - 50 Cent
Still Down - Ashanti feat. TI
Caught Up - Ja Rule feat. Llyod
Okay - Nivea feat. Lil John
Get Right Remix - Jennifer Lopez feat. Fabolous
I Used to Love You - John Legend feat. Kanye West
Lovers and Friends - Lil John feat. Eastside Boyz
Hush - LL Cool J
It's Like That - Mariah Carey
California - Phantom Planet
Dice - Finley Quaye
Just A Lil Bit - 50 Cent
Oye Mi Canto - Nina Sky
Everything - B2K
Technologic - Daft Punk
I Never Knew - Roger Sanchez
Goin' Crazy - Natalie
U Already Know Remix - 112 feat. Ja Rule
explore my world.
Abercrombie & Fitch
Abercrombie & Fitch Kids
Baby Phat
Banana Republic
Bebe
Billabong Girls
Boracay
CK
Candymag
ET Online
Frisbee
Gap
Havaianas
Hed Kandi
Hollister
iPod
Kamiseta
Kipling
Lacoste
Laguna Beach
Mango
Mudd
Nothing But Water
Old Navy
Puerto Galera
Punta Fuego
Ralph Lauren
Roxy
Seventeen
The OC<3
Tommy Hilfiger
Topshop
precious spot of the week.
JUNE 5-JUNE 11
http://shari.miss-misfit.com/SHARI! =D she's my friend since 2nd grade. we became bestfriends pa nga eh. beauty and brains itong friend ko. i miss hanging out with her. though were not as close as we used to be, im always here for her. she's still special. love you sha! =D congrats on getting hosted. =D mwah! =D
precious spots. a must visit.<3
[don't ask to be here]
* friends.*
Abi, loves janus. packner in crime.
Anil, future's best director.
Angela, another party freak.
Anj, my cousin's cousin.
Anna, fabulous princess.
Ayie, charming friend.
Bea, rebel girl.
Cat, kikay girl ren.
Celina, cute guitarist.
Emily, aug-con sister.
Gaux, beautiful singer.
Inna, very tall girl.
Jan, payatot.
Kat Manalo, flip chick.
Kat Marquez, my vocabulary/dictionary.
Kat Pineda, candy twin.
Lanna, friend way back.
Meanne, mz california.
Mia, she's frances too.
Mich, crazy mich.
Ms Gomez, very sweet and loving teacher.
Patrick, loves signature stuff.
Pauline, cali chick.
Pearl, intelligent girl.
Rams, party freak.
Ryan, tagalog ang blog niya.
Shai, hyper BUTT sexy!
Shari, could be kikay, could be vain.
Sher, aug-con ate.
Sims, friend way back.
Talisa, beach lover.
Tats, my f4 sister.
Tini, Jesus freak and cute chinita.
Tricia, volleyball buddy.
Xyra, beauty and fashion addict.
Yana, huggable one.
Ysel, everybody loves ysel.
* online friends. *
Ace, uh-huh. drained.
Alex, my wrestback.
Anna, a long lost blog buddy.
April, fashion guru.
Ariane, daddy's little girl. burpday girl.
Bianca, born to be host/model.
Bianca, from biancaknows.
Carme, my ate/twin.
Carmela, Cardona lover.
Charlene, realistic.
Cheenee. summer princess.
Chynna, miss congeniality.
Cjoy, tough girl.
Claire, miss orangey-black.
Claudine, beautiful rocker.
Dani, cute chinita.
Dottie, a sweetheart.
Gab, orange addict.
Gliza, the prinsesa.
Gretch, precious moments girl.
Hazel, Starbucks queen.
Hunny, so sweet.
Ida, we have the same birthday.
Iggy, she rocks.
Isha, madaldal daw siya.
Jared, trance buddy.
Jham, mysterious girl.
Justine, heartish heart.
Kiel, from obfuscation.org.
Kxia, emo writer.
Lai, master of webdesign.
Leanne, she's a bad star.
Lianne, miss Roxy addict.
Louie, very asteeg man.
Mary, simple girl.
Michelle, OC sister.
Mitch, not a bad girl.
Nate, the atenista.
Nicole, sassy chic.
Nikki, the trendsetter.
Pau, miss independent.
Pauleen, Spongeola lover.
Phoebe, the perfectionist.
Rad, pink misfit.
Rap, layout king.
Roxy, love her paradise.
Russ, my super-ate-woman.
Sarah, nunuh.
Shayne, shes flipped.
Trinnah, masungit? nope.
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